Discover Top Posts Tagged with #phi vents

Do my friends hate me or is it just that recurrent bad time of the year where I feel worse than usual

#trying to be so rational man #I am trying #and I will not dump my feelings into the tags again #phi vents

Making me want to scream and cry and give up on everything but I am!!! catching up!! And not letting past Phi’s inability to function fuck me over now

When will I stop putting myself in high stress situations of my doing 😔

#no seriously though it’s a trait I very much hate #and makes me feel like an irredeemable person that wants to be suffering #things I would’ve brought up in therapy if it wasn’t canceled yesterday :(#need Dennis to take me in his strong sexy arms and tell me it’s okay but then I wouldn’t get better would I #phi rambles #phi vents #please be proud of me though the point here was I am remedying things before they spiral even worse

I'm going to crash out about school and I'm not even back in school yet

#a girthing l wants to be a paralegal #but a girlthing also has debilitating paranoia sometimes and every step on that campus made me freak the fuck out #but ofc its that or accelerated online program (gag)#I kind of wish my old university had the certificate program cause I'd have to do it online but it would feel less scary #but alas they only have a master in legal studies and I really do need like ABA accredited paralegal post-degree certificate #i want the bar to approve me so bad #and I want to actual understand what Im doing cause wowie I find law fascinating and would like to do well in that career path #sorry Im #not well today #The Bad Times have come back #Phi rambles #Phi vents

Breaking onto the Sunny set just to steal this one jacket. I need it so badly even though it would look atrocious with my hair

#not the first time im posting about it #not the last either #yes thats the one in Saw II #its kind of ugly cause its seahawks colors and I have to hate them cause they were goddamn everywhere as a kid #but also i need this jacket maybe more than anything else he wears #and most things I want to get the exact copies but theyre generic enough I can slip by #not looking at the brown banana republic sweater I found an exact match for but THEY WONT LET ME BUY IT #but this is like #its got just enough identifying flair that I wont settle for less #i dont talk online about this enough #I always let my interests influence how I dress but there is a next level obsession with his wardrobe i dont understand #and like disclaimer is that I did used to dress like dennis and then I dressed noticeably better for a while #and now its half goth half dennis #though after meds made me gain weight its more like 25% goth 75% dennis because guess whos clothes dont fit well anymore #i dont even know what im saying I feel like ive been trapped in my head in a very bad way #and now the only thing that comes out is dennis clothes #would it be insane to tag this as a #phi vents #i dont feel like im venting per se but there is an underlying unwellness #oh well #phi rambles #thanks for tuning it I should delete this

I should be in Dennis’ strong sweet sexual arms and instead I’m sobbing my eyes out while the goddamn pina coloda song plays

#phi rambles #phi vents #I am at my limit #it’s been an exhausting three days #and not nearly rewarding enough

Very fun jump from my steak tastes off to my whole family is going to die and it’s my fault for making dinner

#are the meds not to keep those thoughts in check #fucking shaking over here #AHHHHH #phi rambles #phi vents

#phi vents

Trending Tags

Recently Viewed Tags

#phi vents