Please help
I hate doing this, I avoided trying for a while but I am well and truly desperate.
I used up the last of my money on my phone bill this month. I have nothing. I need to pay for my phone next month. I have to be able to pay for my prescriptions. I have to be able to pay for hygienic products. I have to save up for a binder and top surgery. I have to have money to buy things I need to move out of here. I have to pay to renew my permit and take my driver’s test so I’m not trapped here anymore. I have to get new headphones because mine broke and I can’t survive in a verbally abusive house without them.
I owe both of my parents so much money, nearly a thousand to my father and over two-thousand to my mom. Most of my family is very poor, and those that aren’t aren’t getting back to me about doing chores for them to earn money. I am trying to get work but I still don’t have anything. I still don’t have disability. I still don’t have SNAP. My caseworker is behind on everything and doesn’t have funds yet and everything’s a mess.
I am desperate. I cannot function without my phone. It’s how I manage my appointments and contact my doctors and transportation. I can’t go anywhere if it isn’t paid for. I’m stuck at home being useless and being harassed for existing.
I’m sorry I haven’t been writing, I’m trying to actually finish something before posting it so I don’t leave things incomplete and hanging as my brain likes to do and I hate letting people down. I’ve been drawing a lot but I felt sharing them would equate to spoilers for stories I’m writing. I’m trying so hard but it’s a serious struggle right now. I’ll try harder I promise, maybe oneshot prompts would be easier for me to take? Please.
Here’s a link to my ko-fi. Please please please, anything would help me.














