Forced medication by those who care about you. The indignity, the betrayal… you’re not crazy… but you won’t say yes to this treatment- the costs are too great- you can’t do it.
But everyone else wants you to keep trying, no matter the cost. You say no but they say you have to- that you will.
You are shocked and weirdly numb when it occurs to you that you don’t have a choice. They will force you if they have to and the thought of that is what horrifies you the most.











