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Fun fact: the stupendium is genderfluid.

I didn't know they were not really cis.

Link: https://x.com/TheStupendium/status/1647400091110592513

#the stupendium #genderfluid #lgbt #lgbtq community #lgbtq #lgbtqia #queer #queer community #queer artist #I'm talking about the stupendium #not myself

Been so down on myself lately. Couldn't bring myself to post cos I been so insecure. Love you all 💖

#myself #selfie #hi #not myself

Forced medication by those who care about you. The indignity, the betrayal… you’re not crazy… but you won’t say yes to this treatment- the costs are too great- you can’t do it.

But everyone else wants you to keep trying, no matter the cost. You say no but they say you have to- that you will.

You are shocked and weirdly numb when it occurs to you that you don’t have a choice. They will force you if they have to and the thought of that is what horrifies you the most.

#forced drugging #forced treatment #whump #mine #whump prompt #lol a similar experience to something I went through recently #the Dr suggested another treatment for my rare disease #we’ve been through so many already #they all have terrible side effects that make me very ill in their own right #losing hair from forms of chemo and all of those associated side effects #and every other terrible side effects from a million drugs #I never ever say no bc I #ll try anything #but 2 months ago he suggested one I was familiar eith #I said no #absolutely not #I had done it before and it had not only made me very physics #ally ill but also made me confused #out of touch #not myself #physical disco #mfort I could handle but not emotional and ments #seperation from myself #but everyone else said I had to do it #I almost begged #I probably did #and I was so grateful when my sister pointed out that if I was saying no- that since I never did for all of the other horrific treatments-#that they should listen #but they didn’t and I was forced. it was a month long and one of the worst of my life #thank god it’s over (and it didn’t work)

I don't feel like myself, or even like me, anymore.

Little Triple Baka and Neru doodles I did!

I FINALLY TOOK THE TIME TO LEARN NERU'S HAIR YAYYYY!!!! She looks so cuttttteeeeee.

Miku looks weird tho idk what I did to her. Also I struggled with the flip phone urgggggggg

@lizette50 @j-bucky-barnes-anon @tmoneylefkowitz69 @bubbarnes @sebastiansource and all lovely followers on here...

I am literally and i do mean literally crying for real right now over here...

So this is what happened (I hope you all don't mind the mentions so i have to get this off my chest...) so here it goes...

So on my X account https://X.com/Ree_LovesBuckyB I am flirty but in a fun and playful way (absolutely no harm done) and I was being fun and flirty on my X account with this one user named itsjbbBarnes117 on there.

But tonight out of the blue this one "bucky"on there was extremely rude to me,telling me i was being too "flirty and I am gonna cut all ties with you. Good day" and then this user was really so unfriendly that this person even unfollowed me on there. I was just being flirty but having harmless fun . God why are some RP people on X being so dramatic on there? Wow...

But seriously, that really did hurt me though and i am wiping away tears so much right now ,the others have no problem with me being a harmless flirt in RP ,but that one "bucky".. first time someone had ever unfollowed me ,I went from having 1,348 to 1,345 followers on there now...

Some rp people should really not be so over dramatic and serious on X,come on,they should loosen up and have some fun, not being so stuck up and full of it.

So sorry guys, I am in tears.. tell me what should i do? Should i quit rp on X?...I honestly don't know what to do anymore, help me out,give me some good advice...

That one "bucky"on X has now completely ruined RP for me in all honesty...

#not myself #literally crying #what should i do

I'd be lying if I said it wasn't struggling

#not myself #im so tired #fighting so hard