me an appalled greek yiayia on the left, boiling with rage in a foreign hostile environment and on the right my non-greek mutuals trying to make me accept the new reality

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me an appalled greek yiayia on the left, boiling with rage in a foreign hostile environment and on the right my non-greek mutuals trying to make me accept the new reality
... I'm so stressed.
My writing is awful. It's never been like this... I can't find my voice, I can't find my scene, I can't find my characters. This is supposed to be my senior project, something I'm proud of... and every time I think of it I want to cry, or throw up. Maybe I'm not ready for this :((