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It is very much going to be something like love at first sight. I personally think that love at first sight is more so a recognition of attraction at first sight that may or may not grow into something more but thereās going to be this adrenaline rush that youāll make them feel very early on, possibly even when they first meet you before you even share a conversation. Honestly, it seems very instant. Theyāll see you and you may or may not see them but theyāre going to feel that excitement, that pull towards you. Youāre going to seem fairly put together at all times and thereās something about them observing you without interacting with you. Youāre going to appear to them as a more solid and mature person from a distance who they might find a bit hard to approach, possibly even quiet but when theyāll talk to you, their perception of you will shift in which theyāll see you to be more childlike and fun loving. Theyāre going to find it to be very fun to be around you and theyāre going to experience emotions that border on both excitement, and fear, like a tipping point between the two. This is probably not the right time for me to use this example but Iād like to give a disclaimer that Iām not doing so lightly and with insensitivity, itās like their feelings for you will be the meeting point between adrenaline and adrenochrome, Iām literally getting them being able to feel their heart beat faster, and something fluttering at a point that they canāt even pinpoint - somewhere between their chest and stomach, and then feeling tingles on their shoulders and thighs when around you. The way theyāll feel towards you will be a bit overwhelming but theyāll enjoy all the hormonal rises and sensations. They wonāt know what everything is going to lead to but theyāll be enjoying the present moment a lot, feeling like a dumb lovestruck kid. You know how attraction makes some people feel naive and act really young? Youāre going to bring out that side of them. I find this reading so cute, oh my god. Theyāre going to secretly look for and at you but it may be very discreet, and quick. Simply just seeing you is going to make them feel that rush in their veins and also an odd sense of comfort, and theyāre going to enjoy that sensation, that feeling. Youāre going to make them feel eased up as well as fueled up. For those of you who expose skin, your most preferred area might be shoulders, collarbones, etc. Theyāll desire you a lot and might see you with an off shoulder, no sleeve or halter top that exposes your upper body to them and they might have a hard time looking at you because of how it makes them feel. I keep on getting that their blood pressure will literally rise in your presence. I just heard āspecial kind of painā, the term āpainā in this context seems to be regarding how youāll strip them off their peace by making them feel so incredibly attracted to you, they are going to feel so many different sensations and emotions, theyāre going to get lost in thought a lot regarding you and you may not even be aware of it because one thing about you is that youāre very present in your body so you notice when someone is looking at you, and you might feel as though youāre not really catching their eye but little do you know that looking at you, being around you makes them feel such a rush that it is a bit repulsive. Youāre going to seem really grounded when around them, oddly composed which will be in stark contrast with their own sensations and emotions, and they might try to keep their distance from you but youāll be weighing heavily on their mind.
Iām picking up on them acting really composed as well and reserved but the way theyāll see you is that you are grounded, and do not mind or care about their presence or absence because you are comfortable anywhere you are and everywhere that you are. While you are around people, youāre going to be very caring and in a grounded manner as in youāll be thoughtful enough to ask if those around you ate, if they received something that was their serve, etc. For example, if you guys are in an environment where youāre working together in some way and thereās distribution of ice cream or juice, youāll ask if someone who entered the room received their share, and if they havenāt, youāll try to look around to see if thereās any left for you to give them. Youāll also have this comfortableness to you, it will feel as though youāre in your own body and adoring people, genuinely caring about them even when youāre scolding them or ordering them in some way? Almost as if youāre gentle parenting them. One thing about you is that you truly make an effort to take care of yourself and remain grounded, and try to function with maturity and groundedness as well as are inclined towards soul searching, and self improvement. You spend a lot of time thinking, some of you could even possibly be into reading or/and writing, and who you are in private is what makes you so grounded and mature externally, and youāll seem very comfortable at all times, no matter where you are or who youāre with, or without and thatās going to be incredibly attractive to them. The thing about life is that change is the only constant and everything changes except change itself so naturally, us as humans cannot defy this law, and while many people are resistant to change, youāre going to be highly inclined towards it for your own betterment and they might not see it right away because Iām getting that you wonāt express it to them because Iāve been picking up on a bit of a communication gap right from the start but even without communication, they might get that vibe from you because who you are in private and what you do will inevitably show up publicly but it will become obvious, and theyāll be sure about it only as they get to know you better. Youāre going to have certain private thoughts about things they did and said. They may have possibly even displayed a bit of a defensive attitude towards you regarding something they believe in or stand for after something happened but you will not let it move you as in ādoes ___ look down on me because I was talking about it?ā Instead, youāll remain grounded and will reflect over it, and take from it to learn and change for the better which you may or may not voice out to them but theyāll end up seeing. For example, you guys work together (just an example), if a coworker who does not possess the strongest work ethic blows up on your group for being sent somewhere for work or relaxation from the higher ups because of your high work quality in your recent project and you mention it to them, and they pull a āwell, itās in the past, thereās no point in digging it, I donāt want to talk about it.ā Instead of thinking āoh, do they dislike me for mentioning it?ā Or āare they mad at me? Do they look down on me for speaking about a situation like that? For gossiping?ā Youāre going to āIām going to learn from this and learn how to process things internally, and let it go as well as not speak about situations in a gossipy manner.ā Theyāre going to fall in love with you as a whole. Their initial attraction towards you will definitely play a part in why theyāll fall in love with you but the more theyāll get to know you, the more theyāll like you until they eventually fall in love with you. Actually, I donāt think that the term āeventuallyā is accurate here because theyāll fall in love with you pretty speedily just as theyāll be attracted to you pretty speedily but initially, thereās going to be a communication gap or/and defensiveness.
Once you move past that, youāll both communicate in a manner that feels effortless and only further grows their attraction, respect, and fondness for you. Theyāre going to realise that you possess so much depth and have worked a lot on yourself, and value the right things in life. Also, youāre going to seem very comfortable and will be incredibly comfortable by, and with yourself and will be kind, genuine, and caring in a grounded manner in which you make sure that youāre taken care of as well and will have self reflected, and changed a lot to have gotten where youāre at and become who you are, and thatās going to be a character trait of yours - self reflecting, soul searching and changing for the better, theyāre going to love that. Youāre going to have really profound thoughts because of how much you think so deep conversations with you will resonate with them on a deeper level, on a soul level, changing them as well. Where you may have made them feel really nervous and defensive, and they genuinely couldnāt even really talk to you early on and only looked at you secretly or struggled with even doing so, over time, youāll make them feel enthusiastic to live life and engage with you. Youāll bring out a very childlike side of them, a very fun loving side and theyāll enjoy it. Youāll still make them nervous but it will be more so excitement than nervousness, the sensations will be the same, possibly even more intense but youāll have seduced them in a manner that will make them feel very comfortable with you, theyāll feel like itās just the two of you when youāre around each other, youāll be in your own bubble and youāll touch them mentally, making them think, and changing them. Youāre someone who as mature as you are and as deeply as you think, and as intelligent and growth oriented as you are, and as much as you value the right things, youāre also just as attractive sexually. It could be anything - a more playfully sexual and flirty vibe, a more seductive one or a more promiscuous dressing style, or speech. No matter what, theyāll love everything, theyāll love the contradictions and the balance between different qualities of yours - maturity, simplicity, childlikeness, enthusiasm, zest, curiosity, priority of the right things, deep thinking, present living, comfortability in yourself and in every environment youāre in whether youāre alone or with other people, and the way you take care of yourself and others, are constantly growing, and the efficiency with which youāll be able to connect conversation wise. Also, one other thing that theyāll really like about you is the way you do not get caught up in the waiting game and live life wholeheartedly no matter where youāre at but how despite your zest, and enthusiasm, you enjoy and do not shy away from deep thinking as well as negative emotions, and instead use these as a catalyst for growth and change. I just heard that negative emotions, deep thinking, even being misunderstood and isolated by others is cathartic to you because of the way you experience, express, and grow through it.
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One of your quirks is your inability to make minor decisions. If youāre brought to a departmental store and asked to pick something to drink - milkshake, juices, etc. Youāll genuinely be overwhelmed and wonāt be able to make up your mind or at least, youāll not be able to voice out a choice confidently even if you have something in mind. Itās almost as if your mind goes blank and you donāt know what you like anymore, what you usually drink and prefer xD. Your future spouse will find this to be extremely adorable about you because youāll just look up at them for approval or to choose for you because you genuinely just donāt know. Theyāre going to daydream about you a lot and will find you to be incredibly adorable yet confusing. There will be so many different sides to you that they wonāt know to pick and choose from, and even you wonāt pick and choose what to be, what to express, and what to be seen as. Youāre going to just be yourself even if itās confusing for others because of how many different sides of yourself you display and theyāre going to find that to be incredibly attractive. āThereās nothing to prove when you know yourselfā is the kind of energy that Iām getting from you. One of your traits is going to be your more soft personality. The way you present yourself, you are going to be very mindful of not violating other peopleās boundaries or making them feel dominated. Instead, youāll act almost submissive in the way you present yourself and that will make it easy for people to sort of push onto you. Theyāll meet you when youāre still a doormat? šIām sorry if that was too blunt but Iām getting that you tend to mind your own business and donāt try to assert yourself upon anyone but others tend to take it as a weakness, and try to walk all over you and dominate you. Iām picking up on it being more so groups of people doing this to you rather than just one or two people. It will confuse them as to why you tolerate such things at all but the thing is, even if it bothers you, it wonāt really bother you? Youāre not going to be too ego driven so when people will push onto you, youāll see it as more of a āthemā thing than a āyouā thing. You wonāt even fully register peopleās mistreatment of you because you seem to possess a really underdeveloped ego and understanding of it but theyāll like how you arenāt as try-hard as other people. Youāre going to be attacked by people but wonāt try to wrong others yourself or assert yourself onto them and will frankly struggle to deal with such situations efficiently i.e. you wonāt stand up for yourself because you wonāt even fully understand whatās going on but thatās exactly how youāll deal with it efficiently, youāll be rising above it all. Also, another thing is that your future spouse will likely have many options but out of everyone, youāll be the least interested in trying to assert yourself and win them over. You wonāt try to fight for them or the connection, or anything of that sort. Instead, you will seem almost defensive towards them and indecisive about them, and that will confuse them because theyāre likely used to people giving into them fairly easily while youāll seem so unassertive yet will not allow them to assert themself onto you but despite the way you wonāt be allowing them to infiltrate your mind and your life, and will not be giving into them, you also wonāt seem too defensive. Honestly, youāll seem almost unaffected but at the same time, you will seem slightly defensive and guarded but it will still be in a defenseless way i.e. you will still seem open but hard to reach and get through to, to win over, just unaffected to put it plainly and you wonāt show any drive to try to impress them, show yourself to them or fight for them, or the connection. Theyāll not be able to understand you but theyāll enjoy the mystery and confusion.
Theyāll be one of those people who is so confused about you that they want to discover more about you and when they try, theyāll realise that internally, you have a very strong character, possess a very strong mindset especially and have a crazy solid cut off game. Wait, I think I finally have a way to explain the feeling Iāve been trying to express but have been unable to. So, one thing about you is that youāre a truth seeker and very reasonable. You have always been this way. You do not like lies. In fact, lack of honesty and the feeling of being deceived in any way, even as a joke, youāve never taken it well ever since you were a child. You probably possess a duality in which you have a strong enough mind to be extremely straightforward and direct as well as very well spoken, and witty. You are focused on your own integrity as well as mental energy, keeping it clean and strong so you do not focus on people exerting themselves on you aggressively. Itās not like you donāt realise or are dumb, you do realise to some extent but donāt let otherās actions and emotions weigh on you because you prioritise your own mind, character, and well-being too much for that but internally, you protect yourself by having a very thick skin, by fighting off the thoughts that make you feel weak because obviously if groups of people are attacking and belittling, it will unsettle you. Youāre going to be the living embodiment of the saying āgentle people are the strongest.ā It will require so much courage to be as soft as you are but youāll do it so well. However, because internally youāll possess sharp intelligence and reasoning, as well as desire for, and willingness to see the truth and will have strong boundaries internally even if externally, you act more meek and gentle in presentation of yourself, theyāll get glimpses of that side of you or at least the feel of it as theyāll clash onto the armour that youāve built around yourself whenever theyāll try to push themself onto you. You will seem unaffected but theyāll be able to see who you truly are past your more soft and gentle exterior but itās more so going to be in glimpses, and theyāll be able to pick up on how bothered you are by their tactics if you donāt agree with them even though you do not voice it out directly and even if you are bothered, youāll not let it bother you instead because of your decisiveness internally, your firmness internally, theyāll feel more of a vibe shift i.e. you growing even more indifferent to them. Over time, youāll grow more into yourself and confidently so i.e. even externally, youāll seem like a clear thinker with strong boundaries who will not take any bullshit and knows themself, and cannot be fooled. One thing about you is that youāll seem to know what you want at some point and even initially, even if you donāt know enough to know what you want, and what you donāt want, youāll know how to not accept what doesnāt feel right to you because youāll possess fairly strong reasoning skills. Also, when theyāll talk to you, you will say things that will really stimulate their mind because it will seem as though you have values and morals, and possess a certain firmness that most people these days donāt. I just heard that youāll operate via a set of rules and you will not ask for approval for them or even feel the need to voice it out to others, you will simply just live by them internally despite seeming very gentle, soft and meek on the surface š. Youāre going to be a bit judgemental not gonna lie but the thing is, youāre also going to be principled and youāre not going to try to make other people feel lesser than you for not living the way you do, in fact, youāll try to avoid doing so especially during your early years because despite your best efforts, you will trigger people left or right but over time, youāll not care who feels how because of you and how they try to belittle you because youāll have dealt with it enough, and will only be concerned with living your own life well and with integrity.
āAm I judgemental because Iām principled or am I principled because Iām judgemental?ā Youāll actually make the effort to think about yourself and your own behaviour rather than falling complacent, and not correcting yourself at all. Due to how principled you yourself are and how you try to correct yourself, and live well, with integrity, youāll not put up with behaviour that is not up to your standards and taste. Youāre also going to value intelligence and mental stimulation, and conversation in a partner because youāll look to learn and teach to the right people, to become more virtuous, moral, and wise. Another thing is that you will take things personally but also not, as in, if something goes down in your friend group that makes you doubt their loyalty, priorities and character, you will assess well, and will choose to drop them if you feel like itās not worth it to maintain a friendship with them because of lack of similar values. One of the reasons that youāre confusing is also going to be because youāre highly self assured and will not fight with people despite not being afraid of confrontation, youāll know how to make decisions, and just go through with them without seeking external validation even if you yourself are not sure about them yet because you operate through your values, not emotions and sentiments. In fact, youāll often avoid talking about situations with people unless you know that theyāll agree with you because you will not want anyone or anything to change your mind, not that itās possible anyway šš. Due to how firm you are in your character and loyalty, you will value loyalty, and will not vibe with anyone who seems to be ignorant and not on your team when required of them so youāll cut them off taking their actions personally but youāll take it personally as in ātheyāre not the people for meā rather than hating on them for the rest of your life for not being what you wanted and needed them to be. All of your nuances - your indecision, your unassertiveness, your integrity, your intelligence, your cut off game despite your unassuming and soft, unguarded outer appearance, your sensitivity but also your firmness in dealing with situations that hurt you without drowning in it and making a mountain out of a molehill, the way that youāll look up at them like a puppy with an innocent expression on your face. All of this is what will make them fall in love with you.
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Your future spouse is going to find you to be extremely attractive, both on the outside and on the inside. Iām picking up on an instant attraction on their part but the more that theyāll get to know you, the more that it will grow. So youāre going to be someone who is very comfortable with yourself and you will value being treated with care, and being comfortable wherever youāre at so while trying to make sure that youāre comfortable, youāre going to end up doing so for others too. Youāre someone who will not feel good when withholding love because you enjoy experiencing it, itās a big part of who you are and you will know how to experience it unconditionally, in the present moment by then so because of how youāll be vibrating in the highest energy i.e. love, youāre going to be extremely magnetic. Thereās this thing in which, who you are on the inside is out for others to see and feel, and because of that, you appear more physically attractive because all you are is love and warmth, and that makes others feel loved and warm, and so they end up loving you and treating you warmly, and with respect. You know what Iām getting? You radiate a white, almost golden light, a halo but one that is surrounding you, one that comes off of you and wraps around everyone who comes close to you. It provides bliss to those around you. You know how to make people feel at home and loved, and you donāt even have to try, you naturally radiate this kind of energy without having to try at all. āEffortlessly loving, effortlessly loved.ā Your personality is epic and youāre so charismatic, you appear to be the best looking person to those around you even if you do not fit into beauty standards. I do get that most of you are very physically attractive regardless of what you look like though but dear, your essence, your energy, your character, your personality is what makes you divine and hence, beautiful. You genuinely appear physically attractive to others because of your soul, your energy, your personality. I donāt even know how to explain it because itās not a case of āoverlooking your appearance because of your stellar personalityā thing but more so that no matter how physically attractive you are, you look even more physically attractive and in a close to divine manner, one that evokes emotion, and admiration kind of way? Iām being brought to Aphrodite and how she supposedly appeared like the physical ideal of whoever looked at her so she was literally the most beautiful being everyone ever saw but in your case, itās more like yes, you are the most beautiful person they have ever seen and you do appear to be their ideal but instead of their eyes perceiving you as their ideal, whatever you are, whoever you are is such a moving force that you are just⦠everyoneās ideal. Your future spouse is going to be completely taken by you. Youāll be their kind of woman and theyāll genuinely believe that thereās only one of you in the world so theyāll have their heart, and mind set on you and youāll just take over them completely. This quality of yours is going to be very basic to you as in, youāll be used to taking over people with your love, energy and warmth, and yes, beauty but youāll only get more and more beautiful each second that theyāll know you because you just are that way, thereās so much beauty to every aspect of you, itās almost like youāre too good to be true because of how high vibrational you are. Your world is going to be utterly beautiful and full of love, your inner world i.e. and hence, your outer world, your very self will express it and gosh, theyāll be able to see just how loving, loved, admired, adored, everything you are, and theyāll know that others are taken by you too, that they find you to be utterly beautiful as well and honestly, with an energy like yours, why would they not fall in love with you? Itās not just your energy, itās your entire being, your appearance, mind, spirit, emotionality, all of it, youāre just beautiful to your very core.
Actually, you are beautiful beyond your core, your beauty can be felt in the atmosphere, everywhere youāre present. Itās just such a divine and beautiful energy, I donāt think that Iām even being able to describe it properly but I promise, Iām trying my best here š. Imagine this, someone walks in and thereās a certain warmth that envelops the room, itās almost as if they possess a golden white light that is radiating off of them causing them to stand out from everyone and the more you interact with them, the more you feel one with them, the more you feel integrated into this light, this warmth and you only want more, and more of it and the more you indulge, the more beautiful the other person appears, and itās not an illusion or anything of that sort, they genuinely do look more beautiful. Thatās you. Your future spouse is going to be insanely attracted to you and itās not going to be a small crush. Theyāll be smitten, in fact, theyāll be completely taken by you right away and when theyāll see your actions, and your choices reflect your values, theyāll like you even more. Despite how attractive and loving you are, youāre going to be on a pedestal. Many people, despite being attracted to you, will not feel comfortable enough to come forth to you romantically because theyāll respect you too much for that. Youāre going to be extremely good at connecting with people and due to how present youāll be, youāre going to be a joy to be around, and people will feel incredibly attracted to you because thereās going to be emotional and mental resonance there. You will know not to make anyone feel less or more than you but despite that, youāre going to be a very private person and will be stingy with true emotional connections, and investments. I donāt think that āstingyā is the right word actually. You are going to be very open to people and will love wholeheartedly but you are going to keep certain things of value to yourself, being very picky with who gets it. Also, another thing is that despite being very loving to everyone, you do not sell yourself short. You will know your own value, your own values and will choose accordingly, where to invest your energy, and emotions and especially, where not to. Youāre not going to hesitate to pull your emotional investments back and keep to yourself if youāre put in a humiliating or hurtful situation. You will not compromise with yourself, you will not play about yourself. You are going to be very good at making good decisions and thatās going to be because youāll value yourself the most. Youāre going to know that the end all be all is you and will center all your decisions around yourself, your well-being, values, who you are and want to be so you will be quick to remove people from your life, and pull back into yourself when something makes you feel as though you would have to compromise yourself, your emotions or/and your values. You will genuinely feel as though youāre betraying yourself so youāll have no choice but to do what you have to for the highest good. No wonder youāre so respectable and admirable as well as just have such a great energy, personality, and character, you have no tolerance for situations and people that try to pull you away from yourself. You like yourself too much for that. Despite how good you are at pulling your energy back out of self respect, you do not take anything personally and will not let it shake you for too long. Instead, you will look at negative thoughts and emotions as something to eliminate, and work with in order to make concise decisions as well as act with more alignment to your own values rather than something to drag you down and make you break or lose your character. You are focused on keeping your life comfortable, abundant, full of love and remaining high vibe so anything that does not align with that, it automatically gets removed from your life or something happens that forces you to remove it. āVibration so high, all the bullshit falls off my reality by itself.ā
You are still going to have compassion for the people involved but you wonāt let that compassion move you negatively and honestly, once your perception of people changes, as much as youāll still be compassionate, it will be more about you, and your own character than about them. You will still be respectful and grateful for everything shared together but not sentimentally, and will be acting like the bigger person because you will know that you kind of are the bigger person. For example, if during a situation when you really needed your friends, they excluded you or ignored the obvious mistreatment towards you, you will be angry as your perception of them will change but you will almost feel bad for them for not having a backbone and the same values as well as as strong of a character as you, for not functioning with as much love, and courage as you do but youāll let things go in peace. Over time, you wonāt resent them, youāll just look at the situation as you simply just wanting a more even partnership and functioning with self respect, not wanting to be pulled away from yourself or betray yourself, and wanting to exert your energy and resources onto the right things, situations, and people. āIf youāre always having to be the bigger person, maybe you should stop surrounding yourself with small people.ā You are so respectable. You know your own values, your worth, what you want out of life and what you provide so you are unwilling, and frankly unable to put up with mediocrity and lack of mutual respect, and value. If you feel like the people in your life would not do what you would for them, you do not hesitate to settle the dynamic and make it even. You value whoever values you but youāre very openly loving and do not hold back on love so initially you give love freely, itās just that over time, you decide whether or not itās valuable to have people in your close circle and constantly pour into them. People close to you are blessed to have you, you do not reserve anything for a āromantic partnerā or anything of that sort, the way you love is very undefinable, youāll love them just as a mother cares for her child, just as a lover cares for their lover, youāre protective, you hold onto them and take care of them, youāre unwilling to let them be in situations that are troublesome, youāll bend over backwards for them if you have to so it is also going to be the kind of love that an older brother holds towards their sister. Youāve always been a giver but even if someone isnāt in your close circle, they will still receive your love and warmth when youāre around them, itās just that they do not receive your time and availability as much as those in your close circle but they still enjoy, and receive a lot from you when theyāre in the same environment because youāre very inclusive and openly giving, and loving. How could your future spouse NOT fall in love with you? š¤·š»āāļø
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