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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
Starting with your current love life and energy. Either some of you guys have a love interest who may have fire placements, specifically sun or venus? If not, you guys are attracted to passionate visionaries who take the lead and the thing is, even though that’s what you want, that’s also who you are. So you’re keeping to yourself because you have a certain ideal of what you are looking for in a partner - passion, chemistry, someone who can lead, someone adaptable and influential, someone who’s proud of who they are, and able to get up and to their best everyday. You are very likely to be attracted to ambitious people and especially active people, even physically - gym rats, runners, etc. Some of you may have a preference for a bigger body type at least on the shoulders and for some of you - calves? Possibly even thighs. You also want someone who is charismatic in a way in which they have a big aura and are a great leader, respected, admired but still friendly, and someone who genuinely cares about those around and under them, and know how to function in roles without letting them get to their head even if they’re internally a really proud person. For many of you, either you haven’t met anyone like this yet so you’re reserved or even if you have, they may not be reflecting or didn’t reflect the kind of leadership of the relationship, giving it form and direction as you may have wanted, and so, you are lush life-ing a little as in, “it was a crush but I gave it up.” In the past, you used to have strong reasoning skills even as a child but the thing is, your rigidness and strictness may have made you seem a bit cold, and hence, caused you to be misunderstood by your peers and either you never met anyone who really melted your heart or you experienced a situation in which, you felt like the pain that you didn’t even know was repressed, that you didn’t even know you carried within you was being healed and smoothed over just for you to end up getting hurt by the very same person who made you feel as though they were giving you comfort and applying a healing balm on your wounds. It was a very troublesome situation for you, even though externally, you were not showing that you were hurting, the scrutiny you were facing, the fears, the pain, the paranoia, not knowing what’s real and what’s not, and guilt because you have always been able to look at where you’re lacking in terms of consideration. It’s like, you were sort of unable to show others just how much of a storm was brewing inside you. Over time, you may have ended up doing so but I think that outwardly, you were not breaking down the way you were internally so even though you thought maybe others noticed and they may have, they likely didn’t notice the intensity of it all. I think that before you experienced whoever or whatever this was, you were not aware of your tendency towards guilt and paranoia, and your anxious avoidant style that you tend to fluctuate between. You opened up with a lot of courage and you may have troubled the guy or girl, or whoever a bit because of your own issues or so you thought and because you felt guilty, you may have decided to act compassionately going forward, to remain controlled, and not repeat the cycle of stressing them out because of your own fears and all the mental, and emotional stuff, all the turmoil that came up but even when you tried to open up to people, you felt isolated and like they were not choosing you, that they were not truly seeing, and understanding you and you may have also felt like it is pointless because you do not feel fulfilled with anyone either.
For some of you, you may have been single your entire life but may have dealt with similar themes in some way. Over time, you have grown and as you healed from the pain, multiple, and extremely deep cutting pain, rock bottom, regardless of whether it was related to romance or not, you started seeing the lack of reliability and consideration for you but you felt so unchosen, and discarded and possibly even humiliated. I think many of you were majorly overlooked. No matter what it was, you just got out of it and stopped feeling the need to go out there you know? For you now, due to past situations, anyone who does not put in effort or equal to it, or/and lacks work ethic in general, even if they show willingness with you, you do not want it and are fine by yourself. You yourself are not interested in putting in effort tirelessly into anyone. You have a lot of love to give and just pour it into yourself, and other aspects of your life rather than trying to derive it externally. You have a desire for love but the kind of love you want is very particular and anything lesser, you’re not willing to accept. To you hand holding is also fairly special and you want a love in which, the other is straightforward, and bold and initiates, and leads but is simultaneously gentle and seems a bit shy, and flustered because they’re just that affected by you. You want it to be obvious that they like you a lot and even to others. You want them to seem visibly happy for everyone to see when they talk about you or are around you. No matter how sexual you may or may not be. You are likely to want the other person to greatly enjoy even just the innocent things with you so much that they do not care too much about the other things or more so you want them to desire you in that way too but even if they do, they are just so in love with you that they are not interested in taking things there in a faster pace than you’re comfortable with. You are attracted to really driven people and anyone else, you do not even want to be bothered, you do not want to waste your time, and energy. You have a particular kind of people that you consider to be losers and you’re absolutely unwilling to be associated with them. You may be disgusted at the very idea. You want there to be obvious electric chemistry and you want to know that they like you. You want to be in control but for the other person to steer the wheels, but in the direction that you wish for it to go, you know? It is very important for you to be loved loudly and proudly because you do the same. You want them to lose their inhibitions and just come forth to you wholly. You cannot deal with a cowardly person, courage and passion are incredibly important to you. You are fearless and passionate, and stubborn and courageous, and you want someone to love you for these qualities, appreciate your strengths in these categories rather than ‘despite’ them and so it’s important that you meet someone similar to you in this respect. Someone who appreciates these qualities just the way you do. You want them to feel freer with you and vice versa, and for it to be a passionate, puppy-ish, high school romance kind of love yet deep and full of sentiments.
If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It is titled ‘how to ignite your love life’ but I’m not going to give you unrealistic promises because it seems to be more about building yourself upto it, to attract it to you by aligning yourself into the right vibe over time.
Includes:
꒰ How to feel more desirable? ꒱
꒰ What puts a damper on your love life? ꒱
꒰ What will help you reach your full relationship potential? ꒱
꒰ How to add some sizzle into it? ꒱
꒰ How to attract a lover? ꒱
This reading contains 1,268 words and the extended contains 3,345 words, totalling to a sum of 4,613 words. I hope that you enjoy it thoroughly and if you choose not to join for the extended, thank you for your immense support, I’m ever grateful. Much love and take care. Until next time <3.
⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱
One thing about you is that you’re possessive. If not, I believe that this is not your pile. You were not always like this, at least not as aware of it or as strongly as you are now but I am getting that your love life is favourable. You have people who think that they’d have to compete to be with someone like you because you are incredibly attractive to them and even in changing environments, and when you are experiencing everyday changes just like every other person, even on days when you may feel like you do not look good or well put together, or didn’t present yourself personality and charisma wise as you should have, you still are incredibly attractive to those around you but the thing is, you have an understanding of the fact that what you want and the needs you hold may not be understood, and revered by the majority and so you’re more reserved but things could change at any time for you. If there has been any love interest at all recently, you may be at a bit of an odds with one another as in, both of you may be more reserved especially you but the feeling that I’m getting is that the situation is ever changing i.e. even though there may be tension and an inability to connect smoothly, you guys may be finding the situation as electric as you may be finding it tiring or you were but it may be growing into more of the latter gradually so you guys may not talk to each other one day then talk to each other on the other or when one person tries to interact with the other, the other may seem distant and a few days later, it may be the other way around. As for your romantic past, if there's any, you are a really reliable person who takes care of who you love in practical ways and is loyal. You greatly value comfort and stability. Very much the kind of person who may visit one café or restaurant often because you’re used to it and it feels cozy because everyone there is used to you too, and you feel at home and you do not even really feel the need to go elsewhere. So you’re the same way romantically too. You value long term connections and understand the value of nurturing one thing to its utmost potential, and allowing it to bear fruits. Plus what makes the fruits so sweet is the effort that you put into it, who you became while taking care of it and the relationship you built with the seed, the plant, the soil, all of it as you planted it, took care of it, and watched it grow. You’re so beautiful, that’s all I have to say. I feel like the way that you are, you have grown a lot, realised and transformed a lot. I just heard that you have lived as many different people experience wise. You are fairly comfortable by yourself and independent too, and honestly, even if there’s no romantic history at all, you seem to be very kind and loving so you share it outwardly, and generously and it makes you feel good about yourself on a soul level, it is not about ego for you, not at all. When you give to others, you genuinely feel lighter as in, it feels like there’s something greater that you’re experiencing and working for, and I’m picking up on you experiencing it from a third person perspective but the third person is something higher? You tend to derive a lot of comfort from your own humility, character, groundedness, kindness, love, compassion and all that you are, and do. If there’s been any negative experiences in the past, you have grown through them and the truth is that without them, you would not be anything.
I need to clarify that for some of you, you may not even have experienced much if anything at all but that does not mean that the reading is not for you, just focus on what is resonating. You may have met someone who you thought was faithful, affectionate and loved you, and it could have been a fairly fast moving connection but it ended as soon as it came in? For some of you, texting or calling was a big part of it and I’m especially hearing about breaking up through the phone 😭. Could have happened when you were younger, I guess. However, how it ended was that either it didn’t grow much or grew too fast but the other party gave up quickly, leaving you to carry all the love that you didn’t even get to give and experience but you may have been unable to give up on them because for you, love is very devotional? Not every one of you experienced this of course but I do get a sense that for most of you even though it was fast moving, there was likely something grounded there, no matter how fleeting, even if for just a bit. You had overflowing love for this person, unconditional, uncontained but they gave up easily so it must’ve felt like they weren’t even trying at all. You had to learn how to give up after holding on for a long time to something fleeting. You cannot catch a bullet with your bare hands after all but that was what you were trying to do by holding onto someone fleeting that passed you by. I think that the purpose of this situation was renewal and emotional opening. While you have always had a great ability to love, you have been very priestly ever since you were a child, that was your main thing. You spent a lot of time thinking about god, philosophies, education, etc. and could have had an affinity for reading but you were very internal, and almost uptight. This situation helped you loosen up over time and not only that but you have also grown into your own character, and so there’s a hint of rigidness there, you’re a serious and principled person, and looking for the same but you are more in the real world now compared to when you were younger, back then, you were trying to make sense of it all but also not being able to but at the same time, you had a lot of natural knowing and understanding of things that you didn’t even know how you knew. However, now you are unable to entertain scrubs and have a particular standard because you yourself have grown to that level, and are aspiring to grow more and more, and so yes, that’s a good thing. Your pile keeps on giving me messages about you as an individual. You are the kind of person who understands that these situations HAD TO happen to you, you tend to think this way about many negative situations even if just on a subconscious level because you tend to derive lessons from literally everything. It is a natural skill of yours. Another energy that I’m getting is that once you experienced all of this or even if you didn’t, you grew up to become a very mature person who values the long term nature of things and has a lot of love to give, and may have met someone who got you, someone who you felt was nice to you and understood you. Conversations and back, and forths may have felt more effortless with this person but the thing is, for some of you, they may be tangled up with someone else already but that is only if you are aware of it, if not, they’re not hiding anything, they’re not involved with anyone but this person may drop wise quotations and actually have the substance to explain what it means, the ability to explain the substance. They may have opened upto you about something in a very unguarded and unpretentious manner spontaneously while you were sharing good conversation but the thing is, with this person, I get a sense that it didn’t move past the conversation phase.
If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It is titled ‘how to ignite your love life’ but I’m not going to give you unrealistic promises because it seems to be more about building yourself upto it, to attract it to you by aligning yourself into the right vibe over time.
Includes:
꒰ More details on what you’re looking for in a partner. ꒱
꒰ How to feel more desirable? ꒱
꒰ What puts a damper on your love life? ꒱
꒰ What will help you reach your full relationship potential? ꒱
꒰ How to add some sizzle into it? ꒱
꒰ How to attract a lover? ꒱
This reading contains 1,366 words and the extended contains 3,376 words, totalling to a sum of 4,742 words. I hope that you enjoy it thoroughly and if you choose not to join for the extended, thank you for your immense support, I’m ever grateful. Much love and take care. Until next time <3.
⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
Starting with your current love life and energy. I feel like there are many different energies here or no matter who you are, even as a singular person, there are many different energies within you when it comes to romance. I’ll start with your love life, out of the lot, I think that you’re the most likely to be taken but for most of you, that’s not the case. You’re attracted to really kind people who are emotionally mature. Warmth and comfort mean a lot to you. You’re someone who’s able to emotionally regulate yourself and may be fairly comfortable by yourself, I’m picking up on a certain kind of inner stability for you. We live in a world in which it is normalised for people to seek escape and relief from negative emotions, and situations but you’ve reached a state in which no matter how turbulent life may get, no matter what is going on, no matter how you may be feeling or pushed to feel, you’re able to sit with it without letting it move you and in doing so, while doing so at some point in the past, you were able to transition into calmer waters, into better spaces, either only mentally and emotionally or even physically, or you’re in the process of getting there, no matter what, you avoid pulling people into your own mess and I get a sense that if you have managed to work through such energies in the past, it doesn’t feel as tough for you anymore to move on from people, situations and emotions anymore but a part of the process is just sitting in it. I also get a sense that one of the reasons that it is easier for you now is because your circumstances are much better than they were in the past, like mentally, you’re much more independent and your mind is a much better place to be in but that has resulted in you physically creating a much better world for yourself as well. It has been a result of various different big and little decisions of wanting, and choosing better for yourself and that has changed your neural pathways to think, and live better over time. You seem to be highly comfortable by yourself and are really self focused, and life focused which causes you to have built yourself in a way in which you have a lot to offer to others and you seem to know yourself on a moral, and emotional level, you know what you want and do not want, and you’re able to move on or at least stay still and distant when situation call for it, and the best thing with you is that you do not care what anyone else is doing, obvious unkind behaviour towards you or others in general is an absolute dealbreaker for you and makes you feel bad obviously but there’s no program with you, it’s their world, they can do what they want and it’s your life, you can do what you want. I believe that you’ve always been a really kind person with a lot to offer emotionally but through hard times, you’ve realised and learned that that’s not enough, you were made to feel like it so you have built a tangibly beautiful life for yourself or are in the process of doing so. The name ‘Jude’ came through very strongly and the first thing that came to mind is the song ‘hey Jude’ by The Beatles but I’ve only ever heard this song in passing and the only Beatles song that I’ve truly listened to is ‘I want to hold your hand’ so I’m not sure what it is about. Even if you haven’t built a very stable, secure life for yourself in which you have a lot of wealth yet or can afford to dress and live in a fairly high end manner, and it doesn’t even have to be on a millionaire or billionaire level but could simply be that one local rich person who lives in a fairly gated house, or locality or even if they don’t, they can afford to go on vacations a few times a year, private healthcare, to look good and live good, you present yourself in a manner in which you’re not lacking anything and have high standards for yourself, and others and your life, whatever it consists of, and whatever you do, you are able to enjoy it and are focused on enjoying it, and your goals and how you can enjoy it even more.
Your mindset and life in comparison to the past is likely in a much better place than it used to be, you are a much better person than you used to be. You are also highly self assured. I’m pretty sure that each of you have different starting points and I’m not saying this to offend anyone who may have come from a wealthier family but that’s just how life is rigged, the world functions in that way, that’s just the way it goes. Compared to your starting point, you are in a better place, whatever that means. Every bit of progress that you make counts for something and you should see it as such. I get a sense that the easiest way to get to your heart or build chemistry with you is to be the kindest person ever and unconditionally so, and if there’s anyone you are attracted to, you see them as being kind in general or especially to you but you still see them as a person with emotional integrity and just treats people well even if it is not bordering on EXTREME kindness. I feel like if there is someone you’re interested in also, you are very grounded by yourself and have your own life. If there is anyone like this, you may be really attracted to them. I'm picking up on the feeling of tension being addictive but oddly enough, it seems fairly benevolent. No matter how fun and exciting, and almost addictive, it may all be and even if, for some of you, there are some odd dynamics in the mix, there seems to be some amount of distance, you may not be around each other too much and if you are, you may be keeping to yourselves. The kind of energy that I’m picking up on is not intense yearning but you guys miss each other or feel each other a lot, you guys may think back to your interactions with one another and there’s a sense of really enjoying who you are around each other or like, you guys blend really well when with each other, there could be a very even mix of listening and speaking, and back and forth, I feel like there’s a fondness even from a distance, even when there’s a lack of connection but you guys seem to be moving on from each other and keeping to yourselves for whatever reason. I wanted to look at your mindset about love right now, you are a possessive person and want complete exclusivity in romance, and you hold yourself, your emotions, energy, time, all of it to be extremely precious so you actively hold back on them and you’ve learned through fallouts, and heartaches that having a connection with someone doesn’t mean that you need to lean into it and sometimes the best thing that you can do for yourself, and the connection is to hold back on it and I strongly get a sense that for any of you who may be involved with someone, you may not even consider it as such because first of all, you know and think that you have many options, you know that you’re desirable but you are also aware of the fact that not every option is a viable one so in order to prevent heartache which obviously is not completely avoidable, you value and hold back on what you have to offer until something starkly stands out to you as valuable.
If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It is titled ‘how to ignite your love life’ but I’m not going to give you unrealistic promises because it seems to be more about building yourself upto it, to attract it to you by aligning yourself into the right vibe over time.
Includes:
꒰ More details on your love history, patterns, life and attitude. ꒱
꒰ How to feel more desirable? ꒱
꒰ What puts a damper on your love life? ꒱
꒰ What will help you reach your full relationship potential? ꒱
꒰ How to add some sizzle into it? ꒱
꒰ How to attract a lover? ꒱
This reading contains 1,345 words and the extended contains 3,601 words, totalling to a sum of 4,946 words. I hope that you enjoy it thoroughly and if you choose not to join for the extended, thank you for your immense support, I’m ever grateful. Much love and take care. Until next time <3.
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Starting with your current love life and energy. Either some of you guys have a love interest who may have fire placements, specifically sun or venus? If not, you guys are attracted to passionate visionaries who take the lead and the thing is, even though that’s what you want, that’s also who you are. So you’re keeping to yourself because you have a certain ideal of what you are looking for in a partner - passion, chemistry, someone who can lead, someone adaptable and influential, someone who’s proud of who they are, and able to get up and to their best everyday. You are very likely to be attracted to ambitious people and especially active people, even physically - gym rats, runners, etc. Some of you may have a preference for a bigger body type at least on the shoulders and for some of you - calves? Possibly even thighs. You also want someone who is charismatic in a way in which they have a big aura and are a great leader, respected, admired but still friendly, and someone who genuinely cares about those around and under them, and know how to function in roles without letting them get to their head even if they’re internally a really proud person. For many of you, either you haven’t met anyone like this yet so you’re reserved or even if you have, they may not be reflecting or didn’t reflect the kind of leadership of the relationship, giving it form and direction as you may have wanted, and so, you are lush life-ing a little as in, “it was a crush but I gave it up.” In the past, you used to have strong reasoning skills even as a child but the thing is, your rigidness and strictness may have made you seem a bit cold, and hence, caused you to be misunderstood by your peers and either you never met anyone who really melted your heart or you experienced a situation in which, you felt like the pain that you didn’t even know was repressed, that you didn’t even know you carried within you was being healed and smoothed over just for you to end up getting hurt by the very same person who made you feel as though they were giving you comfort and applying a healing balm on your wounds. It was a very troublesome situation for you, even though externally, you were not showing that you were hurting, the scrutiny you were facing, the fears, the pain, the paranoia, not knowing what’s real and what’s not, and guilt because you have always been able to look at where you’re lacking in terms of consideration. It’s like, you were sort of unable to show others just how much of a storm was brewing inside you. Over time, you may have ended up doing so but I think that outwardly, you were not breaking down the way you were internally so even though you thought maybe others noticed and they may have, they likely didn’t notice the intensity of it all. I think that before you experienced whoever or whatever this was, you were not aware of your tendency towards guilt and paranoia, and your anxious avoidant style that you tend to fluctuate between. You opened up with a lot of courage and you may have troubled the guy or girl, or whoever a bit because of your own issues or so you thought and because you felt guilty, you may have decided to act compassionately going forward, to remain controlled, and not repeat the cycle of stressing them out because of your own fears and all the mental, and emotional stuff, all the turmoil that came up but even when you tried to open up to people, you felt isolated and like they were not choosing you, that they were not truly seeing, and understanding you and you may have also felt like it is pointless because you do not feel fulfilled with anyone either.
For some of you, you may have been single your entire life but may have dealt with similar themes in some way. Over time, you have grown and as you healed from the pain, multiple, and extremely deep cutting pain, rock bottom, regardless of whether it was related to romance or not, you started seeing the lack of reliability and consideration for you but you felt so unchosen, and discarded and possibly even humiliated. I think many of you were majorly overlooked. No matter what it was, you just got out of it and stopped feeling the need to go out there you know? For you now, due to past situations, anyone who does not put in effort or equal to it, or/and lacks work ethic in general, even if they show willingness with you, you do not want it and are fine by yourself. You yourself are not interested in putting in effort tirelessly into anyone. You have a lot of love to give and just pour it into yourself, and other aspects of your life rather than trying to derive it externally. You have a desire for love but the kind of love you want is very particular and anything lesser, you’re not willing to accept. To you hand holding is also fairly special and you want a love in which, the other is straightforward, and bold and initiates, and leads but is simultaneously gentle and seems a bit shy, and flustered because they’re just that affected by you. You want it to be obvious that they like you a lot and even to others. You want them to seem visibly happy for everyone to see when they talk about you or are around you. No matter how sexual you may or may not be. You are likely to want the other person to greatly enjoy even just the innocent things with you so much that they do not care too much about the other things or more so you want them to desire you in that way too but even if they do, they are just so in love with you that they are not interested in taking things there in a faster pace than you’re comfortable with. You are attracted to really driven people and anyone else, you do not even want to be bothered, you do not want to waste your time, and energy. You have a particular kind of people that you consider to be losers and you’re absolutely unwilling to be associated with them. You may be disgusted at the very idea. You want there to be obvious electric chemistry and you want to know that they like you. You want to be in control but for the other person to steer the wheels, but in the direction that you wish for it to go, you know? It is very important for you to be loved loudly and proudly because you do the same. You want them to lose their inhibitions and just come forth to you wholly. You cannot deal with a cowardly person, courage and passion are incredibly important to you. You are fearless and passionate, and stubborn and courageous, and you want someone to love you for these qualities, appreciate your strengths in these categories rather than ‘despite’ them and so it’s important that you meet someone similar to you in this respect. Someone who appreciates these qualities just the way you do. You want them to feel freer with you and vice versa, and for it to be a passionate, puppy-ish, high school romance kind of love yet deep and full of sentiments.
If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It is titled ‘how to ignite your love life’ but I’m not going to give you unrealistic promises because it seems to be more about building yourself upto it, to attract it to you by aligning yourself into the right vibe over time.
Includes:
꒰ How to feel more desirable? ꒱
꒰ What puts a damper on your love life? ꒱
꒰ What will help you reach your full relationship potential? ꒱
꒰ How to add some sizzle into it? ꒱
꒰ How to attract a lover? ꒱
This reading contains 1,268 words and the extended contains 3,345 words, totalling to a sum of 4,613 words. I hope that you enjoy it thoroughly and if you choose not to join for the extended, thank you for your immense support, I’m ever grateful. Much love and take care. Until next time <3.
⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱
One thing about you is that you’re possessive. If not, I believe that this is not your pile. You were not always like this, at least not as aware of it or as strongly as you are now but I am getting that your love life is favourable. You have people who think that they’d have to compete to be with someone like you because you are incredibly attractive to them and even in changing environments, and when you are experiencing everyday changes just like every other person, even on days when you may feel like you do not look good or well put together, or didn’t present yourself personality and charisma wise as you should have, you still are incredibly attractive to those around you but the thing is, you have an understanding of the fact that what you want and the needs you hold may not be understood, and revered by the majority and so you’re more reserved but things could change at any time for you. If there has been any love interest at all recently, you may be at a bit of an odds with one another as in, both of you may be more reserved especially you but the feeling that I’m getting is that the situation is ever changing i.e. even though there may be tension and an inability to connect smoothly, you guys may be finding the situation as electric as you may be finding it tiring or you were but it may be growing into more of the latter gradually so you guys may not talk to each other one day then talk to each other on the other or when one person tries to interact with the other, the other may seem distant and a few days later, it may be the other way around. As for your romantic past, if there's any, you are a really reliable person who takes care of who you love in practical ways and is loyal. You greatly value comfort and stability. Very much the kind of person who may visit one café or restaurant often because you’re used to it and it feels cozy because everyone there is used to you too, and you feel at home and you do not even really feel the need to go elsewhere. So you’re the same way romantically too. You value long term connections and understand the value of nurturing one thing to its utmost potential, and allowing it to bear fruits. Plus what makes the fruits so sweet is the effort that you put into it, who you became while taking care of it and the relationship you built with the seed, the plant, the soil, all of it as you planted it, took care of it, and watched it grow. You’re so beautiful, that’s all I have to say. I feel like the way that you are, you have grown a lot, realised and transformed a lot. I just heard that you have lived as many different people experience wise. You are fairly comfortable by yourself and independent too, and honestly, even if there’s no romantic history at all, you seem to be very kind and loving so you share it outwardly, and generously and it makes you feel good about yourself on a soul level, it is not about ego for you, not at all. When you give to others, you genuinely feel lighter as in, it feels like there’s something greater that you’re experiencing and working for, and I’m picking up on you experiencing it from a third person perspective but the third person is something higher? You tend to derive a lot of comfort from your own humility, character, groundedness, kindness, love, compassion and all that you are, and do. If there’s been any negative experiences in the past, you have grown through them and the truth is that without them, you would not be anything.
I need to clarify that for some of you, you may not even have experienced much if anything at all but that does not mean that the reading is not for you, just focus on what is resonating. You may have met someone who you thought was faithful, affectionate and loved you, and it could have been a fairly fast moving connection but it ended as soon as it came in? For some of you, texting or calling was a big part of it and I’m especially hearing about breaking up through the phone 😭. Could have happened when you were younger, I guess. However, how it ended was that either it didn’t grow much or grew too fast but the other party gave up quickly, leaving you to carry all the love that you didn’t even get to give and experience but you may have been unable to give up on them because for you, love is very devotional? Not every one of you experienced this of course but I do get a sense that for most of you even though it was fast moving, there was likely something grounded there, no matter how fleeting, even if for just a bit. You had overflowing love for this person, unconditional, uncontained but they gave up easily so it must’ve felt like they weren’t even trying at all. You had to learn how to give up after holding on for a long time to something fleeting. You cannot catch a bullet with your bare hands after all but that was what you were trying to do by holding onto someone fleeting that passed you by. I think that the purpose of this situation was renewal and emotional opening. While you have always had a great ability to love, you have been very priestly ever since you were a child, that was your main thing. You spent a lot of time thinking about god, philosophies, education, etc. and could have had an affinity for reading but you were very internal, and almost uptight. This situation helped you loosen up over time and not only that but you have also grown into your own character, and so there’s a hint of rigidness there, you’re a serious and principled person, and looking for the same but you are more in the real world now compared to when you were younger, back then, you were trying to make sense of it all but also not being able to but at the same time, you had a lot of natural knowing and understanding of things that you didn’t even know how you knew. However, now you are unable to entertain scrubs and have a particular standard because you yourself have grown to that level, and are aspiring to grow more and more, and so yes, that’s a good thing. Your pile keeps on giving me messages about you as an individual. You are the kind of person who understands that these situations HAD TO happen to you, you tend to think this way about many negative situations even if just on a subconscious level because you tend to derive lessons from literally everything. It is a natural skill of yours. Another energy that I’m getting is that once you experienced all of this or even if you didn’t, you grew up to become a very mature person who values the long term nature of things and has a lot of love to give, and may have met someone who got you, someone who you felt was nice to you and understood you. Conversations and back, and forths may have felt more effortless with this person but the thing is, for some of you, they may be tangled up with someone else already but that is only if you are aware of it, if not, they’re not hiding anything, they’re not involved with anyone but this person may drop wise quotations and actually have the substance to explain what it means, the ability to explain the substance. They may have opened upto you about something in a very unguarded and unpretentious manner spontaneously while you were sharing good conversation but the thing is, with this person, I get a sense that it didn’t move past the conversation phase.
If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It is titled ‘how to ignite your love life’ but I’m not going to give you unrealistic promises because it seems to be more about building yourself upto it, to attract it to you by aligning yourself into the right vibe over time.
Includes:
꒰ More details on what you’re looking for in a partner. ꒱
꒰ How to feel more desirable? ꒱
꒰ What puts a damper on your love life? ꒱
꒰ What will help you reach your full relationship potential? ꒱
꒰ How to add some sizzle into it? ꒱
꒰ How to attract a lover? ꒱
This reading contains 1,366 words and the extended contains 3,376 words, totalling to a sum of 4,742 words. I hope that you enjoy it thoroughly and if you choose not to join for the extended, thank you for your immense support, I’m ever grateful. Much love and take care. Until next time <3.
⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
Starting with your current love life and energy. I feel like there are many different energies here or no matter who you are, even as a singular person, there are many different energies within you when it comes to romance. I’ll start with your love life, out of the lot, I think that you’re the most likely to be taken but for most of you, that’s not the case. You’re attracted to really kind people who are emotionally mature. Warmth and comfort mean a lot to you. You’re someone who’s able to emotionally regulate yourself and may be fairly comfortable by yourself, I’m picking up on a certain kind of inner stability for you. We live in a world in which it is normalised for people to seek escape and relief from negative emotions, and situations but you’ve reached a state in which no matter how turbulent life may get, no matter what is going on, no matter how you may be feeling or pushed to feel, you’re able to sit with it without letting it move you and in doing so, while doing so at some point in the past, you were able to transition into calmer waters, into better spaces, either only mentally and emotionally or even physically, or you’re in the process of getting there, no matter what, you avoid pulling people into your own mess and I get a sense that if you have managed to work through such energies in the past, it doesn’t feel as tough for you anymore to move on from people, situations and emotions anymore but a part of the process is just sitting in it. I also get a sense that one of the reasons that it is easier for you now is because your circumstances are much better than they were in the past, like mentally, you’re much more independent and your mind is a much better place to be in but that has resulted in you physically creating a much better world for yourself as well. It has been a result of various different big and little decisions of wanting, and choosing better for yourself and that has changed your neural pathways to think, and live better over time. You seem to be highly comfortable by yourself and are really self focused, and life focused which causes you to have built yourself in a way in which you have a lot to offer to others and you seem to know yourself on a moral, and emotional level, you know what you want and do not want, and you’re able to move on or at least stay still and distant when situation call for it, and the best thing with you is that you do not care what anyone else is doing, obvious unkind behaviour towards you or others in general is an absolute dealbreaker for you and makes you feel bad obviously but there’s no program with you, it’s their world, they can do what they want and it’s your life, you can do what you want. I believe that you’ve always been a really kind person with a lot to offer emotionally but through hard times, you’ve realised and learned that that’s not enough, you were made to feel like it so you have built a tangibly beautiful life for yourself or are in the process of doing so. The name ‘Jude’ came through very strongly and the first thing that came to mind is the song ‘hey Jude’ by The Beatles but I’ve only ever heard this song in passing and the only Beatles song that I’ve truly listened to is ‘I want to hold your hand’ so I’m not sure what it is about. Even if you haven’t built a very stable, secure life for yourself in which you have a lot of wealth yet or can afford to dress and live in a fairly high end manner, and it doesn’t even have to be on a millionaire or billionaire level but could simply be that one local rich person who lives in a fairly gated house, or locality or even if they don’t, they can afford to go on vacations a few times a year, private healthcare, to look good and live good, you present yourself in a manner in which you’re not lacking anything and have high standards for yourself, and others and your life, whatever it consists of, and whatever you do, you are able to enjoy it and are focused on enjoying it, and your goals and how you can enjoy it even more.
Your mindset and life in comparison to the past is likely in a much better place than it used to be, you are a much better person than you used to be. You are also highly self assured. I’m pretty sure that each of you have different starting points and I’m not saying this to offend anyone who may have come from a wealthier family but that’s just how life is rigged, the world functions in that way, that’s just the way it goes. Compared to your starting point, you are in a better place, whatever that means. Every bit of progress that you make counts for something and you should see it as such. I get a sense that the easiest way to get to your heart or build chemistry with you is to be the kindest person ever and unconditionally so, and if there’s anyone you are attracted to, you see them as being kind in general or especially to you but you still see them as a person with emotional integrity and just treats people well even if it is not bordering on EXTREME kindness. I feel like if there is someone you’re interested in also, you are very grounded by yourself and have your own life. If there is anyone like this, you may be really attracted to them. I'm picking up on the feeling of tension being addictive but oddly enough, it seems fairly benevolent. No matter how fun and exciting, and almost addictive, it may all be and even if, for some of you, there are some odd dynamics in the mix, there seems to be some amount of distance, you may not be around each other too much and if you are, you may be keeping to yourselves. The kind of energy that I’m picking up on is not intense yearning but you guys miss each other or feel each other a lot, you guys may think back to your interactions with one another and there’s a sense of really enjoying who you are around each other or like, you guys blend really well when with each other, there could be a very even mix of listening and speaking, and back and forth, I feel like there’s a fondness even from a distance, even when there’s a lack of connection but you guys seem to be moving on from each other and keeping to yourselves for whatever reason. I wanted to look at your mindset about love right now, you are a possessive person and want complete exclusivity in romance, and you hold yourself, your emotions, energy, time, all of it to be extremely precious so you actively hold back on them and you’ve learned through fallouts, and heartaches that having a connection with someone doesn’t mean that you need to lean into it and sometimes the best thing that you can do for yourself, and the connection is to hold back on it and I strongly get a sense that for any of you who may be involved with someone, you may not even consider it as such because first of all, you know and think that you have many options, you know that you’re desirable but you are also aware of the fact that not every option is a viable one so in order to prevent heartache which obviously is not completely avoidable, you value and hold back on what you have to offer until something starkly stands out to you as valuable.
If you enjoyed this reading, you may join me for the extended reading on Patreon. It is titled ‘how to ignite your love life’ but I’m not going to give you unrealistic promises because it seems to be more about building yourself upto it, to attract it to you by aligning yourself into the right vibe over time.
Includes:
꒰ More details on your love history, patterns, life and attitude. ꒱
꒰ How to feel more desirable? ꒱
꒰ What puts a damper on your love life? ꒱
꒰ What will help you reach your full relationship potential? ꒱
꒰ How to add some sizzle into it? ꒱
꒰ How to attract a lover? ꒱
This reading contains 1,345 words and the extended contains 3,601 words, totalling to a sum of 4,946 words. I hope that you enjoy it thoroughly and if you choose not to join for the extended, thank you for your immense support, I’m ever grateful. Much love and take care. Until next time <3.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
(Note: Mentions of health and eating related issues.)
Your future spouse is going to think that you are extremely attractive for one. I’m not sure what it is about but I’m picking up on really particular tones that lean towards neutral to warm - shades of brown, yellow and I’m especially strongly getting the visual of a flawless foundation base that is not too shiny yet not too matte, just very airbrushed but having lighting over it, making it appear even more beautiful. Even outside of bed, you’re going to be highly attractive to them and they’ll be aware that they’re not the only one feeling this way, you are going to be objectively attractive. Be it with your looks, energy or personality, most of you are going to be double or triple threats ;). They’re going to find you to be very sexy and they’ll be fascinated by you. They’re going to see you as being very generous even with those who are not a part of your daily life and that you give it straight to others. I keep on hearing “I have nothing to hide.” One of those people who doesn’t hold back on who you are and how much you have to give, and keeps a clear conscience. When I say that you’ll be keeping a clear conscience, you are going to want it to be that way but mostly, you’re going to be very intense and so if you go towards negativity, you could start spiralling, and you’ll think that that’s miserable so you’d rather just focus on yourself and your life than be miserable, and will be intentionally trying to live that way for so long that it will start coming naturally to you and even if there were to be moments when you could be pulled into negativity, you’ll intentionally force yourself to focus on yourself and your own life to move past it, and they’re going to know that. They’re going to see you as someone who because you’ve not had reliable people in your life to take care of you on a daily basis and have had to do a lot by yourself, be as independent, and self sufficient as you could be especially financially as well as emotionally, maybe after a certain age or event, or even as a child, does not even think to depend on anyone. They’ll think that you take as great care of yourself as you possibly can and that after a lot of different phases you have learned how to take care of yourself as efficiently as you possibly can. The thing about independence, adulting and all of it is that, it doesn’t always come in healthy. When you're first starting out, it’s much easier to eat fast food and not cook in, and you may have gone through that phase as well so will actively try to let go of habits that drain you off your vitality, energy and health as you grow older. They may or may not meet you while you’re still experiencing an unhealthy time when it comes to diet, sleep, movement and other health habits especially. The thing is that you will be intense and have a hard time changing out of bad habits but still manage to do so with enough will, but you will have an equally intense approach towards good habits as well. Once you start eating well, if you’ve learned that fibre, protein and fats make you feel the most energetic, you may become very particular in the way you eat but again, if you somehow fall back into eating out or eating junk, or consuming sugar rich food and drinks, you may have a hard time changing that as well.
They’ll think that you experience a lot of guilt when you’re not living as healthily as you aspire to and that it’s hard for you to even change it, and it’s not going to be solely because of self control issues but also because of other factors such as timing and work leaving you too drained to cook, and us humans seek pleasure so when you are not being able to find pleasure because you feel like you are living to work rather than the other way around, you are going to end up pleasuring yourself via your taste buds which obviously, won’t be the healthiest way of experiencing pleasure. They’ll think that you really are trying your hardest though but when mentally and life-wise things are difficult for you to balance because you’ll have a lot on your shoulders, you end up experiencing apathetic pleasure eating. It’s all just going to be you self soothing though on a subconscious or even unconscious level. They’re going to think that you have incredibly high standards and it’s going to be because you’ll be trying to do so much for yourself, and will have done so much by yourself so even though you’re generous, attractive, and others are interested in you, you are going to want a really reliable and solid partner, and will be long term oriented and will value physical attraction, and chemistry just as much so will be apathetic and not even paying attention to the options that you have. They’ll be in awe of you and will find it so fascinating, the way you are so attractive that you have desensitised to it, that you receive so much attention that it bores you, such a flex but again not. You’re not going to see it as such. To you, you’ll not be satisfied by those coming forth to you and will see no point in even talking to people who you’re not interested in so you’ll not be entertaining anyone, and I think that you’re going to have a tendency to focus on people’s lack in areas where you need them to not be lacking and they’ll be aware of it. They’ll think that you do not rely on romance or connections to have fun and are able to create enthusiasm, fun, and excitement for yourself and so you do not feel too called for any sort of emotional change, that you do not look forward to and desire any sort of romance to add more passion, and excitement into your life and are so content by yourself, and such an individual that anyone who wants to get close to you would have to be very intentional and add more onto your life, compete with your own contentment, and comfort with solitude in order to be with you. They’ll also think that you are enthusiastic to connect with people but that you’re intentional and decisive, and do so on your own terms and when it comes to personal connections, you actively choose them.
They’re going to think that you tend to be more apathetic in the way you experience sorrow because you are so independent and have built a life in which you have to get up, and do what you have to get up and do. One of your greatest traits according to them is going to be that you won’t overthink things and work your mind too much, and based on inconsistencies will be able to make fairly extreme decisions of letting go of people and situations maturely, taking care of yourself through it, and maintaining your honour by remaining respectful but in certain ways, they’ll think that based on inconsistencies and unreliable behaviours that you do not approve of, and find dissatisfying, you end up seeing the other person in an extreme manner. It’s either black or white with you but it’s not like you lack the ability to look at the grey areas, you’re really good at it actually, it’s just that you value clarity and decisions for your highest good, and intentionality the most so you end up focusing on the negative sides of the other person when choosing to do what you choose to do. It is actually almost a bit funny, you are not going to overthink things but will enter a period of contemplation and almost an apathetic sort. The first stage is going to be dissatisfaction and unwillingness to stay because you naturally have a tendency to focus on the disappointments. Due to how much you’ve worked to build upon yourself, you’re aware that certain things are extremely hard for most people, you are going to constantly try to keep yourself in check when you experience anger or act out in ways that you do not want to be so you’ll be aware of how hard it is so it’s not like you’ll lack compassion for people being people. In fact, you’ll be really good at letting things go. You genuinely just… are going to have too much going for you to sit and think about it too much. However, you’ll be aware of the fact that you cannot change people and that with the way some people are, their character could be at odds with your best interests no matter how good their intentions may be. You’re going to seem highly aware of the fact that no matter how much you care for people and how moved you are by them, if they lack faithfulness, their loyalty is circumstantial and so even though you’ll connect with people so passionately, you’ll be aware that it’s you for yourself and that you need to do the best for yourself, and be willing to weed out whoever does not have faithfulness rooted in their character the way you do. You’ll often feel really disappointed when you’re loving someone just for them to show you who they are because you won’t care to try to change anyone.
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꒰ 18+ How they’ll perceive and treat you in bed. ꒱
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱
Your future spouse is going to see you to be a quitter and in the best way. You’ll quit, leave and I just heard ‘desert’ whoever, and whatever is causing you distress. You’ll be able to take a step back from matters affecting your mind and will isolate yourself if need be, seeking as much solitude as is needed of you to feel and get better. They’re going to see you as being able to find enlightenment through solitude rather than going depressed. They’ll think that your life changes as well as you, that you are exposed to different sides of you when such situations occur. Your ability to see the light, follow it and expand your own perspective is going to be something they greatly admire about you. They’re going to see you as divinely protected in certain ways because while you can quit and will do so if you have to, you are very strong, and sometimes have to be pushed to quit via circumstances. Usually, it’s going to consist of other people’s sicknesses more than your own but it seems to be divine protection. You’re often going to experience things that make you go “why is everything going like this?” Feeling like everything is going against you, just to later find out that everything was working out for you, in your favour, for your highest good. They’re going to love the way you find higher perspective and wisdom in everything, and become more enlightened and hence, lighter with every bad experience. Like, you’ll not take things as seriously and get affected by negativity as much anymore, as heavily anymore, and will know how to not take things personally and I just heard ‘treat every situation and problem as if it were as light as a feather’. They’re going to think that you do not look like what you’ve gone through and you’re also going to be extremely celebratory. You’ll be held to high honour by others because you’re going to be protective of them as well and people are genuinely going to celebrate you, and you’ll be able to hype others up especially. “What’s the occasion?” “Life.” You’re going to be one of those people who adds joy into very mundane moments. They’ll think that you try to make people feel welcome and appreciated or just naturally end up doing so, and so you receive the same energy back and it’s going to come very naturally to you. You’ll be focused on experiencing peace, pleasure and joy, and will naturally bring it into the environments that you’re in because it starts with you right? It would be extremely entitled of you to expect this of others when you do not provide the same to them after all. I think that for some of you, you’re going to meet them during a time when their life is very dry because they’ve removed themself from anything that was affecting them negatively especially mentally and emotionally, and you’ll be so full of life, it’s going to be refreshing but they’ll be in awe because the way you are is going to be in stark contrast with them.
You’re going to have a way of looking at everything in a positive manner, always searching for that silver lining, focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel and you’ll expose them to perspectives that will introduce them to a life where nothing is the same. You’ll quite literally be the light of their life. People might try to invite you into their circles or just welcome you unless they’re intimidated by you in which case even your close friends may strand you. They’ll see it all. You’re going to be one of those people who shines so bright and is able to focus on the positive in such a way that you radiate light, and usually even when you’re leaving a situation behind, you’re able to focus on and have fun in some other situation. Internally, you may be feeling a bit dry though. You’re going to make some people feel really weird, I’m not sure whether to label it as jealousy, envy or what and so they might end up excluding you, trying to make you feel bad, lessen you and your light, and life in some way but if one friend group leaves you out, you may be able to focus on having fun with some other crowd because you receive a lot of attention in most places - both positive and negative. They’re going to see you as someone who’s determined to succeed in life and accomplish as much as you can materially, and also is very valuable and precious because you have created a lot of not just externally but also internally, and they’ll think that you’re irreplicable and obviously irreplaceable. You’re going to be like a precious rock that has become the precious rock through the culmination of so many different sediments and made up of tiny particles that have come together through time, and pressure during different time periods and is completely unique in its contents. I do not know the names but do you know those rocks that are sparkly like sparkly as in glittery sparkly in a sandy way? Think about it, how long must it have taken to take that form, so many different particles coming together, that’s how they’ll see you as a person. They’ll also see you as being extremely grounded and as being a very stable, secure person, even financially. They’ll think that just the sheer stability that you have financially allows you to enjoy life and live boldly, leave anything behind, and without much if any hesitations because you’ll have enough and will think that you do not really need whatever is costing you whatever it is costing you, and have a beautiful life full of bounty and means to experience joy, and would rather focus on it instead. There’s something about you guys in some sandy area by the way, it could be near a water bank where you’re looking at the rocks. I’m not sure why it’s coming through but it could be significant to either of you, maybe confirmation for some of you. A beach picnic or an excursion by the riverside. They’ll see you as being very whole and complete, and as having experienced different extremes of life in some way. They’re going to think that you’re very cool but people act purposely indifferent towards you at times in order to downplay your importance. Socially, there’s going to be this thing in which you’re highly honourable and treated with a lot of reverence by some but pushed to feel, and be treated as weird and childish by others. The thing is, it’s not going to be an accurate projection of you but they’ll try to label and pin you as a wallflower, not take you seriously, and ridicule you. Some of you may have trauma related to this from the past, from when you were younger that will cause you to be doubtful of people.
You’ll have a very hard time judging where you stand with people because you’re going to have a highly jovial spirit and will be curious, fearless, and will possess a lot of vitality but might be perceived and labelled as being immature, and childish. However, the truth is that you’re going to have things much more figured out and will be a way more stable person than anyone labelling, and judging you to be one dimensional in this manner and underestimating you. I just heard that some may consider you to be dumb, outright. This could attract problems for you specifically misunderstandings and people treating you disrespectfully, disregarding you, ignoring you, and frankly, I don’t understand what their problem is. You’re going to be very wise and so may connect better with people who are over the age of thirty five, oddly enough… these people, at least some of them may take you very very seriously. You are going to be unaffected by any of this and I get a sense that how dense you seem to mistreatment is going to bother these people mistreating you as well. You’re going to be someone who is able to be alone and will spend a lot of time by yourself, just thinking, and you’ll be very comfortable in solitude even while you’re young, you’re going to be focused on soul searching instead and one thing that you’ll realise is that, you can’t change how people treat you, and that often, it’s not even your problem but just the people around you projecting their own issues and you’ll also be aware that you might just be in the wrong environments, which is why you’ll be a leaver as well. Also, another thing is that you’ll be unaffected by other’s opinions and treatment of you because you’ll think that you’ll grow into yourself more, and more for one, you will have done so a lot throughout life after having been ridiculed, could have been borderline or outright bullied for all we know and you’ll just grow an attitude of “I won’t try to prove anything because they’ll see it eventually.” ‘Rebel heart’ by IVE is coming through after so long. You do not understand why people despise, ignore and ridicule you when you’re nothing but loving, and well intentioned but you won’t care at some point, there’s a chance that you already don’t. At some point, it has bothered you very heavily but the more you grow, the more desensitised and unbothered you’ll be to it. You will be highly protective of your heart and mind though, no matter where you go.
Any time your loving nature causes others to treat you as if you’re incapable or naive, you’ll leave or will continue playing dumb while moving forward in life courageously and shamelessly rubbing their own assumptions at their faces, wow. You’re going to know yourself and that’s all that will matter to you. You have received despise of people for no real reason throughout life, you may continue doing so in the future but you’ll be resistant to it. “Not worth my energy, not my business.” Something really interesting happened, I could clearly remember five cards but only saw four while reading, then I was like “wait… where is it?” It was hiding under the third card and was supposed to be the second one, and it’s so beautiful… you’re one of a kind. You’re highly loving and are very understanding of others. You’re emotional and friendly with many different people, and hold genuine compassion towards them and try to understand them. You’re a soul searcher and try to understand yourself, and so you do the very same for others as well, it’s not even forced, you’re naturally curious about people. People try to trick you and possibly even themselves into thinking you’re not all that which is why they treat you the way they do. If they simply didn’t like you as in thought you were dismissive but unimportant, they’d not treat you as poorly. ‘Next level’ and ‘savage’ by Aespa are coming through. People try to isolate you and make you feel alienated. Friends, strangers, acquaintances, classmates, coworkers, seems to be an ongoing life theme but you’re like the most loving person ever and one of a kind. So… you won’t believe this but well, I decided to pull an oracle card for you. “When this card shows in the company of two or more negative cards, it announces treason or trickery that looks like your destabilisation. Don’t pay attention to rumours or gossip.” AHAHAHAHA. Jasmine either the name or the flower, is coming through strongly. Jasmines need to be plucked at night for fragrance because that’s when their scent peaks. It’s considered to be lunar and tied to prophetic dreams, and opening psychic channels. There’s likely something nocturnal about you and you might trigger people literally on a psychic level. Also, there’s so much in the dark about you that people need to explore without treating you the way they do simply based on repulsion that comes about for seemingly no reason. On the surface, you may come off a bit playful, jovial and open so they label you to be childish, and not valuable but oddly enough, they are too bothered by you to be labelling you as unimportant. Like, who are they even trying to convince? Your future spouse is going to think that you’re unwilling to put up with certain behaviours and treatment because you do not put that onto anyone else, push it onto anyone else. Even in the past, when you were younger, you were not bothered by ill treatment until it got overbearing and you were dealing with other things that were weighing down on you as well but like, just because it doesn’t bother you doesn’t mean that you’ll put up with disrespect, you’ll leave unless you absolutely have to be around those people in which case, you will play dumb, choosing not to assume the worst even if you’re suspicious that they dislike you 💀.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
Right away, I don’t care what any of you say, you guys are most likely the type to actually stick with your partner through the thicks and thins of life i.e. even when they may not necessarily be financially doing well. There are many people who leave their partners when they lose their jobs or health causing them to not be financially, or sexually available but you’re not going to be that way. In fact, not caring about gender roles or any of that, you’re going to support them as best as you can and will try to help them lift themselves up which they’ll greatly appreciate. Your future spouse is going to be so grateful to and for you, they’ll think that you are one of those people who is full of love that is almost unconditional in nature and that you do not allow them to be alone even during cold, and lonely times when they may be more of a misfit to others because you love them. You’ll provide them with a lot of warmth whenever they’re experiencing a low time. They’ll see you to be someone who has your own set of rules, ethics, faith, etc. that may not even be understood or grasped by those around you. I do not think that it’s the norm but again, it’s not going to be anything taboo, it’s more like, you may be open minded to knowledge and so whatever you grew up being instilled with, whatever traditions, and beliefs your family may have conditioned into you, you’re going to go beyond that. It’s going to be unique for each one of you but for most of you, I do not get a sense that you’ll be ending your relationship with the faith that you’re born into but more so that whatever you believe in and do - your personal rituals may be a set of different faiths combined based on your own values, morals and even needs. It’s going to be so complex, you are not even going to try to explain what God, divinity, religion, etc. mean to you to most people because you’ll know that it is likely to be mistranslated considering how deep yet complex it is. Also, that’s one thing, they’ll think that you have had negative experiences with structures such as social hierarchies growing up and that you still sometimes might, and that it has caused you tremendous mental turmoil to the point that it still comes back to you sometimes. I’m not really sure what it is but you have been given these weird humbling experiences by people and it shook you deeply, even your future spouse is going to know that. You’ve always felt very attractive and when I use that word, it may sound vague but I mean it in a sense of you feeling glamorous and vivacious ever since you were a child. I wanted to use the word ‘hot’ but using it just to follow it with the word ‘child’ felt wrong so please do not misunderstand but if this pile is for you, you likely know what I’m talking about.
You may have felt like the way you were, you were born for popularity and to be treated in a very warm way because you make others feel almost like physically hot around you, and they respect and admire you but growing up, your experiences were quite the opposite. I believe that at some sort of an institution itself, possibly school or university, or maybe even something like church for some of you. Definitely somewhere where there were rules and regulations set in place, you were judged based on very superficial things - family background, money, clothes, material objects and especially, physical appearance, and attractiveness. The thing about people is that they genuinely don’t care to look within, they will judge based on what they see and hear, and especially, social hierarchies aren’t real but very real i.e. someone who is perfectly physically attractive enough and just kind, and gentle could be treated poorly by most if not everyone in an environment if a few popular people go around talking about how unworthy they are and how they’re ‘lower’ in some way or find some sort of flaw that they fixate on about this one person. You’ve fallen victim to the flock mentality of people i.e. when a few people decided to treat you poorly and look down on you, A HUGE GROUP OF PEOPLE STARTED DOING SO AS WELL. It breaks my heart for you, how misunderstood you’ve been. They think that because of these experiences, you have developed many positive traits and beliefs but that it’s also left a lot of trauma behind. Maybe because of how people treated you so poorly at many different points of life and groups of them, at some point, you started judging yourself unfairly, through superficial standards as well but you’ll outgrow this because it’s not the essence of who you are. The thing about caring about appearances is that one loses themself to it if they’re not careful. You may have tried or will try to embellish yourself at some point in order to impress others but it won’t make you feel fulfilled so you will start seeking to be yourself as you are even if you’re considered weird and it will feel freeing, and over time, you will become really rooted in your own character and you will notice that you start becoming more attractive in your very essence to those around you, and that even when there are people who don’t like you, even if you are able to pick up on the cues, you won’t be bothered by it right away because you will be focused on loving and living, and will be feeling good about yourself but they’ll know that because of how you realise in hindsight that you were being mistreated, excluded and looked down on, and it’s happened multiple times, sometimes those thoughts just come back to you. They’ll think that you’re emotionally mature and have your own unique way of tackling these thoughts, and emotions because you love yourself and know just how worthy you are but they’ll feel pained at any mistreatment, and unfairness that you’ve had to experience and will feel really protective of, and biased towards you because your relationship is going to be a very transparent one.
They’ll know that you have an ability to love everyone wholly including yourself and they’ll admire your ability to handle things with grace but you’re going to be a power couple, and they’ll be a true protector, they’ll be extremely quick to shut down any slander thrown your way and they may do so gracefully or firmly depending on the day. Actually, let me explain this to you properly, you’re so full of love and focused on being present, and giving to others and it makes you feel really good about yourself so because of this, at the moment that things happen, you’re not too aware of what is going on, you’re almost a bit dense so even when people are shading you or there’s an obvious hierarchy in which you’re being disrespected and treated as though you’re lesser, you’re not able to behave any differently because you are gentle, loving, kind and genuinely do not register disrespect most of the time 💀. They’ll make sure that they are the one fast enough to shut things down so that people know not to mess with you and so that you can continue having a comfortable space to be as gentle, loving, and nurturing as you can be without it biting your ass. They’ll see you as someone who is beautiful on a soul level and yes, it’s going to be because you’ll accept your authentic self without caring who it repulses or who looks down on you, and how much you’re dismissed, mistreated or misunderstood, you won’t care to fit in but partially, it’s also going to be because of how much you will value realness. You’re going to be focused on being your real self and will be seeking love for it, and you’ll know that you can’t have that with someone who places value on external appearances or perceptions and will want to love someone for who they truly are as well so you’re not going to be impressed by achievements, money, popularity or looks, you’re going to want and NEED substance within an individual. You’re going to be so authentically yourself and will want to see their authentic self as well, and will make them seem and comfortable enough to be themself wholly. You will not be swayed by any sort of image that others may be projecting but instead will be focused on and impressed by the character and essence of those around you, especially theirs. You’re going to make them feel like they’re your best friend and favourite person, and so they’ll want to do the same for you and honestly, their heart, psyche, being will naturally favour you so in group environments, there’s going to be this thing in which you guys are constantly choosing one another and will really enjoy talking to, and being around one another and just focused on the sentiment, and how good you feel together, the romance of little things that you may not even realise when you’re ending up treating others unfairly or making them feel left out.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
You are going to perceive your future spouse as someone who after a period of dissatisfaction that arose from trying to please others and honestly, not much good luck (quite the opposite) will be taking the first steps towards something. You’ll think that they’re a very jolly, grateful and curious person because of either the lack of luck or resources in the past. Someone who celebrates their own baby steps and treads carefully because of past experiences. Someone who finds it easy to believe the worst of people and situations, and is naturally wary because of past experiences. I’m hearing those lyrics in my head from ‘last christmas’ - “once bitten, twice shy” but even so, they’ll possess the courage to try again and wholeheartedly so is what you’ll think. They’re going to be one of those people who initially may seem open and curious, and like they’re trying to impress the other party but will be very wary, and pull back completely if something seems unfruitful. You’ll think that as open as they may seem initially, they’re able to get rid of people just as enthusiastically if it isn’t doing for them what they’d like. You’re going to see them as a very intelligent person but you’ll think that their intelligence and clear mindedness leads them to have clashes with people, and not be able to get along with them. You’re going to think that they tend to struggle working with other people because unlike other people who tend to adjust values, priorities and speech based on who’s around, they believe a hundred percent in the way they think, and live. One of the things that may cause them to not be relatable and able to relate to others is going to be their ethicality, and awareness of how emotions work and not wanting to blur the line between different emotions for different people. You’re going to think that they’re someone who understands the illusionary nature of life so tries to prioritise whatever is the most worthy and real to them but that the way they live day-to-day, and what they expect others to be could be perceived as a bit unrealistic by others.
You’ll greatly admire them because of the way they will continue upholding their standards even without anyone else around them doing the same or even understanding them and they won’t need anyone policing them to do so. I keep on getting that they’re going to be an old school romantic. I do not mean it in a sense that they expect a ‘traditional marriage’ or anything of the sort but more so that unlike modern romance in which getting to know different people is normalised, getting involved with them is too and hopping from one person to another isn’t something that is understood as being as unhealthy as it is due to how most people do not try to warn those doing so, they believe that romance should be something that comes about cleanly. When I say this, I mean that you might see them as not having been romantically and sexually involved with anyone for a while before they met you. They’re going to know what they want and will be acting according to it but those who are unable to maintain the same standards or do not hold them at all are going to feel like what they want is not even real. Funnily enough, you’ll think that others are able to see the way your spouse lives up to what they want, so why is it considered absolutely impossible to find someone similar to them? 🤷🏻♀️ You’re going to think that they are very accepting of their own differences, desires and vision, and that they do not mind tension that comes from being themself, being an individual. You’ll see them as honest and ethical, and as having the ability to accept what they’ve done if they’ve done something hurtful. You’ll also think that despite having clashes with people, they’ll genuinely hold themself accountable where it’s due. It’s not going to be black and white to them as in “they were in the wrong, I was in the right” but instead, “I did this but I kind of did have a reason, didn’t I? If I was not provoked, I doubt I’d have done it but again, I take full accountability for my actions.”
You’re going to see them as a romantic who values devotion and takes your relationship, the commitment towards it really seriously. You’re going to think that they do not interact with others more than necessary and can frankly be considered unfriendly by those around them, and they’ll be doing it willingly in reverence of your relationship. You’ll think that anyone who seems interested in them, they will shut down immediately even if it causes tension and discomfort on the part of the other person in reverence of you. You’ll see them as someone who can and will fight you if they feel like there are value conflicts, and that you’re not being able to uphold your commitment to them as much as they are to you. Also that they’re a bit delusional and tend to assume that you have way too many options than you truly do. I mean, in a way, it is going to be flattering, they’ll think that you’re THAT desirable but you’ll be choosing them and will be taking your commitment very seriously. You’ll be utterly devoted to them. I just heard “he’s the fish and he’s the ocean. As far as I can see, as far as my consciousness goes, all I see is him. He fills my entire world.” So the fact that they still feel so competitive and like there may be someone else that you could possibly like, and like maybe you’re not as committed to them as they are to you and you truly are is going to piss you off. They’re going to be distrusting because they are going to take the relationship and their devotion to you very seriously, and so the mere thought of you not sharing the same sentiment will make them want to throw up and they’re going to be one of those people who would rather know the truth completely so that they can make a decision via good reasoning, values, ethics rather than emotions. They’re going to not have brought anything external into your relationship, nothing sticky from the past because they may have decided to abstain for a bit and I think that it is going to have been because they’ll have had a very high, almost a sacred ideal of a romantic relationship so they’ll not have met anyone who they’ll have been able to connect with on that level, they’ll have been very wise since they were a kid and romantic on a different level, wanting complete devotion, and monogamy.
Obviously an exaggeration but they’ll have wanted to adhere to a romantic relationship and revere it as if it were an abrahamic religion but the thing about being single, especially for a longer time period is that when you look around, it seems like everyone is disrespecting their partner, violating the relationship in some way, cheating on each other so it’s going to cause them to be distrustful but you’re going to know that they hold the softest spot for you and are only getting angered as much as they do, and feeling as hurt as they do, as suspicious as they do because of how deeply they love you and are devoted to you. You’re going to be aware of the fact that they work and focus on other responsibilities, and activities when they’re not with you and take care of their birth family, and will think that they’ve got you on their mind and are daydreaming about you when they’re doing so, and will have a lot of faith in them but you will think that they get really upset and express anger in fairly combative ways when they worry that you may not be doing the same, and they may have competition. They’re one of those people who’d rather be told that you’ve cheated on them so that they have all the factors they require to make a very obvious decision and will NOT TAKE IT WELL if they’re lied to even via omission. They’ll absolutely NOT HAVE IT. You’ll know that they know that certain things that they think may not even be true so they will not let your relationship fall apart on mere assumptions and fears but one another thing you’ll know is that it’s genuinely one strike and out with them. Some people tend to go batshit crazy trying to find out whether their partners are cheating on them or not even though when they find out, they still stay, your future spouse via your perception is going to be someone who looks to find things out so that they can actually leave if it’s not aligned with them.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱
You’re going to perceive your future spouse as being a very dominant person who has their own ideals of what commitment is and is stubborn, and doesn’t let anyone tell them otherwise. The thing is that among men, wandering eyes are more common so they are more understanding and tolerant of this but your future spouse is themself going to not look, no matter how normalised it may be, and will expect you to do the same. Frankly, the way they are, certain people could consider them to be very controlling but I understand why they are this way, they’ll hold themself to a certain standard and will be highly self controlled, and so will be very intense in a relationship and expect their partner to be able to uphold certain behaviours, and standards as well. You’ll know that they will get very angry and will not be willing to put up with degeneracy of any sort, and I think will find it very hot. I was getting a very particular feeling but was not sure so decided to pull cards for your feelings and they confirmed what I was already feeling. You yourself are going to be a very possessive person and have a tendency to be more of a follower in a relationship, and the thing is, you are not any less dominant. In fact, when I say that you’re a follower, I mean that you are the type to build upon your partner’s tendencies in many ways, their temperament, you’re humble and highly malleable in that way as long as it does not become toxic, and controlling. You are possessive so enjoy having someone slightly that way as well and you’re intense so anyone who is not equally as intense would not be a match for you. Just as I said that some others would consider your future spouse to be controlling, I’m also getting that some would consider you to be the same way but because you and them will be equally prone to intensity, anger, drama, and possessiveness in romance, you’re both going to be able to keep up with one another without intimidating or suffocating the other. The truth is that you’re both going to be a handful and I just heard ‘none less than the other’ so it’s a great thing that you’ll end up together because most others would find you both to be too much. There’s a lot of passion that you both tend to experience and express in life, and especially, romance. You’re both driven insane by love and become very carefree, and tend to be so insanely in love that your lives could be falling apart in other sectors but you’ll feel happy everyday because you’ll be focused on each other. You’re going to be someone who has a lot to give and gives it out. I’m not picking up on you being stingy and reserved to the point of not giving yourself to, and nurturing other connections but will naturally have a lot that you will hold very close to your chest and sides of you that you may not even really be aware you’re withholding that will come out with them.
Also, you’ll want to give certain things only to your partner so will be stingy with your energy but I’m picking up on you having a fair balance between giving to others and reserving for your romantic partner, and they’re going to receive those sides of you but the thing is that not all of it will come out easily. You’re going to value them deeply and will express it to them by not violating their boundaries because in many ways, they’ll be your own boundaries as well and you’ll feel lucky, pretty much stoked to find someone as intense, crazy, and passionate as you with as rigid of standards and values as you. You’re not going to be too friendly to others of the opposite sex if you’re straight because of your reverence and respect for your relationship, them, and self. It’s not like you’ll be doing this purely because they want it, you will be doing it because you’ll genuinely enjoy it and yes, you definitely will give them a hard time sometimes by being all bratty, and will be angry and intense at times but it’s going to be a mutual thing. You’re going to have a tendency to be really dramatic and all over the place, and like, you’ll enjoy fighting a bit (a lot) not gonna lie as long as it’s not the explosive sort but just intense and dramatic but adds passion into your relationship, and so will feel like they’re the perfect partner for you. You’re going to see them as being extremely self-controlled to the point that they do not even really feel tempted when situations arise during which they could stray and that it’s because they’re very self-controlled, and good at drawing comfort and strength from within rather than from external sources. One of the reasons I believe that learning how to be comfortable alone is very important and not seek a romantic partner as a means for joy, love, strength, and comfort is because when people do the latter, they start straying whenever there’s a dysfunction within the relationship because they do not know how to self regulate and when someone does not understand what is good for their own soul, how to nourish themself, even though they’re worthy of love, they lack the ability to truly consider their partner and so, it limits how great of a partner and person they could be but you’ll feel like you got very lucky because your future spouse is going to highly self regulated, and will understand that they won’t find happiness, comfort and relief of any sort from external sources, by getting involved with someone else in any extent especially that it would be extremely unfulfilling and even something that would cause shame in the long term.
You’ll love that you can have faith in what you’ve built with them because they’ll seem very happy and rooted in your relationship, and unwilling to do anything that sabotages your connection but it’s not going to be romance related as much. You’ll think that they are someone who has built themself up by being alone, tackling loneliness and learning how to be comfortable by themself. In fact, when you’ll meet them, they’ll have gotten so comfortable with themself, by themself that when they’ll be choosing to be with you, they’ll be choosing you because you’ll be promising them a better quality of life than the one they already have and it’s going to be a really beautiful thing that they’ll have going. You’ll feel honoured that they chose you to share their life with, the one that they worked so hard on building. One of the reasons they’ll be so self controlled and the thing is that it won’t be self control because they’re tempted but more so, they are able to not create a situation at all where temptations could possibly arise and they’re too focused on managing their life, and being there for those who they have built a life with as well as themself and their own character so when they’ll be self controlled and dealing with situations by themself, without straying, finding the strength, and courage to do it by themself from within, it will be because they’ll like who they are and will have worked hard to become this way so they’re not going to want to ruin their own progress for themself, step out of their character. You’re going to think that they’re very young at heart and value passion, experience, and having fun and that they are used to living a bit freely under their own right, and that even when they were free to do whatever i.e. when they were single, they didn’t do things that would not bring them true nourishment and instead did their best to have a good experience of life by themself. You’ll also think because of the way they’re only human, remaining comfortable by themself but in total isolation would be impossible or at least incredibly detrimental and that this caused for them to be extremely community oriented, and so they’re able to connect with different people, accept their differences and work well with them.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
You are going to perceive your future spouse as being highly dependable and passionate, and someone who takes the lead. They’re going to be one of those people who steps up when no one else does and I just heard that if someone else is ready, they may be double ready. This is going to earn them a lot of respect and they’re going to be perceived as someone wise, you’re going to see them as such too. They’re most likely going to be the one leading the relationship in many ways. However, as someone who’s highly into self improvement, they are going to be hard on themself in certain ways. Not just that, you’ll think that due to how grounded and anchored they are, they are critical of others as well. Someone who’s very good at seeing and pointing out the negative qualities that someone may possess. You might think that they walk with their head held high and naturally carry an air of dominance. You know how some people enter a room and everyone naturally respects them, and treats them as an authority figure, that’s going to be them. One of their other qualities is that they’re going to be a protector. They’ll prove their sense of duty and protection towards you time, and time again. I also think that your future spouse is going to age really well. Makes sense because I kept on thinking about Dean Winchester because ‘carry on my wayward son’ started playing and the actor Jensen Ackles genuinely just might be the most attractive person alive, especially the way he looks more like a Greek god with every year that passes. I just heard that you’ll think that they are aging like fine wine, in both appearance, energy and character. So what seems to be the case is that, the way they are won’t exactly have required effort to build. I mean, yes, they’ll have built more onto themself but they’ll have always been the more serious and responsible sort so while they may be growing, it won’t exactly be that age will have caused them to be any way but instead that the qualities that they’ve always had and the way they’ve always been - their sense of responsibility, and duty, maturity, seriousness will be appreciated the older they get. The main thing for them is that when self improving, rather than having to develop more maturity, seriousness and sense of duty, they’ll have had to be okay with the way they are. As a kid, they may have struggled to connect with peers sometimes because of their own seriousness and as they grew older, they could have had many people who misunderstood them but I’m picking up on immense power. It’s not even like they were misunderstood but more so others were committed to misunderstanding them because they were intimidated and hated your future spouse’s guts, and especially, their power.
Compared to their peers, they were serious and long term oriented ever since they were young. Like, they just were programmed like that and at some point, after trying different ways of being, to appease others, and have a more fulfilling life and having it not work for them because they just were this way, they decided to just embrace who they are and hold onto it. So what used to happen is that after feeling really lost at some point because they were making pointless effort to be something that they’re not, they started feeling lost and they decided to just take control of their life again, they were not yet sure what the moves were but this process came with immense self hatred and criticism. They felt like they had done this to themself but obviously, regretting wasting your time, effort and doing something to yourself is wasting even more of your time, effort, and inflicting even more pain onto yourself so over time, they’ll have worked through this extreme self harshness and after having done so, they’ll be incredibly anchored in who they are, and what they believe in and they’re going to be critical of others just as they are of themself, and it’s not going to come from a place of malice, quite the opposite actually, they’re going to be very accepting of differences as they’ll be equally aware of their own flaws and will actively look for them so that they can be better but not everyone has the same mindset, and emotional intelligence as them and so when others feel judged, and scrutinised but it’s not even about feeling judged and scrutinised exactly but more so knowing that your future spouse does not have that intention, and naturally stands for things that they wish they could stand for and act out in ways that they wish they could act out. Which is why, when they’ll be on the younger side - likely in their twenties to early thirties or possibly even late teens, depending on when they accept themselves, they’ll have had people purposely misjudge them and speak lies. They’ll come across people who they’ll have the purest of intentions for but they’ll stand for certain things and will be unwilling to advocate for those around them to continue behaving in harmful ways so they’ll correct those people, and in fact, even when they won’t, just the way they naturally will live will trigger those around them because they’ll be a very virtuous person with a very solid character. In certain ways, they will sort of lack the judgement to not correct others because they’ll be rooted in their character, fulfilled and will be a natural leader but it’s simply going to be them being who they are, and expressing it. Many people are going to want to humble them because of this.
Their character, their virtuousness is going to come effortlessly to them and it’s almost like they’ll anger people just by existing, and standing for what they stand for. Since this is your perception of them, you’re going to witness all of it. Some people are not going to like your future spouse but they’re going to be so unproblematic and well charactered that they’re going to look bitter, insecure, and jealous if they were to openly criticise and hate on them so they’re going to pull the tactic of excluding them, and spreading lies about them in order to look innocent and feel like it, these people will genuinely be trying to convince themselves of their own innocence. They’ll act blatantly ignorant and I almost feel bad for them because they’ll just be really discombobulated by your future spouse’s strength of character, and energy. They’re going to have this effect on many people. There are going to be other people who feel intimidated by them as well, very uncomfortable and that’s going to cause people to try to downplay their effect, and power. People are going to act as if they don’t notice your future spouse and like they’re forgetting their name because “they’re not that important really” but the thing is, they’ll be dominantly present on other people’s minds and will be impossible to ignore. One thing that you’ll notice about them and really love is that despite their power, and influence, they’ll be very humble as in, they’ll look to get better and so anyone criticising them, they’ll take well to it. It’s because they’ll genuinely self evaluate but the thing is, they’ll be very self assured and if they’re sure of who they are, they won’t let anyone or anything shake them. They’re going to try to be present and will be a protective figure in whatever environment they’re in, a true leader, they’ll be sort of the anchor in certain ways, someone who stands up for and supports those around them with courage, and initiates it themself which is why they’ll be really well revered and respected in many ways. Those who love and admire them will love, and admire them a lot. You’re going to see them as one of those typical chivalrous yet charming male characters in TV shows with action and adventure themes because they’ll take the initiative to help others, and might possibly move their body when doing so and even if they don’t, they’re going to display courage, and intelligence. The thing is that these characters in movies and shows do not only have to be physically apt, and charming (so they don’t bore the shit out of the viewers) but there needs to be problem solving and outsmarting of the opposing forces. You’re going to perceive them as being this way. The song that I mentioned earlier ‘carry on my wayward son’ makes so much sense. The theme of the show itself does.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
As for what makes you attractive, you are someone who might look younger than your age or has a very youthful energy. You might also treat kids with a lot of love. If not, you are someone who might give birth to something that was not on the planet until you brought it to life. You might have creative projects that you take on and nurture, and it doesn’t have to be anything grand but even little things that you bring to the world add onto your attractiveness. Creativity does not have to mean that you draw, paint or write something but suppose, even if you are able to give love in a creative manner to someone, in a way that’s unique to you and not done usually, it adds beauty to the world. I get a sense that it comes very naturally to you and the way you do things is very childlike. You might be the type to offer sweets to people for example and it is very innocent, and childlike but it is not something most people usually do and it adds onto your attractiveness. Also, if you’re short on sweets so some people do not get it, you make sure to give them some next time, you’re adorable through and through, and also fairly curious. I get a sense that you have this childlike belief, attitude and approach that there’s enough for everyone, and so you’re able to genuinely feel happy for others and celebrate them. One of your most attractive traits is the belief that the world is big and there is enough for everyone so we should celebrate other’s wins because it doesn’t take anything away from us. I’m not sure if you notice it but in little and big ways, you are celebrated. I am low-key picking up on the concept of friendship hierarchies but also not. Either you’re surrounded by older people who value your youthfulness and joy or younger people who can feel how happy you are around them, and just the way you are ends up pulling out pure joy and love in them, and so consciously or unconsciously, they end up hyping you up and celebrating you. People feel like you enjoy their company and you also prioritise making others feel good, and welcome. You have a natural host like energy in which… let me give you an example actually, imagine, a baby was born and you are the cool aunt or completely unrelated, maybe a neighbour, or something but you take it upon yourself to take the best care that you can of the child, the mother and host, and help around in the baby shower as if you are the happiest about the birth, the arrival of the baby, that’s you, people feel like both the mother and the baby in this situation with you, because not only are you focused on the baby’s celebration but also the comfort of the mother. You are someone who creates a very hospitable environment for people. Adding onto the same example, you are someone who welcomes guests, makes sure they get tea, coffee, water, whatever, that they’re comfortable, if someone can’t sit on the floor because of their knees, you’ll make sure they get a chair or something while making sure that the baby is comfortable and well fed, and clean too and that the mother is enjoying everything, and is being taken to the washroom and back again if she’s not really recovered properly yet, and you’ll be willing and able to handle everything if she didn’t want to deal with so many people, basically, you’re the center because you are able to decenter yourself and center others, center a purpose, and that’s what makes you immensely attractive to others.
The number 3 could be significant but I’m not sure in what way but it doesn't have to be. I associate this number with curiosity, communication and youthfulness, you are very fun to be around, and make a really lovely acquaintance and friend with the lighthearted yet genuine manner in which you interact, and act. You’re very fun loving but I do get a sense that you may possess some inner frustration and vulnerability regarding the way these very traits of yours are misunderstood as well as backfire. ‘Vienna’ by Billy Joel is such a ‘you’ song. You are ambitious and want so much more for yourself than you may currently be doing, and the thing is that even now, you are doing a lot and you’re a very positive minded person but despite the positive attitude that you possess, you naturally feel negative emotions, you do not like to and so you do not give them power over you, making sure that you’re the one who has agency over your own state but the thing is, this is the very thing that ends up acting as a double edged sword, you value being serene and calm, and balanced so much that sometimes these negative emotions, you do not really realise them very strongly but when you do, even though, they might hit you very strongly, you are very still internally and at peace so are able to be patient with yourself through them. You think that everything is impermanent and so negative emotions will pass too, and due to how assured and safe you are for yourself, you create that same space for others too. No matter where you’re at, you’re able to show patience to others, treat them as equals or find a balance between politeness and friendliness, and are very lovely to be around because you try to not make things hard for anyone, in fact, you actively try to make things easier and lively for them, and despite how emotional you are internally, you seem very firm, assured and solid, unbreakable almost, and that’s what makes you so attractive to others but despite how non threatening you are, on the inside, you are very emotional and especially, ambitious, and more than that, you’re competent so you can be very threatening to others because of that but there is something that I’m getting very strongly. Ever since you were a child, you had so much you wanted to become and wanted to experience so much joy, celebrate so much because of how much you achieve but for whatever reason, there was a lot of frustration and vulnerability about not having the means, opportunities or whatever to get there, and while you got out of that space and are very happy with yourself, and have created a safe space for yourself, this was not brought to you by anyone else, you created this for yourself, by yourself and the thing is, I think that others are tied to it somehow. I’m not sure what it is but you could possibly have people younger than you who rely on you in very tangible ways or people in general, and while in certain ways, there is virtue in what you’re doing and you enjoy the responsibilities placed upon you, and carry it well, you are being the safe person here, the solid one who’s sheltering and taking care of things, and yes, you are able to enjoy light connections and are lively to be around but recently, you may have been feeling internally more frustrated and vulnerable because your life, your dreams, your ambitions, you yourself are just as precious as everyone who relies on you in big and little ways.
What makes you attractive is how solid you are while being playful and having fun, and others genuinely enjoy your company but you have so many responsibilities placed upon you that you carry really well, you’ve built so much patience and inner peace over time but the thing is, even though people can rely on you for both serious reliability, and fun, you have a lot of pressure upon you and recently, you might be feeling like something bad is going to happen if you don’t change something, I have no clue what it is about but you have a lot of frustration that you didn’t even have the chance to truly feel and you weren’t able to complain, and just had to carry the weight of what was placed upon you and it was, and is very heavy but you tried to just be efficient and keep calm through it, you still are but these days internally, you feel vulnerable because of how safe you feel or are worried about having become very comfortable and sheltered. You might be craving change recently but you’re not sure what is going on within you, but this is not even your main state but it’s recently just the undertone of your existence, you’re still existing as if you’re unshaken and doing okay, and yes, you are, even when you feel off, you are able to have fun and enjoy the playful moments, and interactions and you might be very childlike right now, you may not realise it but you are trying to take care of your inner child by trying to make yourself feel safe and one confirmation is that you might be craving, and consuming sweets, juices, milkshakes and junk food more these days. You are trying to take really good care of yourself and you’ve experienced so many situations when you were younger, when you were not able to soothe yourself, and even these days, you might feel like you’re failing to do so as well as you had started to but you’re still stubborn and not letting things shake you despite how vulnerable you feel on the inside. You feel so unsafe yet safe and are a source of safety, and guarantee for others as well. You’re very attractive because of the way who you are on the inside ends up creating a certain aura externally as well. You are feeling vulnerable and are fearful of falling into the state that you got out of, and you’re fearful of your own inability to not take care of yourself but the thing is, you’re doing really well, you know it and so do others, there are people who really look up to you, and enjoy your company and even you yourself are at peace with yourself but I feel like even you know that something needs to change, and that’s what’s causing you turmoil. I strongly get that currently, you are on the verge of something being revealed to you but it seems to be more of an internal idea or spiritual wisdom rather than enemies being revealed, or any of it though that could also be the case, but it’s not fully formed yet but you are aware of what’s going to happen and you do not know what it is yet so there’s tension because of that.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱
You seem to be undergoing a dark night of the soul at this time or have in the past. What seems to have happened is that you were attached to someone and it felt like you were two peas in a pod. I just heard that it was either your first time or the first few times that you ever experienced such warmth, you felt as though you found family, you found a home in them but despite there being warmth for some time. It felt like a dream come true, you felt like the luckiest person on the planet, like you couldn’t wish for anything more but damn, the sadness that just hit me. External influences took a toll on this connection, be it platonic or romantic, they filled your ears and their ears, and they could have been told that they could do so much better. The situation seems to be so intense and heavy yet so unclear. I’m not sure when this happened but it is breaking my heart for you, you didn’t deserve any of this. This person could have been dealing with some sort of an ending when you got together so there could have been gossip about them trying to move on from the other person and your relationship being more of a circumstantial, chance encounter. There could have been a bit of a power imbalance here, they had some sort of power and at that time, they decided to use their brain to make some decision, and the decision was to turn their back against you. The energy I’m getting here is very sad, they’re giving me the energy of a father figure who says that things are supposed to be a certain way or makes some sort of a decision and no one is allowed to question it or even if there’s questioning, they don’t give any clear, proper reasoning for it. Someone turned their back to you and took a major step, and you had no clue why, what their reasoning was or what was going on but you had no choice but to just move forward with it because they had made that decision for both of you. Initially, you tried to be calm but it was difficult to do so, you were being too understanding at this time, you felt like maybe you were too much and were overwhelming them with your emotions but you were experiencing a lot of pain, you had finally found something beautiful, something loving, that had offered a new beginning in your life but right at the start, it ended and it was finalised, and you felt an extreme amount of turmoil. You felt frustrated and angry at the other person because you were being disillusioned, heavily at that but were not able to accept it because what you felt, and what was being said and given to you were opposing each other, and honestly, some of you could have dealt with extremities regarding your mental health because of this. You felt overwhelmed yet empty and were wondering if you were deceived or if the other person is angry at you or has some grievances about something causing them to lie to you out of emotionality. You were very anxious and stressed, completely consumed by the situation.
This caused you to have a tendency towards distraction. The thing is that the present moment is very precious because it is quite literally the only concept of time that is real, the past won’t come back, it’s gone and therefore, it’s not real, and the future is not here yet and honestly, it might not even come about, it’s imagined so you missed out on being able to focus on the present and the joys that it could provide. You couldn’t study or work well and it was just a really devastating period for you through, and through. I think that if it happened in the past, there’s an awareness of how you wasted your time and energy. I want you to take the reading as it resonates. If you’re currently struggling, you’re blocking your own attractiveness by not letting it flow. Being present is the key point of attractiveness after all. Just take it as the key components that make you attractive that you’ll grow into over time. If you’ve come out of this period, take it as qualities you currently possess. You’re someone who may be better at handling different things in one day than doing focused work for an entire day but you do have your days when you’re able to stay focused on one task and when you do, when you enter a flow state, you can, and will end up overdoing it a bit. For example, if you were thinking about doing one assignment but you started enjoying feeling productive so much as you started doing it, you might start doing the other project too even though it’s two a.m. and you should probably be sleeping. When you get distracted, it’s very hard for you to get back into focus. I get that usually you need caffeine or a nap to get going. I wonder if one of your strategies for getting work done is to start as soon as you wake up. Despite how you might struggle with distractions, you might get a lot done when you get it done even if you do not feel like you are because you feel like your mind is too distracted. There’s also an inclination to do everything on your own. I strongly get a sense that even if initially, you engage in tomfoolery, by the end, you’re able to get things done somehow. This reminds me of this one girl who had twisted her ankle and kept on saying that she wouldn’t dance until the last week but in the last week itself, she managed to learn everything, and was the best performer of the lot. You low-key remind me of L from Death note and that’s what makes you attractive but I’m not sure what that means exactly. You crave solitude and calm environments. You’re the type to be distracted all day and not get much done, and feel like shit and then go to a relaxing café all by yourself, and then come back home and finish all the work that you didn’t do during daytime. You seek calm and serene places, and environments because during the time period when you were undergoing shit, you could have been overwhelmed with so many emotions that hit you like a truck and you recovered alone. I get a strong sense that you hold yourself to be sacred after what broke your life down in the past and you think that as hard as the situation was, it was not worth being so shaken over because you wasted so much of your precious time and energy, and now you may have grown very comfortable with and might even crave alone time. There could be this thing in which, even if you hang out with friends, you seek to be somewhere alone after that. Due to what you’ve experienced, you are fearful of falling back into that state again so you try to make sure that you’re getting things done and keeping your mind, and energy field as clear as possible even if you may be distracted and not work during the work hours or as productively as you could be.
There is a high likelihood that while you are prone to distraction, you are still fairly productive but that recently, you’ve been more disturbed and craving solitude or not even craving it but you do not feel very good around people because you’re very distracted. You’re someone who is likely keeping to yourself or feeling very internal recently even when surrounded by people and you don’t have your usual zest but even so, you are seen to be very sincere and trustworthy, and might give little things to others and recently might have even received free things or a present, it could be something as simple as a small candy but I think that you make it easy for others to talk to you and give to you. Also, you’re not very keen on starting serious things right now. I’m really trying to look at what makes you attractive but whatever happened or is happening is what’s coming through and some sort of a hibernation related to it. I think that for you, the reason why you’ve dealt with or are dealing with whatever you are is because of bad environments. You are very prone to attracting meanness and jealousy so when people mistreat you so obviously, it’s only natural for you to feel distracted and pained. You’re one of those people who… either you are or have experienced so much pain and sorrow but despite that, you continue attracting jealousy. You tend to often have fall outs with people and you don’t understand what it is but by this point in time, you have started dreading what could happen relationally because you know all too well just how fast and suddenly people can turn on you but if you have experienced this in the past, and have learned how to deal with it, you have learned how to be patient through it and kind to yourself. I got really drained by this draining set of experiences or an experience that I picked up on so I decided to shuffle another deck to get to the bottom of it. So, let’s just get into it, you are a very dutiful person who might feel responsible for everything. You can’t be everything for everyone and you know it but you try your best to be the best of the best for others, and yourself and so you’re very valuable. You’re also highly principled but you tend to experience things that shake you and my shoulders just started feeling really weighted, and heavy and have started hurting, even the bra strap seems to be adding to the ache, you might feel a lot of weight on your shoulders, and naturally have a tendency to take a lot onto yourself. I get a strong sense that you may have not started off very stable in life i.e. your life was not secured for you in much capacity. Some of you could have been raised by single parents for all we know or well, your parents didn’t support you either materially, stopped doing so at some point or didn’t do so emotionally, possibly even authority figures failed you. You seem to have started out a bit powerless and have likely been humbled multiple times because you were in some sort of an environment where you did not fit in, you barely did, and almost everyday was bad for you because you were always reminded of your own lack but amidst all of it, you built a lot of character. You have now built yourself and your life beautifully, and you realise that the past affected you heavily, the lack of status, being treated as lesser than but now, you’ve come so far, it’s giving me literal goosebumps. The thing about any goal is that oftentimes, who you become in the process of achieving it is just as important and possibly even more precious than actually achieving it.
The thing about you is that due to your humble beginnings, whatever it may mean, you have cultivated a lot of humility and since then, you’ve grown so much, you’ve built so much for yourself, and you are very grateful but because of how present you are, you tend to forget the really poor experiences that you came from even if you’re aware of it. It’s just not in your line of focus and one thing that you realised back then is that the rich or the ones who have more than you will never accept you as their own no matter how much you try because they’ll always find a way to isolate you, keep you separated and so even though you’ve built a lot for yourself now, you’re very humble, and you do not try to prioritise or fit in with those who are more powerful but try to be more present and happy with yourself, and your own life instead. Whenever you do end up thinking about the past, you likely feel very sober. There’s no other way to describe it, you feel really grateful and are able to reprioritise based on what you learned from back then. The knowledge from back then guides you until now and that’s what makes you attractive. One thing that you’ve learned is that money alone is not enough in a person, you likely look down on men because you feel like you are more of a man than they are. Also, with rich people, you think that they sometimes only have pride and no morals, and principles and so you do not prioritise rich or ‘important’ people right away, that’s what makes you attractive, you judge people and life based on things that actually matter - morals, integrity, values, and actions. No matter how much money you make or how much you climb up in life, you’re never quite full of yourself. You instead have entered this weird state in which you do not fit in with rich people and you do not fit in with those who do not have much either but when around them, they enjoy your company, and end up offering a lot of value to and receiving respect from both the groups. I think it’s also because of all the poor experiences you’ve had and the place you come from but you’re very grateful for all that you have, and are building, you also in a way think that life worked itself out for the better for you and you really like yourself, and are present in every moment and always trying to reprioritise so that you can maintain as well as better your life and it is true in terms of resources definitely but it’s also in terms of character. You want to be a certain kind of person and so you make sure you live in accordance to that, and get very low when you feel like you’re failing to do so. I am having a hard time deciphering what is going on with you but you have recently been struggling with consistency and discipline but you’re still showing up, and managing to get things done and you are completing tasks even if it’s hard to manage time, energy, etc. for you these days. I think that you might work on odd hours these days. You do not allow yourself to be supported by others and conduct yourself with your own set of rules, one of them happens to be managing your own emotions, thoughts, and life as well as you can and it makes you very attractive but even when you sometimes break character, and end up expressing negative emotions, you speak about it so maturely and with such an abundant mindset that others can’t help but admire your firmness, character, wisdom, and maturity. Also, back to the thing that I said earlier, you get along with both rich and less rich people but do not fit in with either but also stand out among both, and positively so, you’re humble and have built a lot for yourself, and you are a giver who enjoys giving to others and being thoughtful, it brings you genuine joy, and it doesn’t even have to be grand things but in little ways you’re trying to make them happy because you yourself are a happy person and being loving, and joyful makes you happier as well but you’re the least kiss ass person ever.
You really like to make people feel good about themselves but you do not care to appease rich people or authority figures. People have to come to you with substance and they know it or they realise it over time, and everyone respects you for the way you do not shrink in front of anyone but do not act ‘higher than thou’ or as though you’re better, or bigger than anyone. This trait of yours, the ability to be present with and get along with anyone but without shrinking or inflating is what makes you so attractive. These days, you are reprioritising, barely being able to get certain things done and are just feeling low but everyone looks at you as having your shit together. They have no clue what you’re going through as you seem very composed and are carrying on doing what you need to do. You’ve just been feeling low though but even so, you’re able to find joy, some level of it and especially, give it out. You have built yourself so well and have so much to offer but you feel lonely. I think that you’re unable to point out what’s been causing you to feel low so the main reason for all that coming up was for me to be able to give you some understanding of what you’re currently experiencing and what it seems to be is that when you were younger too, you used to be very loving, giving, and responsible but when something caused for you to fall apart, everyone started treating you as a lost cause and like they lost respect, and all attachment to you. This is pissing me off, people only prioritised you as long as you could do something for them and this is unworked trauma that you possess, back then, you thought you should create value and so you did, not solely for connection but also for yourself but you feel like no one would love, respect or care about you if you were to collapse, or not provide them value, do something for them and that no one is supporting you in any way, in any capacity even now, and you feel like people would be quick to discard you if you failed to maintain your life and you’re so used to having it together, you’re unable to express, let down weight or let others support you at all. You want to do it all by yourself and not just for yourself but also for others, and as much as it makes you happy, you feel like there’s no meaning in your life besides that and that others will not care about you besides that. It’s like, you have the world at your hands and so the world is treating you well but what if your reign falls, what if someone else takes over, what then? Who will love and be there for you? I think financial and work stress is what’s causing this to come up at all. Oh my god, I’m so sorry, I hope that you feel better soon dear. I also apologise for straying off the topic but the energy kept on bringing the same thing up, I do not have total control over what’s channelled :(.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
What I’m going to start with will not resonate with all of you because some of you might be under the supervision of your parents but what I’m getting is that you might go out at night most of the time and some of you could look especially good during those hours as well. I strongly get that some of you are likely nocturnal and people need to get to know you better over time because there’s so much to you than meets the eye. I think that you have at some point struggled with midnight blues or expression of them, but now you enjoy nighttime because of how peaceful it feels to be alone. Anyways, moving on, you are very honest and do not like to hide things even via omission, you possess too much integrity to do so. In many ways with you, what people see is what they get but also not, you still have many layers to you that people need to peel off over time. I just heard that you’re one of those people who is extremely forgiving of themself and honest about their own actions. You do not care if something you do is revealed even if it’s not something to be proud of and the thing is, people think that you seem fairly light about it. “I did what I did, what can I say? No excuses” kind of person. However, you are not able to accept lack of integrity and dishonesty from others either, and because of your own honesty and integrity, and realness, you’re able to sniff out the lack of it very very well. You’re a very loving person but love is important to you, it’s precious and you enjoy experiencing it, and so while you may give love wholeheartedly, you value the experience of it and how it feels to you so you try your best to maintain the pure nature of it, and you’re willing to cut people off in order to not taint your loving nature and your experience of the emotion itself, doesn’t matter how much you enjoy being around them or how happy they made you at some point of time. You understand love and how real it is, and how it should not contain any sort of illusions because everything in the world is of that nature after all so you think that love shouldn’t be and so you crave a very high, an elevated version of love in which you are able to love openly, and be honest and receive the same. You prefer relationships and friendships in which there’s nothing to hide because there’s love, and pure intentions through and through. You’re willing and able to look at people, and situations for what they are without confusing yourself too much, without thinking too much and taking actions based on it. Some people, I’m not sure whether it’s conscious or not but they tend to test people, they tend to assume that ‘love’ and ‘softness’ makes the other person more susceptible to being forgiving and hence, mistreatment but you do not fuck with it. You are one of those people who despite how gentle and loving you are, and how kind you come off, you do not let love blind you and anyone get away with anything. I think that some people sometimes feel shocked at how apt you are with actions and decision making when it comes to connections. You genuinely do not seem to care if you fall out with groups of people, you will do it if necessary and not only that but also, the way you stop communicating completely when hurt but not pettily and start moving your life forward instead. Almost like those people didn’t matter.
You’re the very embodiment of the law of polarity so when you love in an extreme, you also are apathetic in an extreme and when you are soft, and loving externally to the point it’s a known trait of yours, you’re able to be just as hard, determined and I’m not even sure how to explain it, there’s no word for it but strong, and the thing is, when people use that word, as much as they may say it with admiration, it is usually also said with a hint of pity but with you, it seems to be strong as in, you possess courage and a certain hardness that allows you to have autonomy, and do what’s best for you even if it does not make you happy at that moment and I get a passion so strong from you that when I say ‘strong’, you genuinely don’t seem to care that much. You leave things behind and move forward in life with a lot of passion, and zest, looking forward to what’s more to come. I’m not sure if any of you have watched Supernatural but the actor who plays Castiel quoted Rudy Francisco (or vice versa) and that just came through. “Instead of asking why they left, now I ask, ‘what beauty will I create in the space that they no longer occupy?’” You very much seem to function this way as a person and as loving as you are, you are also just as carefree and nonchalant. Wow, my definition of stoic is different than what others believe it to be and you seem to be it in my eyes. People feel surprised when you have as much self respect as you do even though it’s obvious with the way you carry yourself that you value integrity. If you act out with so much self respect and respect towards others, if you’re so dignified, why would you even put up with others not being as such? Why do they even assume that you will? 💀I just heard Wonyoung’s voice “no problem, I don’t care, you are you, I am me.” AHAHAHA! I love this so much, you do not even get it. With how gentle, nice and kind you are, some people might hesitate to insult you outright but some do ridicule you openly, and you usually deal with this in group settings, a lot of exclusion. You tend to deal with this thing in which you possess a really strong intuition as well as integrity so you can tell when something is off but if you ignore it, you face something that makes you realise what that emotion was about, why you were feeling that way. Also, you tend to deal with weird mixed treatment in groups sometimes when you feel excluded but wonder if you’re overthinking and feeling low because of your own temperament just to realise that you’re absolutely right but it’s like, those who are leaving you out do not even accept to themselves that they’re doing so because the thing is, you’ve been nothing short of loving and kind to them so they’d feel too guilty to do something like this to you but rather than not doing it, they do it while acting like they’re not, they legit lie to themselves. Fucking bitches. As they say “exclusion is a bullying tactic used by people who want to look innocent.” Sometimes people randomly turn against you in group situations and start treating you poorly while things were going well a while ago. While sometimes you can feel that something is off even though everyone is acting casual and normal but you’ve learned how to hold yourself dear, see things clearly, and move forward decisively without thinking too much and being clear minded, knowing how you felt, trusting your own experience rather than what, and how everyone might act all ignorant.
As much as people might act like they don’t know what’s up with you and like you’re the problem, they admire, and find it very attractive, the way you live with so much integrity, love and passion, and how you balance them out. Despite living with and in love, there’s awareness on your part that the end all be all is always you so you do not need anyone and you always choose yourself, you can, and will leave no matter what. Also, you do not let anyone make you question yourself, your thoughts and emotions because you know what you experienced. You’ve dealt with groups gaslighting you after excluding you and speak lies on your name, acting like you’re the problem but you don’t budge, you trust yourself and know what is true to you, in your experience, and if someone were to pull a “but you’ve been friends for so long” or “don’t you think it’s too big of a move?” You’d not hesitate to counter with a “were you on the receiving end of it? No right? Who are you to say anything?” At least on the inside. You stand firm by what you believe and your own reasoning because you value clarity, and have likely considered all the variables so you know that even if you do not know everything, you know what they were doing. You possess the courage to carry on being ever gentle and kind, and wrap yourself in compassion, having that for yourself as well as others. Even when you feel excluded and it makes you think, it doesn’t make you question yourself or feel uncomfortable anymore. Even if you feel bothered, you are more focused on growing, finding more passion to make more of your dreams come true so disconnections don’t bother you too much. I also get a sense that this is the case because of how much you’ve experienced it and it pains me a bit to think about it but you’re self trusting, and that’s one of your most attractive traits. As decisively and clearly you love people, you get rid of them with just as much intention and clarity. Even though you had fall outs with so many people throughout your life, you ended up alright and at some point may have regretted questioning yourself, and situations and not being as gentle with yourself as you should have, and so now, you do your best for yourself. You believe you’ll be alright because you always have been, no matter how many fall outs you may have had relationally or lack of acceptance, mistreatment and exclusion you may have faced. You trust yourself and know that you’ll be fine, and don’t mind ending things with anyone, with everyone. You literally do not let anything and I mean, anything at all divert you from yourself, and your truth, you’d rather flip your entire life around, change your routines and get rid of them instead. You’re very wise and good with words too because you think, and reason very well.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
You perceive yourself to be someone who is highly community oriented and loving, and you feel fairly loved too. You’re someone who’s warm and tries to include everyone, and perceive yourself as being someone who acts comfortable in every or at least most environments i.e. you might usually naturally have your shoulders rested when around others or might consciously make the effort to ground yourself in such a way when in a new environment, to be more at ease. You see yourself to be very precious and valuable - someone who tries to offer value to others but you also think that one of your biggest strengths is your ability to end connections once they’ve served their purpose or there’s a lack and especially decrease of value. You know how to present yourself as being valuable, almost an asset so you also know how to derive value from others and it doesn’t even seem to be opportunistic but just… real af. So, in the past, you’ve dealt with endings and changes that could have possibly made you feel lonely, and abandoned, like you lacked a support system and especially, there could have been feelings of worthlessness there but you were able to move on from it and have managed to build yourself to be a whole person who is especially, perceived as being valuable. You’ve created tons of value within yourself and your life, and others see it now and even you, you’re unwilling to stay anywhere where you’re treated lesser than you are so especially initially, you’re looking out for where and how people might be looking down on you prematurely, and where people might be immature themselves and hence, could possibly hurt you someway, somehow so that you can protect yourself by pulling back into yourself. Deep within, you’re always looking for changes but positive and celebratory ones, and you seem to know that ending what doesn’t serve you makes space for what is valuable and adds onto your life because that’s what has been shown to you so far in your own life experience, there’s proof of it. Like, in the past, you’ve dealt with being seen and treated as if you were the immature one who was lacking in value, and substance even though you were the one actively offering value and giving out love. and warmth and back then, even you yourself, to some extent could have started believing that you were lacking in value because of the way you were being treated but there was also the understanding that you deserve so much better than what you were receiving. I think that one of the main problems back then was that you weren’t aware of the value that you yourself possessed, you didn’t know what you offered. Back then, if you didn’t choose to end things for the better, you wouldn’t have been able to understand and create more value within yourself as an individual because I keep on getting that you’re a walking asset, an investment, and wouldn’t have started seeking out the same value that you offer. You love people but despite being community oriented, you’re very comfortable by yourself and never fall victim to extreme attachment.
You have an understanding that everything changes except change itself which is why you’re always looking forward to and believing in positive shifts that could take place at any time in your life, and you’re immensely grateful because the times that you’ve overcome and the way you experience life now, it’s something to be grateful for. I’m not sure what kind of faith it is that you have but you believe that you’re taken care of and never walk alone. Partially, it’s because of the love that you give out so wholeheartedly, the value you offer and the way it makes others gravitate towards you. I think that you’re very ride or die but more than that, you’re comfortable by yourself and understand the value of your own ‘ride or dieness’ so you will walk away from anything that hurts you. You take inconsideration to heart because you’re extremely considerate. One of the most valuable things that you provide to others is consideration, it comes very naturally to you. You’re often unable to say or do things that hurt others as you’re focused on providing value to them and experiencing wholeness yourself, and you’re able to learn from everyone and due to your natural tendency to try to create, derive, and pull out value from everyone and every situation, you are able to look in the good within people, and it’s in the little things that they may not even see about themselves. You know how to function within connections naturally and considerately so anyone who does not value all that you offer, and does not consider you the same way, anyone who ruins your experience of life or holds the potential to, you can and will end it. I love you so much simply just based on your energy and I’m glad that you have a positive view of yourself. You think that you’re a complex person with many different sides to you and that you’re so so so valuable, and view yourself to be someone who is not only what you think you are but so much more than that, you think that you are so valuable and have so much potential, and are naturally so many things that you may not even be able to consciously process yet. You trust that the program is so much bigger, that you are so much bigger than you can consciously comprehend right now at this point of time. You like yourself a lot as a person and honestly, you love, and treasure yourself (as you should). You think that you’re very kind and cultured, and classy. What I mean by ‘cultured’ is that you are able to connect and get along with people from different social classes, different characters, personalities and cultures, and that you’re able to love and offer value of some sort to all of them, and because of your wholeness and the way you accept them, are present, and enjoy their company and make them feel welcome, you’re immensely loved, and enjoy experiencing life and what I mean by ‘classy’ is that ironically, you understand your privileges and feel grateful for them but do not believe in social hierarchy, and classes or look down on others but instead use your own privileges to make their experience of life better for them. In the past, you could have made mistakes just as every human does especially because you were younger and didn’t know better.
One of these mistakes was that you were offering value without receiving it and instead being treated as though you were lacking in some way because you yourself failed to treasure your own value, and were not truly aware of the value of what you were offering or you weren’t being able to respect it but everything that you were and naturally are, and offer, you’re able to make it your strength now. Back then, you were looking to build something valuable and derive value externally from other people, and connections but they were treating you as though you were worthless even though you were the one offering all the value and were very ride or die, warm, loving, thoughtful and the thing about you is that you give love easily, you are open, and that’s not a negative trait at all but these people were not able to appreciate what you were offering because they were getting it for free but now, instead of offering value to people who could possibly offer you the same back but could possibly also be stingy or have more than you and look down on you, you mostly try to offer value to those who have lesser than you and might want, need, and appreciate your assistance, love, kindness and warmth because they need it, they want it, and your life experience has gotten much better now because ironically, even those who have more than you see what you do for those who have less than you, the way you treat everyone, your kindness, the abundance that you share with others and they feel drawn to that. You also see yourself as someone who tries to comfort others, heal them and make their experience of life better. You know what it feels like to have a mindset of lack, a mindset of doubting your own value so you always try to point out the good in others, you try to make them believe in themselves and you don’t treat anyone as though they were lesser than you, and your warmth, your thoughtfulness, your love, your community spirit, all that you are and try to be, and make for yourself and other people, how could you ever walk alone? You are positively affecting people everyday, you are trying to and you naturally are. You see yourself as someone who, every time you speak, you try to change, to transform the other person’s life in some way, their experience of themself and life, and you really really try to make people believe in themselves, to see their own value and to create more of it, and experience more of it in their lives. You think that you’ve changed a lot throughout life, that you’ve dealt with many endings and that you’re constantly evolving as you meet new people because one of the main values that you derive from others is the growth, changes and new things that you learn, and pick up from them and you know how to point it out to them, express gratitude for it, and you also have gotten very comfortable with changes and endings because you’ve learned how to be alone, and have overcome fairly rough times when you felt lonely, abandoned and devalued, and you genuinely feel like you never walk alone because everywhere you go, you love and that love is reflected back to you. However, the things that I’m picking up on - your past experiences, you do not share them with others and you do not even resonate with them anymore, you keep the experiences that you had when you were immature and unwise to yourself, you’re very private about them so people mostly see you to be a very whole person, and there could be an assumption that you’ve always been this way because they cannot imagine you being any other way but even the selective few (if you have any) that know about these experiences, respect and admire you a lot because they see you as a whole, and do not use this knowledge against you and I think that’s beautiful.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 2 ꒱
You see yourself as someone who is very soft and pure hearted, and has not let ‘society’ and the way life is structured harden you up, and change you. You are someone who tries to include everyone without caring about their social class or financial background and especially, you do not try to display any sense of superiority, and seniority. Everyone you meet, you treat them as if they were an old friend and are open to making memories with them, and developing a connection with them. There’s a girl in my town, I know her through this winter campaign thing, she is incredibly kind and even monetarily, she gives a lot to others, that’s just the way she is, and she’s very respectful but there’s also this thing… due to how she treats everyone with a certain sense of familiarity, people who are extremely polite and do not understand other ways of connecting may simply just struggle to understand her but the thing is, it’s not like she’s lacking in terms of politeness. She maintains a nuanced balance between her respectfulness, politeness, frankness and natural tendency to treat others with familiarity. She displays the best of both worlds - so incredibly polite and respectful but also acts very familiar with people. You could possibly have a similar personality and image. With her, people aren’t even able to make up their minds, it’s not like she’s too frank but it’s also not like she’s too polite to the point of uptightness but some people tend to forcefully only look at one aspect of her while ignoring the other, so they often end up either infantilising her or put a label upon her of ‘thinking she’s all that’. You likely tend to have similar experiences or have had them at some point. Also, another thing that I’m picking up on strongly is that to you, romance is not everything, sex is not everything and you do not feel pressured into experiencing any of that. In fact, many of you could be naturally celibate and I’m not picking up on much if any discontent in regard to that from some of you while for the rest, I think that you will end up getting there as you grow further, as more time passes by. The thing is… humans are complex and so are you, and I’m having a fairly easy time reading your energy but because I can feel it so clearly and it’s such a broad topic, it’s difficult to decide where to start, and where to end. You also do not see sexual and romantic relationships as being inherently more important than friendships, and there’s an inability to relate to other people sometimes and be understood by them because you sincerely do not care about that ‘happily ever after’ romance stuff much. In fact, sometimes you tend to have realisations as to how it’s not the main thing you think about or even something that is not on your mind very often. You, however, are not anti-romantic or anything (some of you could though!), it’s just that firstly, you value friendships just as much as you value romance and secondly, you have high standards for romance.
The thing about some people, especially women is that they do not want friends, they want other women who they can dress up, go out and have fun with, and yes, as they say “everyone wants a village, no one wants to become a villager”, they want these ‘friends’ to be there for them but they do not want to have to provide that much value to them because according to them, only romantic relationships are worthy of receiving such value and often with such people, there’s also a tendency to use friendships as a placeholder for romance, and because they see platonic bonds as being secondary, they tend to discard or neglect them when they start getting romantically involved with someone. You seem to be extremely aware of the way some friendship dynamics operate this way so you seek mutual value even in friendships. You really want to make sure that they’re on the same page as you so you do not have to deal with the disappointments and pain that you have dealt with in the past. To you, when you were younger, love and connections were more about giving than about receiving. You were happy to simply have people in your life and you really enjoyed doing for them, giving to them, providing value to them but while you were giving wholeheartedly, and from a place of pure love and were frankly just very inexperienced, and innocent at that time, you were disillusioned and pained to the point of no return. “Never again” is what I just heard and the saying “once bitten, twice shy” came through too but in your case, it definitely happened multiple times. At this point, you’re so sure of the lesson that you were meant to learn in regard to reciprocacy. You gave a lot from the heart, you did a lot from the heart and you truly connected with people but the connections ended, and it was likely not pretty most of the time because a third party of some sort was almost ALWAYS in the mix, in both platonic and romantic relationships, and you realised that you were the only one trying, either right from the start or at some point, the dynamic shifted to take such form and it hurt you deeply so now, you look for reciprocacy, and mutual efforts and it’s not even that you want or need anything from anyone, it’s just that… you realised at some point that when you love, you are willing to do so much and genuinely want to do, and be something for the other, give your all so why didn’t these people hold the same sentiment towards you? Why wouldn’t someone who loves you do so? Also, you couldn’t bear the thought of giving up on your past connections. In fact, most likely, even after they ended or even when you guys hit a rough patch, or multiple ones, you kept on trying and at some point, there was also a realisation that you had always been trying, and that the rough patches were mostly just them not doing, giving or being anything to you, just their lack of effort towards you and respect for you. There’s a strong emphasis on your pain but there’s also a strong emphasis on the way you love. You tend to love with a lot of determination and resilience. To you, love is hard work and you do not even look at it that way.
It’s just that you are made of love and built for it. You understand connections, how to maintain them and how to honour them. I know a couple that has been married for a long time, I don’t know how long but they were high school sweethearts and he was born in ‘77 so they’ve been together for a long time. The wife is at a distance for work and my friend was like “it’s so sad no? Having your wife away for work during the festive season.” At that time, I said this and the man agreed “they’re life partners, they’ve been together long enough. I’m pretty sure they have to or have had to face much more together than just distance.” I still stand by it, life can be very long unless a tragic demise takes place and people need to face so much by themselves, and together if they’re a couple. There will always be forces that could potentially tear you apart, you’re aware of it and you’re passionate, and heavily resilient. When you decide to make things work, once your heart is set on someone, that is it. You often have had a hard time giving up even after the other person already had. As Keanu Reeves once said “if you’re a lover, you gotta be a fighter because if you don’t fight for your love, what kind of love do you have?” However, you’ve experienced really distasteful and hurtful situations because of this, and the pain… it changed you. You still will fight for your love but you give up much easier now. You don’t think that there’s any virtue in trying until the end if the other person isn’t meeting you halfway and that it’s nothing but a waste of your time, and energy so now you know how to quit. Much better to be a fighter who learns how to quit than a quitter who has to learn determination and resilience over time, not gonna lie. Despite how much pain you experienced and how weak you’ve felt, how easily people seemed to discard you, you do not blame yourself for not knowing what you did when you were younger. You might have at some point but now, you see yourself to be a very valuable person who gives wholeheartedly and deserves the same in return, and you do not see yourself to be lesser than anyone from the past. In fact, due to the character you displayed, the love and effort you put in, and the way they were fairly cruel to you and seemed to be lacking in morals because if they did, they wouldn’t have done what they did to you, they wouldn’t have inflicted such pain upon you, you see yourself to be slightly better than them, and I don’t even think that it’s conscious but more so a natural understanding that you possess. The more that time passed by, the more you started feeling better than them. I don’t want to use the words that you look down on them but you sort of do 😭. Anyways, moving on from that, by now, you’ve been wounded enough to know that loving more, doing more and giving more won’t make you anymore or any less precious to anyone, and after all that you’ve been through, all alone. After having experienced all the disrespect, lack of consideration, care and effort, after having been discarded even after all you did and gave, and how you recovered from it all by yourself, you genuinely do not have it in you to try and connect with people one-on-one unless there’s mutual value, efforts, and reciprocation right from the start and consistently so. It’s also very important to you that you’re not infantilised but also that you’re not looked up to as this foreign all mighty person and your ideal type, be it in friendships or in romance is literally just you so you do not put up with someone who does something that you would not to them or to other people.
There’s a term in Hindi called ‘hazam hona’, it means ‘to digest’. An example phrase would be “walking freely without any load on its back hazam nahi hoga to this donkey.” I’m not trying to compare you to a donkey here but just as the animal doesn’t feel comfortable unless it’s loaded with some sort of burden on its back, you do not either. You’re used to hard work and putting in effort passionately even if it gets hard, and hurts you and especially, is a lot of pressure because you genuinely crave that kind of pressure. What once cost you a lot and made you feel pained, and left you feeling like you had given so much and still had a lot to give but nowhere to give it to without being disrespected, disregarded, and discarded is something that you try to use for the betterment of those less fortunate than you and even if you feel like you aren’t quite there yet in terms of servicing others, even in your daily life, you tend to give, and do a lot for others and are so incredibly kind. Humans are energy, everything is, if it weren’t, I’d not be able to give you an accurate tarot reading right now so even just the kindness, respect, goodness and consideration you extend out counts for something, it counts for a lot but you seem to want to be able to affect people’s lives for the best monetarily too and you will get there, just keep on going. You sometimes feel a bit lonely, weak and frustrated at the lack of personal connections because it’s just you for yourself, and you for everyone is what you feel and you lack personal connections and you’re aware of it so you wish you could meet people who you were on the same page with, who would love you just as vigorously as you love others, and especially, unlike in the past when you were happy to just have the people that you had in your life, now you expect them to be an equal, not just in terms of effort but also in terms of character so it is much harder to connect for you now. However, it’s not even like you’re lacking anything or feel that way, you are fairly happy with life except for the part in which you lack personal connections but even that doesn’t bother some of you that much. It’s just that sometimes… you know? You have a rich experience of life because even impersonally, you are able to offer a lot to others and are kind, and as long as you like yourself and are at peace with yourself, that in itself is something to be grateful for. Plus, due to how much you give and how freely, and how much you enjoy doing so, you may not notice the lack of mutual value at times but when you do, you are quick to drop things plus there are people who offer you value too in some way. I’m picking up on a certain kind of nature in terms of connections - more respectful but reciprocal. Something that is not that personal but not impersonal either, polite yet familiar but not a part of daily connection? You possess connections like this.
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
You think that you’re very self aware and one thing that you’re self aware about is your inability to work as hard as you could. So one thing about you is that you’re very ambitious and driven mentally, and you know what you need to get done but it could be a bit difficult to actually start and more so maintain a disciplined routine. You still manage to get things done with focus but you are dissatisfied with certain aspects of your routine. Maybe you wish to wake up at a particular time and go to sleep at a particular time but you end up prioritising comfort, and self care by trying to get sufficient sleep instead so that you can do focused work when you do get up. You’re always moving forward trying to improve yourself and achieve your goals, there’s a particular kind of person that you want to be so you’re always self evaluating as to whether or not your actions are reflecting who you mentally are and look to be. You might also think that because of the mentality and awareness of not doing as much as you could, and as well as you could, you’re always thinking about work, you always have it on your mind causing you to not have much work life balance because you do not know how to relax so there could be more of a desire to lean into working well so that when you do relax, you are able to RELAX. Overall, you have a very abundant mindset. Where focus goes, energy flows and results show. You are able to naturally focus on the goodness of life and also, make an active effort to do so, causing you to never run dry of grateful thoughts, abundant ones so your experience of reality is a beautiful one. The world reflects you and your inner state, and so you have a fairly comfortable and whole life as well. One thing about you is that you perceive the world to be a beautiful place because of your own way of being and it’s not even naivety, you’re aware of the ugliness of humanity, and earth, how selfish and cruel people can be but your focus is on doing good, being good, thinking good, and feeling good so that’s the experience that life gives you. You are a highly intentional person and try to move forward with a pure heart, and make an effort to speak wisely and at least be loving in your speech. You make an effort to not hurt anyone and exist in a very loving manner, being enjoyable and comfortable to interact with even if you’re a stranger, and the way you focus on the positives as well as try to put out positivity, the experience that unfolds for you externally is positive as well. Despite your desire to be more disciplined and structure work, and rest better than you are right now and feeling like you’re not doing as much as you could be, you know that you are actively charging forward, doing your best, and getting things done. You might be the type to stay up late getting your work done if you were unable to wake up early and get as much done during the day.
You know that you are still hardworking, just that because you’re not getting things done at the supposed ‘peak’ hours but thinking about it all the time, you do not have rest and work balance, you just are always occupied with the thought of work, and you think that if you were able to work in a focused manner at better hours and create a routine that you’re satisfied with, that gives your life more structure, and makes you feel more productive, you’d be able to enjoy downtime more productively, feeling much relaxed and having a clearer mind but besides that, you know that you’re still managing to get things done. You are a highly intentional person and one thing that you have set your intention on is being the kindest, most genuine, abundant, generous, loving and caring person that you can be. You want to live in love so that even if the outside world isn’t giving it to you, you are never lacking in it. You do not really seek love from others, you do not have the kind of personality in which you try to build upon connections anymore but anyone you come across, you’re very loving to love, genuinely care about them and are present with them, and you just want to enjoy life, experience it wholly, presenting your best self forward so you do not try to force connections or desire them as desperately and with as much vigour as the rest of the population does. To you, it’s fine if someone is in your life, it’s fine if someone is not in your life, you are focused on living as your best possible self and being comfortable, and whole. No matter where you’re at, usually you feel welcome and loved because you are welcoming, and loving and you treat humans very humanely, be it service workers, strangers, acquaintances, colleagues, anyone, and everyone but because of how intentional you are, there’s also an awareness of your own limits and boundaries, you know what you put out because you make an active effort to do so so you are also aware of what you’re not willing to accept and with how you intentionally try to make the world a better place, and actively try to enhance people’s experience of it for even just a bit so you have gotten used to having lovely or at least comfortable interactions with people so you do not like when you experience moments when people rub you the wrong way by breaking your usual experience. You want to be treated well just as you treat others so that you do not have to deal with any negativity because that’s not what you’re used to and obviously, why would you even want to get used to that? You seem to know that with every poor experience that you allow in your life, that you overlook, the more you get used to that experience of life and the world, and so you are very firm and decisive about cutting anything weird, and unloving out of your life. You’re incredibly decisive about what experiences you are willing to accept and what you absolutely will not tolerate. You do not care if you appear affected or too sensitive, you think that as long as you get rid of people and reject what isn’t fulfilling, and loving, you are ridding yourself of what could potentially be detrimental and that’s what matters, caring about yourself and your own life more than what anyone thinks about you. You also know that you’re heavily into self improvement and are ambitious in a larger than life way, you genuinely seem to believe that the world is your oyster, and I love the way that you look at the world. You think that people always say that you can’t change the world but bad people have been doing so forever so why is it only the good ones that have this rhetoric pushed onto them?
You believe that even if you are not changing the entire globe and its workings, you’re wanted, and needed and so you act accordingly. You think that a positive action leaves a positive effect no matter how big or small and just as every drop makes an ocean, every action leaves an effect that amounts to a big positive thing over time. You are not even caring about the effect you leave behind, as long as you’re putting positivity out, you’re content. As much as you’re very loving and caring, you’re not loyal and available to a fault, and I think it’s because you’ve learned some lessons there. Any time you tried to take an opportunity connection wise and grow upon it, you felt extremely devalued because you were simply just being your normal loving self but these people somehow took it as something that makes you not valuable at all or less valuable because they were getting your love easily without having to earn anything and it must’ve done numbers on your younger self so you have now grown to be more focused on self improvement, your own life development, and do not try too hard to be a part of anyone’s life or have them be a part of yours but you are extremely dutiful and do whatever you can for those you love but I do get that despite the intentions, and willingness to provide value to others, there’s also a feeling that you are not doing as much as you can and as much as you’d like to. I think it’s because every time you do good, you set a higher goal and standard for yourself that you hold yourself to but even so, you’re highly aware of the fact that compared to the average person, you are doing and being more, and as they say even just the thought counts but you do not want to simply just have the intention, you want to be able to cultivate it action wise in real life. Your motto seems to be “do it, move it, do it. I’ll just get it done.” So you feel disappointed when you feel stalled action wise or as though you’re not being able to align your actions with your thoughts and intentions as much as you’d like but you’re very content with who you are, and what you do despite wanting to do more and wanting to do things more productively. One thing though, you really want to be able to find a balance between work and relaxation. Even if it is difficult to consistently do for others and be there for them i.e. the world at large because of limited resources, time, and energy, you are a do-er so if you have the opportunity and resources to, you just do it without thinking too much.
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oh master grant that i may never seek so much to be consoled as to console, to be understood as to understand, to be loved as to love with all my soul 🫶🏻🩷
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 1 ꒱
Right away, the major theme here is how people will see you to be uncommunicative. So… you are going to be perceived as being a very critical person whose cut off game is very strong in general and when you’re single, you may be perceived as being very ambitious, and hence, critical of others who aren’t as driven as you, especially men if you’re a straight woman/girl? Also, another thing that’s coming through very strongly is how you might look down on other people’s partners because like… according to you such people shouldn’t even have partners, let alone the amazing people that you know 😭. Logically, you are going to know that everyone is different and these differences make the world colourful, and that even men who do not fit your standards or live up to it do deserve love but you’re going to struggle with understanding the psychology of their partners. It’s not like you are the only critical person on the planet, so are others but you are intolerant to bullshit is all. Unlike people who stay with their partners but criticise them heavily, you are going to be more of the type to make the best decision for yourself and for them rather than trying to parent them, and change them. You are especially going to be perceived to be someone who doesn’t like chanting i.e. repeating the same thing again and again. If you want things a certain way, if the other person isn’t able to respect that after you say it once or at most twice, you’re going to be unable to put up with it. You’re going to feel incredibly disrespected and you don’t like it, you want things to function with understanding, and respect so you’re going to cut people off over seemingly ‘little’ things that will mean a lot to you in principle. It’s not even intolerance actually, usually you correct people multiple times and are too focused on your own thing to be emotionally moved but when it is recurring, and you realise it, it genuinely pisses you off. For example, if you have two kettles and one kettle is for heating water for the toilets because the geyser is broken, and the other is for tea, water, etc. If you state it once to your roommate, friend or partner and they don’t understand but you’re very occupied with other things, and usually are very level headed, you focus on your own thing and don’t have the time to sit around getting upset so you might correct them multiple times but someday, it just hits you, what is going on, and you might either pour down on them but usually, you are too emotionally mature for that, if you have the capacity to, you just get rid of the person. These things are not little to you, they are important and anyone who’s not capable of understanding, and following through with your wishes is not good enough for you and worth your time, and energy so you cut them off. So other people are going to see you as a bit intimidating because of your intolerance but they’ll also see you as being a very understanding, emotionally mature and kind person. You’re going to come across as a respectful, emotionally mature and self regulated person, you usually will lead with love, and will not get angry and I think it’s also because you’re in your own world but due to how respectful, loving, and understanding you are, people have likely taken advantage of that throughout your life and you will continue coming across such people but you’ll have grown immune to such things bothering you because of your experience with them, you’re going to get rid of such people and isolate yourself, focusing on yourself when you’re exposed to situations in which you’re not considered and treated with the love, and respect that you give out and rightfully deserve.
You are going to be perceived as someone who’s uninterested in pleasing others and reasoning with them. You’re also going to be perceived as someone who values work ethic and duty, is often thinking about work, and is able to balance different sides of yourself together and also get along well with different kinds of people but is still an individual, and a bit of a loner. You’re going to have spent a lot of time alone, be it willingly or unwillingly but it’s going to have caused you to seek and receive a lot of self knowledge. I think that one of the ways that you’ll know that you’re god/universe’s favourite i.e. they don’t play about you is by knowing that they don’t play with you. Every time that you’ll have become a part of the wrong crowd or gotten involved in stuff that didn’t align with you, you’ll have been pushed into isolation so you’re going to be perceived to be a very kind and compassionate person but despite this, you’re going to have your own ideas that might be in stark contrast with the rest of the population, and you won’t mind being alone or different because you’re going to be at peace with yourself, people will see that. The thing about being authentic is that you're going to have different sides to you, all of which you'll be equally comfortable with. For example, you’re going to be extremely kind and loving, and will be emotionally mature, intelligent and understanding but you’ll be a distinct individual with your own ideas, and morals and will be very comfortable by yourself, and will be a loner in many ways and will have a tendency towards not explaining yourself, and isolating yourself from people and situations that hurt you rather than communicating, and you’re going to be very critical of people’s characters, morals and drive, and especially, you’re going to be very intelligent, sharply intelligent causing you to be completely intolerant to bullshit so people will struggle to understand you but despite how critical you are of others, you’ll not fall bitter when you feel as though they failed to live upto your standards, instead, you’ll just isolate yourself from them and learn from the situation? One thing that’s extremely obvious is your inclination towards self improvement and understanding. You’re not going to be the type to “this is just the way I am” so you’re not going to be up to deal with people who are not trying to do better and especially, because of how you will ACTIVELY TRY to be better, you’re going to know that it’s very hard to change deep seated ways of being and habits so you’ll know that it’s a waste to try to change anyone which is why you’ll choose your own peace, and sanity over trying to explain yourself, your reasoning, your feelings, your distance, any of it to people. People are going to silently admire your ability to not give a fuck regardless of how loving you may or may not have been in the moment i.e. when you were connected to them and in touch with them. Basically, you’re going to be perceived as being a very no-bullshit person who may be loving, kind and caring at the moment but despite your ability to process emotions, and express them, you don’t care to and will just get rid of people, and situations that aren’t ideal for the sake of your own peace and instead of getting bitter, you learn from such situations, and grow by focusing on where you may have been at fault or how to better deal with people who disrupt your peace. However, it is going to be very circumstancial, you do express yourself well when you feel like you’re at fault and want to do better, you don’t mind apologising, and fixing your ways. You have an attitude of “make me better” towards life so when you notice a mistake or lack on your part, you’re able to express it to others and get better, and are hence, really good at fixing things because you’re like “I’m really sorry if what I said yesterday hurt you, I didn’t mean it like that, I just really wanted us to do it well so you trying to leave early pissed me off a bit, I hope you understand.”
But if others are at fault and especially, if instead of being clear with you, they beat around the bush and are not able to be outright about the way they mishandled you or acted, you think that there literally is not even any point in communication and that there’s no way to reconcile so you just pull back, and move forward, not giving a fuck. People greatly admire your way of being and operating. Earlier, I said that you’re very very intelligent, sharply so and what I meant by that is that, you aren’t one of those people to sit there and question situations, you do but you know what you felt, and especially you’re able to pick up on social cues really really well so when you are being mishandled and treated unwell, and it does not have to be outright, you can pick up on subtle things like other people having talked shit about you behind your back based off their body language and it’s intuitive, you aren’t like reading their body language in a book knowledge basis but you are able to notice the subtle shifts based on what’s common, and what you used to previously experience, you notice little shifts and even you don’t know how you feel it but you just do…? When you do, you become very internal, you become more withdrawn and do have thoughts in your head but even so, externally you’re able to seem fairly controlled, you seem more quiet and… off but you do not let it get to you, you just… it does get to you but it’s more so that you process it to do what’s best for you? So, when such situations take place, people might have not ‘explicitly’ done anything bad to you but they did do something that caused this shift, but they’re not sure as to why you suddenly cut them off or pulled back from them because how could you have even known what took place behind your back? But your intelligence is such that you just… know, you don’t know how but you do so you end up just moving on without explaining yourself to them because you yourself are not sure why you felt such a negative shift in certain ways but you don’t question yourself and as much as people might feel bitter about you being so cold, they also deeply admire it. I think that when people do you wrong and you act distant, they suddenly try to act all nice with you or normal in order to test the temperature with you but they’re talking to the wall because you’re long done with them 😭. You always manage to get your point across without even having to talk at all or you’ll have grown to be that way by then, this was genuinely such a fun spread because of how I could literally feel you having an eyebrow raised or your eyes squinted as you were like “something is different” while in social situations where you’re being excluded or treated differently in some way, the vibe just being off. People are also going to see you to be a very slow person emotionally i.e. you’re going to have an awfully slow pacing when it comes to warming upto people and letting them into your personal life, you will treat them with love on the surface but you’ll not have them be a part of your life in any way? In a way, you’re going to be perceived as being very comfortable with yourself, highly self regulated and not needing or wanting anyone too much so being slow to warm up because you take your time, and you’re going to grow to be very work oriented and will be living passionately, managing different sides of life, and yourself so you’re genuinely not going to feel a lack of personal connections so others are often going to misunderstand you and I’m not even sure in what ways.
They’re going to feel like you have a tendency to charm and trick people in certain ways or aren’t what you say you are. They might think that you’re subtly manipulative and the thing is, it’s not an accurate perception of you. Yes, you are going to know that in life, you receive what you give so you’re going to treat people well and give to them, and because of how you’re able to do this for service workers, etc. who actually do the work as well as powerful figures but without kissing ass, you’re going to receive good treatment and people are going to feel like it is all calculated when it’s really… not? It kind of is your secret to a comfortable and whole life but not in a measured way? Just that you are genuinely doing it with love, genuineness and kindness, and you know it does attract that same energy back seven out of ten times. There’s a chance that some of what I just channelled will be people’s perception of you when you’re still single because another thing that I’m getting is that people will feel like you’re emotionally stagnant just because you’re a loner i.e. you are not creating the emotional connections that you could be creating because of how amazing you are and how much value you put out, and others see in you so some might talk about you behind your back at some point that because you’re single and alone, you expect others to do the same but your standards are severely high so it’s unfair and bitter of you to push that onto them, and feel left out when others are bonding just because you don’t have the same but the thing is… you are not going to be doing anything manipulatively or bitterly? I’m not even sure what kind of energy I’m picking up on but groups of people who are romantically involved might randomly decide that you’re being a bitch for wanting to be included and considered while single, and that if you’re feeling excluded, you’re being ‘pick me’ or ‘bitter’ in some way and they might discuss it behind your back, and based on the way they start acting on the surface, you are able to pick up on what’s going on without even having the knowledge as to how you know and the funniest thing is, instead of being good people who tries to include someone single, they might leave you out even more when you feel left out because in their mind you deserve it and I’m not sure where this logic will be coming from but you’re not going to fuck with it, and will move on with your life. These people are going to see you to be a loner in many ways and having standards that are too high, and as being too critical but yes, they definitely will be shocked as to how you were able to move forward based on your instincts and feelings alone without self doubt or explanations, and I think their perception of you, your partner and your relationship/marriage is coming through the strongest here. If this situation has already happened, it’s a sign of resonation and is going to be a really interesting one for you. If not, I basically predicted two things so 🤷🏻♀️WIN-WIN.
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Other people are going to see you as being a very attractive person. They’re going to see you to be someone who people have a physical reaction to. It doesn’t have to be something exaggerated like you literally make others horny. We don’t really think about other people’s attractiveness like that, no? We think about the reactions that other people have around them. When around you, people will notice that other people seem a little discombobulated. They’ll notice that you cause them to act a bit different than they usually do. You are going to break other people’s sweat. They’ll act a bit nervous. They’ll firstly, either get stiff or move a lot and they’ll have this nervous smile on their face. Those who see you around often but are not comfortable with you yet are going to have a hard time approaching you as well. They might seem conflicted as to whether or not to smile at you, whether or not to talk to you. It’s just your energy. Also, when you’re single, people are going to see you as being someone who is very comfortable by themself and is focused on yourself, and dislikes other people expressing interest in you romantically. Like, you’re genuinely going to seem irritated and angered. I keep on hearing that audio, I’ve been doing so right from the beginning of your reading, I could be wrong about the words but it goes something like “I came to school to read my books and not to fall in love with anybody on this campus. Did you hear me? So stop calling me.” You’re going to seem like someone who wants to be left alone and not bothered. You’re going to have a tendency to act very irritated and possibly get a bit mean to those who are interested in you, and others are going to notice that. People are going to think that you have a lot of zest for life but that you are a bit moody and unpredictable emotionally. It’s not even emotional moodiness in a negative manner but more so that if something hurts you, you are able to empty out your love and emotions for that person, and carry on with your life. You’re going to seem very grounded and comfortable by yourself, and in your life. There’s going to be this sense of you not needing anyone. You are going to be perceived as someone who at the moment that you’re with people, you love them in an overflowing manner but that once something happens that angers you or pisses you off, you are able to almost impulsively end the connection, empty that love and be by yourself. There’s something about you being able to shift your perspective very quickly, almost on an impulse. Another thing is that you’re someone who is not ruled by emotions. You are honestly so admirable in this way. Most people, when there’s a friend group or community involved tend to be very hesitant when it comes to ending connections but you don’t give a fuck. Whenever you’re ending a connection, you think that you are doing so for your highest good. You literally do not give a fuck about having friends or a community if it’s not what you’re looking for. You do not mind losing them especially. You are able to prove people wrong when they see you to be a certain way by no longer entertaining situations and just removing them from your life entirely. So… sometimes, you piss people off without meaning to because your energy is very raw and real, and attractive but it is slightly lacking in softness causing you to rub people the wrong way. Sometimes, people will try to tread around you carefully but in a poor taste manner i.e. they might not confront obvious bullshit but you do not have the tolerance to deal with it so you just cut it out.
You might sometimes say things like “I don’t have friends” and stuff but despite seeming a bit mellow about it at the time, you seem fine by yourself, and extremely selective. The way you cut people off, it will make sense to others as to why you do not have friends but like when you say that you don’t have friends, it’s not even in a loser-esque manner. It’s more so that you’ll have been unable to maintain long term connections because you will have had no tolerance for bullshit and will have been very very quick to cut people off. Others are going to think that you have a really strong sixth sense and that you’re able to pick up on bullshit, and choose not to put up with it very fast. The way you act, the pace makes people think that you probably didn’t give it much thought and just… did it, and that you were fine with the decision you took and have already moved onto the next best thing or are focused on your own life, and the passion, the zest within it. There’s a very big energy of you seeming closed off to connections because you’re driven and focused on your own life, and building it instead. People might think that you often think about the really hard things that you’re doing. At some point in time, there may be duties placed on you that seem like really big sacrifices but you’ll be managing them really well without thinking about them as anything big. You’ll take your responsibilities seriously but others will see you as not having the energy to deal with bullshit when you already have so many things to manage. “I really can’t deal with this bullshit right now.” Is the kind of energy that I’m getting. Also, another thing is that those who are close to you know just how responsible and grounded you try to be, and how driven and dutiful you are so they tend to worry about you because one thing about you is that you are unlikely to feed into negative energy so they’ll see you as being someone who even if you’re feeling overwhelmed and hurt will hold it in, suppress it, repress it, and will not be willing to experience it actively so they’ll worry about you. They could be asking you if you’re okay and you’ll just be like “why is this person asking me this again and again?” And the reason will be that you’re always ‘supposedly’ fine, and there’s no way that someone is always fine which is why they’ll know that even if you’re not, you’ll appear to be. “I’m asking because sometimes I feel like you might not be okay.” Overall, people will just really really struggle to understand you. You’ll be passionate and attractive but not open to connection yet you’ll experience them really well when it’s there in the present moment, you’ll know how to have a good time, and you will also be equally good at cutting people off but sometimes you’ll just say things like “I don’t have friends” but despite seeming slightly mellow at that time, you’re going to be very comfortable by yourself and selective with the people you let into your life or even if you’re open, and present, it takes one thing for you to flip over completely and get rid of them. I don’t think that you even give closures and shit, you just move forward with your life. I’m picking up on people thinking that you have a tendency to suppress your emotions in order to focus on what needs to be done. From the cards here, I’m getting that you’re more of a do-er than a talker so you tend to do a lot for your loved ones - friends, lovers alike and you give from a place of abundance, not expecting much in return but you take inconsideration, and disrespect to heart. You also never say things like “I did this for you”, you never hold what you do for others over your head, sometimes you tend to do big things, sometimes small things i.e. acts of service but you do not look for it to grow anything in your life, you’re doing it purely out of love and because you do have a tendency to sort of feel obligated to do for others but it hurts your heart when they do not have consideration for you.
You are very ‘action over words’ type yourself so you prefer the same sort in your life and naturally, you’re not the type to be conflicted by people’s actions vs. people’s words because you’re programmed to believe their actions, and even if you really really wanted to be, you’d not be able to be fooled by their words because that’s just the way you are programmed. When I say programmed, it could have been external programming i.e. you’re learning it over time or internal programming i.e. you naturally being born this way but either way, that is how you will have grown to be by that time. You’re going to be perceived as being ‘nobody’s fool’ by others. If you do not know what that term means, basically, it means that you’re hard to lie to, trick or deceive. You might also be perceived to be the serious sort who doesn’t vibe too well with jokes. You will still be very playful, fun loving and passionate but you’ll have your limits, and even though you’ll joke, you’ll not vibe well with jokes that you believe go against your values or violate you. Playful but serious, you’re going to balance it well and will not let anyone cross their limits or in fact, sometimes you will but you won’t be their fool, you’ll have too much on your plate as it is, you’ll just move on from and onto better things, situations, and people. I’m picking up on a really weird energy here. I’m not sure if you have experienced any of what I’m going to write next but it’s a ‘future’ oriented reading so it’s more prediction based, but what I’m picking up on is that you’re going to deal with weird people who will be in groups and will treat you weirdly as a group but will all not be open to even each other about how they truly feel about you or how they treated you because it will be very hard for them to accept to even themselves that they did what they did so initially, they might try to act normal and act all friendly after these moments of mistreatment in order to test the temperature or make you rethink things but you just won’t be up for it. Who do they think they’re fooling? Oh my god. It’s almost funny. Like, these people know that you do not play around and about yourself, and your life and have a very serious approach to it yet will try to pull this tomfoolery on you. I just heard a voice say “take that tomfoolery and shove it up your hairy ass.” You do not let a single thing slide but you choose to move past it for your own peace. You’re going to be someone who thinks about things seriously and even if you don’t, you will physically feel heavy, like your heart will feel heavy, you might sigh a lot, and you’ll have no choice but have what happened weigh on you. I think you’ve always had a tendency towards worrying and heavy emotions, even as a kid because you’re passionate, and responsible but this seriousness and sense of duty that you’ve always had, this heaviness and tendency towards worrying that you’ve always felt has caused you to grow comfortable with dealing with heaviness. I was picking up on close ones seeing you as someone with a tendency to suppress but I don’t really think you’re suppressing, you kind of are but you’re genuinely able to deal with things and carry them on your own even if they’re very hard, and you do struggle internally.
You tend to be more focused on dealing with situations efficiently rather than the emotional aspect of it. Wow, also you are going to be seen as someone who even if you have just ended some friendship or whatever other connection(s) that you may have had will continue having fun, interacting lightly and joking around, and doing your work as per usual. The more I look at the cards, the more nuanced it gets. One other thing about you will be that when situations that make you feel happen, you’ll keep it to yourself for a while and will just take whatever action you need to take rather than discussing it with others. After it has passed, you might share it with others but even so, you do not make it their problem and you do not let them influence your decision or make you doubt it at all. People will see you as always having a lot to do and doing it all but also, being playful, and having fun but having your limits there especially with the kinds of jokes that you crack and of course, as walking away from situations in which people are trying to make a fool out of you. Another thing is that people will think that you’re very passionate and generous. Your dutiful and servicing, sacrificial personality is going to cause you to extend yourself, and do for others and that’s going to be one of your charming factors as well. You’re going to be perceived to be facing the world actively, playing your part rather than escaping your duties and having a lot on your plate but finding other things to fill your plate even more, always trying to do more, be more, and biting more than you can chew but managing to chew and swallow it anyway. You’re going to be perceived as being someone who understands your own values and lives by them actively, and is generous and warm with a playful side but is naturally more of the serious sort with many responsibilities upon you, and in terms of romance, they’re going to see you as being a very very devotional partner. Before you even get into a relationship, you’re going to hold yourself to high standards and will live a certain way, and you might say things like “you shouldn’t look at people, once you get used to warming your eyes, it’s difficult to get rid of that habit because we’re creatures of habit after all.” You’re also going to have a tendency of saying serious moral things in the middle of having fun. For example, if someone in the group comments on someone’s ass, you might just “you don’t talk about people like that” in a very calm tone or if someone is like “____ was looking so hot” and you’re like “yeah but he has a girlfriend”, and they try to counter you with a “what’s the harm in looking?” You’ll just respond with a “one shouldn’t look at other people’s partners.” So, when you’ll be in a relationship, you’re going to be perceived to value your partner greatly and as truly being attracted to, and in love with your partner because the thing about you is that you wouldn’t even be with them if you weren’t attracted to them in a manner in which you felt a chemistry and connection with them on many different levels, you just aren’t like that. You’re going to be perceived as doing a lot for your partner and being very childlike with them, and having a lot of playful fun with them, in a very spontaneous manner and as actively choosing your partner from start to end without any inconsideration or inconsistencies. Also as knowing your own value and thinking that you yourself are very attractive, charming, charismatic, and valuable. You’re going to be perceived as a true romantic but in the sense that you do not believe in tragic romantic concepts such as a ‘first love’, “young love never lasts but young love never ends' or ‘the one that got away’.
You’ll be completely over your past, you’ll naturally be the type to move on completely, be it from romantic or platonic situations. “Out of sight, out of mind” is very much going to be the way that you’ll be and obviously, initially that’s not going to be the case but over time, you get over people completely. Like, you will not even have memories of people or think about them until you’re probed in some way. Even so, you might have to really recall. To you, in terms of romance, no one will matter, there’s going to be no first, no memory, no nothing, just them and them, and only them and other people see it. They’re going to see how utterly devoted you are to your partner and keep your eyes lowered or straight ahead at something other than other people when other people are around. It’s going to be very serious to you to not look at anyone but your partner and this thing is going to cause you to never lose that honeymoon phase thing with your partner because in your world, there’s going to be no one but them and you’ll actively be investing so much, and the connection, the chemistry that you have with them, the way they’ll make you feel and act young, you honestly will grow blind to others. I just heard that they’re going to be your vast ocean and they’re going to be the fishes in it, and all the other creatures, all the rocks, all the sea moss, everything within it and far far far away too, at the horizon, as far as your eyes will go, you’ll see no one but them, you’ll feel no one but them, they’ll be all that your world consists of romantically and others are going to see, and adore that. You are not going to be the type to spontaneously or harmlessly look at and flirt with other people, you’ll keep to yourself, and do your own thing and will be very focused on keeping, and maintaining your commitment to your spouse as well as your own work and responsibilities. The thing is, you won’t be doing this for your spouse either so it won’t be a sacrifice, you’ll be doing this because you want to, because you enjoy it, because it aligns with your values. Oh, how precious you are.
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i) How will others perceive your future spouse as an individual?
ii) How will it make up your dynamic i.e. relationship?
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⊹ ! ೀ Pile 3 ꒱
Right away, you are going to be perceived to have an extreme opinion of the male population and will seem to be highly aware of the patriarchal systems that have been established, and carried out for generations and you’ll seem very keen to break it. I would say that I’m really curious as to why you have such a negative perception of men but the thing is, I totally understand. You are going to think that first of all, men are not logical, they are just lacking in empathy and that they possess this selfish reasoning, and method of acting but that it’s not necessarily them having better logic because they can’t grasp basic and obvious concepts, and the reality of the world at large. You’ll legit think that they’re dumb if they think that patriarchy isn’t real because what the fuck? Hello? Where’s the basic level reasoning skills? You’re going to be unwilling to give men the benefit of the doubt and will not be willing to be a participant in the traditional system that is just patriarchal in nature, and benefits only men. You’re going to be perceived as someone who questions things and your questioning actually makes sense. I also just heard that you’ll lack empathy for men just the way they lack it for women. One thing that you’ll question is why it’s only the man and his family that is considered family while a woman is expected to leave everything behind, and how so many men do not understand that a woman’s family is just as precious as his own and her life is just as important as his own. Men who are unwilling to leave their parents because they raised them and no one can love them like their parents, and genuinely view moving out as abandonment but would be unwilling to live with their wives’ parents, and expect them to leave their parents as if they grew up by themselves, you question it all and you’ll stand against it. You’re going to voice these things out and will be viewed to be quite taboo in this way. I just heard that you might even be labelled to be ‘difficult’ in this way. God forbid, a woman talks sense! However, you’re going to go against what is considered to be traditional and acceptable. You’ll wear what you want to, you’ll act as you want to, you’ll question traditions and not blindly follow them, and will possess a great deal of sex appeal. You’ll pull people in left and right but the thing is, one needs to be a very driven, and strong man to be with someone like you who looks down on men. I just heard that you’ll genuinely believe that you’re a better man than most men because a ‘good man’ is just an average woman but you’re a very driven woman. When you’re single, ever since you were younger, you may have sort of repulsed guys despite them having been attracted to and attached to you because you were too intense, too strong, too much of everything that they couldn’t be even if they wanted to. Some of you may have wondered if there was something wrong with you at some point but over time, as you grew into yourself, you realised that they just couldn’t keep up with and handle someone like you. “They said I’m a masculine bitch cause these boys ain’t really a man.” You’re going to be perceived to oppose everything that a ‘good woman’ is supposed to be - you’re going to be seen as a fiery and egoistic person because you’ll have a strong sense of purpose, and will genuinely be angered by people and especially, men who do not understand what ‘being a man’ is supposed to be and basic concepts such as consent, human rights, empathy, etc., and when things you really care about are violated or misunderstood, you’re not going to be able to stand it. You’re going to be an intense individual and will fight men, women, older, younger, authority figures, ANYONE and EVERYONE who messes with you.
You’re going to be perceived as having a very strong personality and as being a bit domineering but it’s going to be because you’ll first of all, naturally look down on men, and second, if someone offends you, you’re not going to sit there and take it, you’ll fight back. In a way, your intensity, your drive, anything and everything that you are is what will make you so magnetic as well. You’re not going to be a crowd pleaser even if it causes you to experience loneliness and especially, you’re not going to be trying to appeal to men or their families as the perfect girlfriend, wife or daughter in law. I’ve said this multiple times and I’ll say it again, you are going to have an intensity to you that will lead you to obsession, and there’s a saying that says that obsession beats talent every single time. In your case, your obsession will have caused you to build a lot for yourself. You’ll basically have your own money. Ahh, now I’m getting your backstory. So, I’m not sure what has or will have happened in your life but some of you either grew up without a father figure, or without a solid financial background or stability was lacking in some way. However, YOU were one hell of a responsible person, you felt responsible for everything and even as a kid, you could have worried about money, and been very thoughtful of anyone providing for you. There’s a chance that at some point, there was a major upheaval that caused you to take up responsibilities that weren’t truly your lot, you could have chosen to not take it onto yourself but you did and you did so dutifully, passionately, and very well so over time, you naturally started looking down on men especially those who were lacking the same sense of responsibility, passion and purpose as you had. You will be perceived as being a bit unruly because of the way you will hurt people’s egos and act like you’re the boss everywhere but like… are you truly acting? Not only that but you will be extremely attractive while doing this so the way you’ll be attracting men while simultaneously crushing their egos and making them feel like a lesser man than you, and will not be willing to follow the so called traditions that are just built in extremely patriarchal structures and benefits only men but will instead question them while also receiving the envy of women will cause you to have people genuinely doing their best to destroy your reputation while feeling either intimidated or emasculated by you but when I tell you that they’ll still be obsessed. People will fail to understand and see you clearly because mostly they’ll only see this extremely passionate, driven, purposeful, and responsible side of you that will not be too personal or emotional but it is not like you’ll not be expressing these sides of you, you might be but mostly not. You’re going to be a responsible and strong lady, and that’s how you’ll be seen but the truth is that, you will be emotional too and you’ll have a deeply feminine side to you that will remain unseen, and unknown to others. The way that you are, you are going to deal with yucky situations connection wise so while you will be a very valuable person to have around, people are often going to misunderstand you. You are just going to be perceived to be really difficult, all because you’re passionate, wholehearted, driven, independent and question harmful structures that have been around for a long time. You’re going to be sovereign and sovereign women are always seen as, and treated as if they’re foreign creatures even by other women because they’re very male centered, the entire world is.
You are not going to be male centered so you might be perceived as being a bit hyper independent when you’re single but I believe that this is quite a misunderstanding, you are going to want a partner, but you’re also going to be fine without one, you’ll not want one who neglects you or isn’t a good fit for you and you’re not going to want to be the neglectful one either but you are going to have a great deal of sexual desire, and drive or if you’re asexual, you’re going to be a very passionate partner in every sense of the word. For you, your passion will take form as purpose and responsibility, you’re going to be willing to carry the weight of it so you’ll be looking for a partner who’s man enough to match you well. You’ll likely also want them to match your freak 👅. I think that you’ll have struggles getting along with many women because you’re not going to be too romance and male oriented in general, and you’ll have also dealt with situations in which same sex friends misunderstood you doing for them, and wanting the efforts and affection to be returned in equality as you being weird or/and having romantic interest in them? Ugh, I’m so sorry that people who cannot look at life beyond romance and sex will look at you like you’re the weird one for prioritising other connections in your life too. The thing is that many women view friendships to be secondary and usually when they say that they want friends, they’re only talking about looking good, going out, having fun, and clicking pictures so when you being the present, passionate and dutiful person will act like it as a friend, they’ll start acting like you’re obsessed with them because you are a good friend while they reserve everything for romance only and hold only that to the highest regard but well, their loss. You’re going to have so much love to give but because people will have a hard time keeping up with someone like you or/and understanding you who has risen above societal bullshit and patriarchal brainwashing, and is so intense, passionate, driven and dutiful, you’re going to be a bit… frustrated at them for not being what you need them to be and genuinely, just not being understood, and having people meet your drive and character or/and you’ll just intimidate the rest away so in a way you’re going to be really lonely. I think that you might sometimes, at various points of your life, might have felt so… misunderstood and like maybe you were too much somehow? Too intense? Came off too strong? But the thing is, you’ll have never been able to change and over time, will be very happy with who you are, proud of yourself but yes, there’s going to have been some loneliness. It’s the loneliness that will have grown into perceived hyper independence probably. There’s nothing about your emotional world that is coming through here which makes me think that people will not get that close to you to see that side of you, to be aware of it. Also, another thing is that you’re going to crack really explicit sexual jokes and well, the world is only okay with that when men do it so that’s going to add onto the taboo perception of you that others will have. The thing here is that even though you’ll be an opinionated and strong personality, you’re not really going to be asserting yourself in an insufferable manner, it’s going to be more so your energy that will be making others uncomfortable.
When you’re single, you’re going to come off as someone who doesn’t need anyone or even want them but the thing is, there’s going to be so much to you that others will just not see. I keep on getting that even though you’ll look down on men and will have a really strong character, and personality, you’re going to have a fairly zen way of being. It’s just that your energy will stir this discomfort in people. You’re going to have high standards for yourself and others so when people fail to live up to it, you’ll simply just… go mute rather than create drama of any sort but your aura is going to be so dope, it will cause a lot of words to go around. ‘Zen’ by Jennie is a song that will describe exactly how you’ll be perceived by others. “Nobody gonna move my soul, gonna move my aura, my matter. Nobody gonna touch my glow, gonna move my life, my matter. Nobody gonna… all this power make them scatter. No, nobody gonna touch my soul, gonna match my glow. I dare you.” We end up circling back to the same face again. You’re going to be sovereign and people are not going to be able to move you which is why they’ll think, and act as though you’re difficult, the only reason that they’ll perceive you to be as such. What I find to be really interesting that I already pointed out earlier is your containment of emotions and how it will not be visible to others, much if at all. It’s truly admirable and part of what will make you so powerful as well as misunderstood. People won’t be able to use your emotions against you but it’s also going to be sad… how misunderstood you are and how people… don’t know you. One thing though, you’re going to be perceived as having broken your hyper independent thing in order to get with your future spouse. ‘ExtraL’ by Jennie and Doechii was coming through as well. Especially the part that goes “in the boardroom looking bored cause I’m not here for pleasing the men, not here to reason with them. Misbehaved miss push my pen. I can’t tame my passion for him. Can’t keep up, what happened to them? We lapping the men.” Music is a very important part of my channelling so please take the lyrics seriously, they’re as important as the tarot messages in my case and ofcourse, since you’re the reader, in your case too 🙏🏼.
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i) How will others perceive your future spouse as an individual?
ii) How will it make up your dynamic i.e. relationship?
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i just hit a man for catcalling me, let’s pray that i won’t fall victim to gang violence or an acid attack 😻🤞🏻💔
i would do it again if provoked ngl
i’m fine, not seen him around so must be… right?