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You’re someone who is highly accepting of people’s differences and there’s something really worldly about you that makes you otherworldly? Many of you seem to possess really refined manners or mannerisms. Even if you may not think so, there’s something a bit sophisticated about you, almost timid but at the same time, it is balanced out with a passionate and carefree side that does not overpower the first side of you, and instead, these two work together to form a nice rapport which happens to be your charm. What I mean by you are worldly is that, firstly, you’re highly knowledgeable and open to different philosophies, and points of views but you also have a strong moral compass of what is wrong and right, and I think that you treat people in a manner that is very respectful, not just to them but also to you. You’re really kind and respectful, and even when the world is a bit… unkind, and pushes onto you, you’re able to keep your respect and there’s almost a feel of “the world is my oyster.” You give me strong princess vibes. You’re able to speak nicely to rude people and often, due to how respectful, and mellow your presence is, even if people aren’t exactly kind to you because they will give you who they are, they end up respecting you over time or even if they don’t, in general, this trait of yours has earned you a lot of respect. You’re perceived to be a polite figure, there’s something almost a bit neutral about you energy wise but you balance this side out with some sort of passion. You’re extremely action oriented and some of you could possibly dance or just the way you move is very graceful, and sexy. I get a sense that there’s this thing about you… on the outside, you may appear more meek and almost a bit ‘goody two shoes’, there’s something really thoughtful, and polite about you but internally, you are highly indulgent and likely have a stronger sex drive. You’re someone who likes to have orgasms until you’re completely spent and your body is tingling, and feels looser because of all the releases. I get a sense that your passionate nature has a way of showing externally but just in glimpses, it’s evenly balanced out with your meeker side but most people may not be aware of just how indulgent you are. However, they can feel it, your aura emanates something that makes you sexy. I personally think that you give people a lot of room to fantasise because some people tend to underestimate you, some people treat you poorly, leave you out and some people really vibe with you but regardless, you seem composed, and there is a thing in which, even when you’re attacked, you do not really fight back… not externally at least but you live passionately and yes, sometimes you might shrink a little, feel self conscious but you push past it to carry on living the one life that you have as passionately as possible and you do not try to prove yourself too much. What happens is that when people get to know you better on a personal level, they are able to see just how emotionally secure and mature you are. You have really deep knowledge about life and matters ruling emotions… which is literally everything that is related to humanity so getting to talk to you, and connect to you, it almost feels as though these people are getting a lot of access to hidden knowledge.
They realise that you’re really wise when they get you at the right time and especially manage to talk to you personally. I think that you tend to deal with a lot of passive aggressiveness and outright mistreatment towards you, and that’s because of how misunderstood you are but when people manage to get to talk to you and actually try to understand you instead of looking down on you, they’re taken aback by how much you are underneath what is said about you, and how you are treated, looked upon, etc. What these people find to be especially intriguing about you is the way that you feel so intensely misjudged and characterised, and so you tend to shut the world out a bit and question why you’re received the way that you are but even though it causes a slight bit of an analysis paralysis, you understand that your life is too short to be sitting around feeling shitty because of miserable people with their own biases so you drop it to carry forward. You only get more dreamy and more confusing as people get to know you because you are so kind and accepting, and you have an abundant way in which you connect with people as in, you seem to have such a big and enveloping aura that even if people are not open to sharing things with anyone including you, they end up doing so. You especially awaken people’s minds as to where they are dissatisfied or lacking, or where they experienced feeling trapped in the past and they might in an impulse end up expressing it to you, and you know how to get along with people in a way in which, it feels natural even if it is a bit of an oversharing moment. In hindsight, they may realise it and they may regret it because the relationship - what it is, where it stands may not match up with, and live up to what they expressed to you but you are a soft landing to people, you provide a really safe place for them to open themselves up in. It’s so healing to be with you because you do not egotistically assert yourself but instead, you are genuine and simply just trying to live, and live well. I strongly get a sense that you’re highly misunderstood or have been at some point and over time, you may have started being treated better but you still have your moments. There’s almost a sense that you can’t escape it… if you are underestimated and mistreated, you are being objectified, and it’s cruel, they treat you inhumanely and if you are being treated better, you’re looked upon, and treated as being greater than you are. You do not prefer either because there are preconceived assumptions about you on both parts. You dislike the prejudices about you because that’s been a major part of your life. However, even as you get closer to people, they do not really understand you because you’re just so multifaceted. “Why do you look at people with your ears when you have two eyes?” I want to ask those who sometimes perceive you the way that they do. I think that people often feel like they really misunderstood you in the past but just as they do, you do something that completely takes them off guard.
Even you have your own wounds that need healing… which is why you are so understanding and deeply emotionally intelligent but there’s a side of you that is like “you only live once” so whatever is dissatisfactory and causes you pain in your mind or in life, you drop it, you let it go, and you move on with the belief, the faith that there’s more out there for you. I think that many people especially tend to see that despite how unfairly you are judged and treated by people sometimes, almost as if you are beneath them or you have in the past, you are so kind, and service those who have less than you. In fact, it’s not even that but your thoughtfulness, you are very humble and sometimes, people are service workers or just… socially considered to be lower in the ladder but you are so nice to them, so kind and you’re such a breath of fresh air because you know not to discriminate, and you especially the respect and dignity you give these people… they really enjoy your company or at least find it pleasant enough in comparison to others, and the more that people get to know you, the more sides of you that they get, the more faces of you that they see and they are so confused by how they could have at some point believed poorly of you or how anyone could because gosh, you seem almost egoless to them and when you hurt because of mistreatment, even then you let it go with gratitude, and lessons. When you are misjudged, you have the ability to see and accept it you have had faults anywhere, and if you didn’t, even if everyone is trying to convince you of one thing, you know what you felt, you a hundred percent believe in it and so it’s difficult to change your mind about the actions that you take during confusing situations that would have left most people confused. One of your sexiest traits is literally just “you know what? I am not doing this. I realised that I don’t have to” and that is after understanding it because even in confusing situations, you know exactly what to believe, what is going on and the thing is… sometimes, people are like “that’s not true, that’s not what’s happening” but you seem so sure, and take such decisive action that they themselves are confused about what they believe. Youi’ll tend to deal with a lot of misunderstandings and people trying to confuse you, blindside you but you do not even care, you just drop it, and move on. You piss people off heavily because of how emotionally intelligent you are and how well you live, and how you believe that there are better options for you everywhere and you turn out to get them because of how sincere, genuine, and safe you are as a person. You are of the earth, you possess worldly qualities and that’s what makes you so heavenly, and divine. You’re also really humble. These are the qualities that make people weak in the knees and psyche about you. You do have a tendency to trigger people without much of a reason or action on your part though.
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You’re someone who releases your emotions, probably a bit dramatically even? When you feel any emotion at all, you do not try to restrict it too much. You possess strong judgment so you know when, where and how to act but you are able to crash out. For you, every situation that causes an emotional stir, especially a negative sort leads to realisations and reactions, almost like an awakening. You experience situations very deeply, that’s for sure. For you, mourning and healing is quite an active process that you lean into rather than resisting. One of your sexiest qualities is your ability to be present and that includes being present in sorrow as well. Due to how normal this experience is for you, you are very graceful with it. Yes, you have crash outs but they’re the very enlightened sort. You have a higher perspective of emotional experiences. You know that time will pass and you’re only human so your memory will start fading, and that while sometimes out of the blue, you might be reminded of something painful again. If you allow yourself to feel sad without getting comfortable in it and wanting more for yourself but still allowing yourself to feel things with no desire to stay attached to it, you can, and will move past it. I get a sense that you know how to set things right and not fall victim to the situation, to any situation at all. If someone acts immaturely or without compassion for you and you get hurt, and feel upset, you are naturally drawn to look the situation properly and derive lessons from it but you do not hold onto it as a sob story, you forgive, and choose to move on without baggage, trying to set your emotions straight and have a positive focus. There’s also this thing with you, just because you have negative experiences, even if you have had multiple of them, you are able to not let it stay as a print, as a stamp on your subconscious. Instead, you still embrace life, situations and experiences as openly, and well spiritedly as you can. You are a forgiving and grateful person who transforms, and learns lessons from terrible situations and then goes on with your life with a “thank you, next” attitude. When you do experience emotions, you experience them so dramatically though, it’s theatrical but at the same time, it’s contained well. You experience them dramatically internally, gaining all sorts of understanding of the self, world, life and people, and yes, sometimes the expression could be dramatic too but the outcome ultimately is one of letting go, growing and being thankful. You never lose sight of what is truly important in life, in general and for you, and that happens to be a clear conscience definitely but mostly just happiness, joy and warmth. It does not even have to be anything grand but you are able to be fully present and have a very nuanced perspective. You are able to see something deeper in everything and people are sometimes in awe of how you gained the understanding, and saw and thought of whatever you saw, and thought of but people have a lot that they can learn from you and if someone spends enough time for you, and has the capacity and desire for depth, and understanding, you give them so many “aha!” moments, that’s what makes you sexy to them.
Your mannerisms are really attractive especially ones that require arching and bending of some sort, your back is likely very sexy too. You’re a highly independent person who is focused on your own business and you’re also very abundant. When you give anything to others, you do not seem to be doing it out of wanting or needing anything. It still grants you some level of power but people do not really feel like you’re controlling them per se. People feel like it’s their will to want to do for you too because while, you tend to mind your own business and initially, may appear a bit intimidating or snobbish, hard to get along with, you’re a very warm, and loving person and have a mindset of “live and let live.” You’re too focused on your own goals and life, and are highly intentional and know what you want, and are focused on getting it so you do not have the time or energy to put up with bullshit, you usually only get upset when people try to or manage to bullshit you because you have a clear conscie and want nothing but to lead a happy, and peaceful life. Yes, on a subconscious level, you do crave changes, growth and awakening, even if it’s rough, and you’re fairly comfortable with this energy but you still like a good vibe because you yourself are very high vibe. Oh yes, you also get a bit loose in the head if you feel unstable, like if you are not as comfortable, not being able to work as efficiently and especially, if materially, you feel like there’s any sort of instability. You also cannot stand emotionally immature people who have nothing going for them and no sense of duty, and no drive in life. You’d rather be by yourself than have to deal with such people. One thing that you’re likely highly aware of is the fact that people in general feel entitled to other people and especially, in your experience, people have taken you for granted, and you may have possibly even felt taken advantage of but you’ve always forgiven, not let situations turn you bitter and moved on with a clear conscience. You’re strong spirited but it can bother people because you make them feel lesser than and it leads to the cycle of having to discern time, and time again and forgive time, and time again but those who are able to embrace your energy and work with it gain so much enlightenment. Everything about you is very clean, clear and honest, and you’re so present, not just in your life but also with people so you give people the space to express sorrows or experience it and release it because you allow higher perspectives but also possess the judgement to know that sometimes, it’s not the right time for you to preach anything so you simply listen to them and are present with them but you still try to launch your perspective because you feel like it could help them. You have an understanding that even if someone doesn’t grasp your concepts right away. At the right time, it could come back to them and help them navigate, and deal with things so you give it to them. Most of you here have a really sharp tongue… it could come out at blunt timings. Like, you’re just really straightforward naturally? You may not even realise it but you have a clear conscience and mind so you do not know how people could take it in the wrong way because their mind, and consciousness could contort it to fit all sorts of weird narratives? Another thing about you is that as straightforward as you are, your clear conscience allows you to be able to apologise and seek out forgiveness, and clear misunderstandings because on a subconscious level, you want to keep your conscience clear and you also want to help clear it for other people.
You are able to put things out for people and the thing is… those who wish to misunderstand you or do not possess the capacity to understand what you’re saying and where you’re coming from will never understand you, and you know it too so despite any frustrations, you are able to let it go. You’re really self assured when it comes to your decisions and action oriented. You may not know it but you make grown people so weak sometimes because you’re wise and have transcended some level of ego, some form of it. You still have it obviously and you should, it’s essential in order to be able to survive on a planet with other egoistic people but there’s a sense of you wanting to make the most out of your life, and letting other people do so too as long as they’re not interrupting with yours. If someone starts messing with your life, usually you just cut them off but if that’s not chasing them away or you can’t get rid of them for whatever reason, you still have a life of your own separate from them and are angered if they mess with it. Older people see how forgiving you are and how much you grow, and understand. There’s almost a sense of “she/he’s figured out something most people even at our age haven’t. So young at that.” They also feel like you comprehend and grasp what they say really well, and not only that, you are able to add your own experiences and perspectives into it, and when expressing yourself, it can get a bit emotional on your part but it doesn’t leave you vulnerable because there’s almost a sense of “there’s nothing to hide” and especially, none of your experiences rule you so there’s pretty much nothing that can be used against you and even if there is, you turn that weapon into a lesson, and grow immensely. You’re blessed and you’re a blessing. There’s just something so soulful about you even though you’re grounded in the real world. When others see you and feel you, when they get to experience you one on one, they see, and feel you as a soul that has a body that contains a vessel rather than a body that has a soul and contains it. It’s deep, healing, transformative and fun to be around you, you’re so real, and so soulful, that’s what makes people weak about you, they feel like you understand depths and that you understand them, and you try to focus on what’s good about people i.e. obviously as long as their good qualities override their flaws and you raise people up. They feel stronger and more alive with you, and how people feel with and around you, and experience you is what makes you so appealing and attractive to them. People are restless and imperfect but with you, they experience something that I’m not even able to name. They start wanting more for themselves and to become more, and when they see your sense of wonder and ability to look into things deeply, they too start being in awe, and you’re so vast, life is so vast, they’re unable to grasp any of it and so it remains ever interesting.
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While shuffling cards for you, I kept on hearing Billy Joel’s ‘just the way you are’ in my head. You’re someone who’s built yourself up really well via sheer will. There were times when it may have felt as though so much was happening in life against your will but at the same time, it may have felt as though nothing was happening for you, you decided to take the driver’s seat in the vehicle that’s your own life and life may have pulled you into different directions. I also get a sense that you felt like your own mind was separated as in, it may have felt almost physically, structurally torn regarding the kinds of thoughts, experiences and feelings that you had. You know how much intention means because of this reason, because with sheer will, you manage to continue pushing forth. I get a sense that you guys may be located alone most of the time and if not, because of the groups that you’re with, other people are unable to come forward and talk to you, and interact with you. They only tend to see your back and side profile mostly, and you appear so attractive to them. The way you move is very attractive too. Do you know what kind of vibe you’re giving me? Someone driven who is living life well and steering it with a lot of strength but likely doesn’t have a lot of friends or feels left out, and lonely. Due to how much love you have that you wish to be able to give out and how you haven’t been able to for whatever reason, you’ve grown affectionate, playful, and know how to be a pleasant and lovely person day to day, and honestly, you get off of interactions that feel light and loving, it genuinely gives you some sort of a boost, some kind of energy. I’m genuinely very curious as to what happened in your past and life but we will get into it later. The main thing that I keep on getting is almost a feeling of a double life? I don’t think that you’re a fake of any sort, you’re far from an imposter but I feel like a lot of who you are and what you’ve built is by refining yourself using your own will, and sense of direction and your experiences didn’t steer you as they should have, as they could have, instead, you have got a life in which, you might sort of be in that awkward stage in which you are who you want to be but your environments and achievements are yet to show that completely but people usually do see that you have enough, and are still building yourself up but that you likely do have enough but they’re not really clear on it. I get a sense that people do not have a full picture of who you are, what you do, what your life is like, what your past has been like and they usually see you alone or if they see you with people, they feel a sense of separation from you i.e. you just stand out from your friends and acquaintances, and you do not really seem open to new connections but you seem playful, affectionate, fun loving, genuine and generous in your own way, and right and I keep on getting a sense that the hostility you’ve experienced is what has made you so attractive over time.
It has constructed your aura in such a way that the complexity of it is what makes up your sex appeal. Due to how much you tend to deal with or have dealt with aggressiveness in your life, you are very playful, sweet, lovely and affectionate with those you see, and meet, after a certain point at least and even right away, there’s just something very girlishly flirtatious about you but there’s a dual nature in which, you are so aggressive and individualistic on the inside at least circumstantially because the amount of willpower, and determination you have for what you intend and the way you move past it requires that kind of energy. No matter which side of you shows up dominantly and usually, it’s going to be more of this gentle, and sweet one, one that is also playful and mischievous. Like, you may engage in playfighting and banter but it’s still… there’s almost something very flirtatiously girly about you, almost bubblegumish? However, people can sorta feel how opinionated you are and your drive does not miss people, and if it does, usually over time, they do see it and when they do, it’s just… your duality, you know? Another thing about you is that your mannerisms are really beautiful for some reason. Sometimes, they’re so delicate and sometimes, they’re more jerky, and sometimes your speech is slightly profane while your body remains really poised. People who are attracted to you are attracted to that misunderstood or helpless type but not in a manner that is disencouraging but more so, they’re attracted to people who understand and live with humility, and have a bit of a sad air to them, something heavy but there’s a twist here. Though, circumstantially the person may have been or might be troubled, might have experienced sorrows and instability, are very smart, intelligent, and reasonable. People who possess that inner determination and decisiveness to not be moved by it but are still intelligent, and remain clear minded no matter what is happening in life. I think that many of you tend to attract people older than you and these people might be more established but what they tend to learn is that it may be comfortable, and satisfactory… but it’s also not. Like, they notice themselves or other people losing their minds, and emotions over financial or reputation matters so they admire people who are clear minded and intelligent, and virtuous even when they may not have a lot or may have circumstances that limit joy, and comforts and causes them to become less grounded but they still have it in them to stay thinking straight. I get a sense that no matter how much you do with your appearance, you appear very simple because your vibe is so complex that it ends up becoming very real. There’s something very classy about you. Your skin possibly might be on the drier side and if not, there’s something about matte coming through. People perceive you to be a very fun loving and playful person who’s sometimes clumsy but you’re excitable, and exciting to be around because you know how to have a good time and you crack jokes, and there’s something just slightly boyish about you despite how everything about you is so girlish.
I’m not being able to put it into words but basically, one variation of this could be that you look and act girly in your mannerisms, and form but your actions and the way you speak, and joke may have a slightly more boyish manner to it or it could be the other way around but mostly, I think that this is just that you’re considerate and might help around, and you’re actually more action oriented and more of a do-er when it comes to helping around, initiating, etc. in social and personal situations when it comes to reliability, and thoughtfulness compared to your girlish charms in whatever way that may be. Personality wise, you’re seen as being a loner but also not, someone who may come into spaces alone but is not exactly alone. One of the biggest contributing factors of your charm is that it seems as though you never walk alone. The way you walk into rooms, the way you live life, the thoughts you think, no matter what you’re going through in life, all of it has something graceful to it. You may be someone who is sorta clumsy but the manner in which you move is elegant and your aura itself is as such, and so when you have clumsy moments, it only adds to your appeal. Another thing about you is that people think that you’re naturally attractive without trying to be, there’s something raw and effortless about you that people think you just are this way, and it’s not you trying to be any way but just that when you exist outside of your confined spaces - home, etc. You end up attracting people without meaning to. You are a very fair and objective person who possesses strong reasoning, and that makes you very accountable too. You do not really have a hard time accepting where and in what way you may be at fault or may have acted wrongly. You are discerning and able to understand things through an objective as well as the other person’s lens but you understand that your stance, and side is just as precious so you do not compromise on that but your discernment and spirit of fairness is such that when you feel like something is wrong, you’re unable to ignore that feeling because it sort of tugs at you. Sometimes, you experience situations that make you go “wait a minute”, like you feel almost a bit taken aback and disappointed by how people act or treat you when you’re nothing but enthusiastic, and loving towards them and when they do not return your energy, especially if you guys shared that kind of a bond before, and you start feeling the difference, you feel confused but in your mind, there’s a bit of a resentment that starts forming and more than that, you start thinking of the pros, and cons of situations almost immediately in order to make a decision and due to how strong your discernment is, no one is able to tell you anything about the situation. In fact, you might not even express what happened to others because of the experience it caused you and how you low-key end up feeling embarrassed about it. You are prideful and in a sense, you are a know it all because you make fair decisions based on your own discernment, and all the facts and feelings in place. You’re able to tally it all out and so you do not care about what anyone else has to say about it.
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