Whenever i think about how gentle Pierrot tries to be with MC despite the fact that hes a monster whos killed several and will kill again,all i can think about is how much the others are probably thinking
You could say you miss all that we had, but I don't really care how bad it hurts
Synopsis: Jungwon is too oblivious to see that his female best friend wants him all to herself, leaving you to deal with the canceled dates and distance. Exhausted by his blind loyalty to her, you finally call it quits. Now that you've moved on, the truth has finally registered, and he’s at your doorstep on his knees, begging to be let back in.
Genre: angst, fluff, distant relationship, one shot
warnings: Jungwon's bsf is a pick me so be warned, break up, second chances, Jungwon is cold asf and dry, Jungwon is toxic and distant, Jungwon gets jealous that you hang out with Riki, brace yourselves..
pt 2 (ni-ki's version)
The silence in the apartment is deafening, save for the ticking of the clock passing 10:15 PM. The food you spent hours cooking has long gone cold, and the candles you lit with so much excitement have burned down to stubs, pooling wax onto the tablecloth.
You stare at your phone, a heavy, familiar sinking feeling settling into your stomach. Not again.
Swallowing the lump in your throat, you open his chat and type out a message.
You: Hey, it's past 10. Where are you? Dinner's completely cold.
It takes nearly ten minutes before a short, detached notification pops up on your screen.
Jungwon: Still at Hana's. She's having a hard night. Don't wait up, I'll probably just crash here.
No apology. No mention of the date he missed, or the effort you put in. Just a dry, matter-of-fact text that treats you like an afterthought while he plays savior to a girl who knows exactly what she's doing. He's so completely blind to her intentions that he doesn't even realize how much he's freezing you out.
You type out the words, your fingers trembling slightly over the screen.
You: today's our... date, I set the table and everything..
You stare at the draft. It feels like begging. It feels like pleading for a bare minimum he used to give you without a second thought. Looking from the text to the cold plates on the table, a wave of profound exhaustion washes over you. He doesn't see it. Or worse, he just doesn't care enough to see it.
Before you can lose your nerve, you hit backspace, watching the letters vanish one by one until the text box is completely empty.
You shut your phone off, the screen going completely black, reflecting your own tired face in the dark.
Standing up, you don't bother blowing out the dying candles. You just walk past the romantic setup you spent hours perfecting, leave the cold food on the table, and head straight to the bedroom.
You switch your phone back on, the harsh light stinging your eyes in the dark room. You don't want to text Jungwon. You don't want to hear another dry excuse. Instead, you find Ni-ki's name in your contacts. As one of Jungwon’s closest friends, Ni-ki has seen this whole trainwreck happening from the sidelines, often looking on with a frustration that mirrored your own.
You type out a quick message.
You: are you awake?
It’s late, but Ni-ki’s sleep schedule is notoriously nonexistent. Sure enough, the status changes to online almost instantly.
Ni-ki: yeah. what's up? aren't you supposed to be on a date night or something?
A bitter, breathless laugh escapes your lips, the sound echoing hollowly in the quiet bedroom. It’s funny in the cruelest way possible. Everyone else could see it. Even Ni-ki knew what today was.
You type out the reply, staring at the five words that felt like a final nail in the coffin.
You: hes with Hana
On the other side of the city, Ni-ki stares at his phone, his chest tightening. The sheer simplicity of your text speaks volumes. You aren't typing out paragraphs of angry rants, and you aren't spamming emojis. It’s just flat, exhausted, and defeated. He can practically feel the heartbreak through the screen.
He runs a hand through his hair, a wave of genuine anger toward Jungwon washing over him. How could he be this incredibly blind?
His fingers fly across the keyboard.
Ni-ki: shit really? Today's your anniversary
Ni-ki: Please tell me he didn't forget. Tell me he didn't blow you off for her tonight of all nights.
Your reply is bare, stripped of any energy to even use capital letters.
You: he didn't say anything about it
Ni-ki stares at the words, his blood running cold before turning into pure, hot anger. Jungwon didn't just lose track of time. He completely forgot. He let his oblivious, misplaced loyalty to Hana entirely erase the person who actually mattered.
Throwing his sheets aside, Ni-ki swings his legs out of bed. He doesn't even bother changing out of his sweatpants. He grabs his hoodie, shoves his wallet into his pocket, and snatches his car keys off the nightstand.
As he heads out the door, his phone buzzes in his hand with your response to his previous question.
Ni-ki: are you still at home?
You reacted with a 👍 emoji
That single, detached thumbs-up is louder than any breakdown. It tells him everything he needs to know: you're sitting alone in a dark apartment, surrounded by a date night meant for two, while Jungwon is across town playing protector to a girl who is secretly smiling at her own victory.
Ni-ki unlocks his car, the engine roaring to life in the quiet night. He pulls out of the driveway, hitting the steering wheel in frustration. Jungwon is his friend, but right now, Ni-ki can barely stand the thought of him.
He sends one last text before driving off.
Ni-ki: Don't clean up the table. Don't touch anything. I'm coming over.
You stare at the screen for a long second, his words sinking in, before finally locking your phone and tossing it onto the bed. You intentionally avoid clicking on Instagram. You already know what would be waiting there—a candid photo of them, a captioned "emergency," or a subtle, smug tag from Hana designed to mark her territory. You're done torturing yourself.
True to his word, exactly thirty minutes later, a soft but firm knock echoes through the quiet apartment.
When you pull the door open, Ni-ki is standing under the hallway light, looking slightly breathless. In one hand, he’s holding a fresh bouquet of flowers, and in the other, a bag with your favorite chocolates.
"You drove all the way here? That's an hour drive," you say, your voice cracking slightly from the shock—and the sudden, overwhelming warmth of someone actually showing up for you.
Ni-ki shrugs, a gentle but fierce look in his eyes. "Well, I got here in thirty, so I guess you can see where my priorities lie."
He steps inside, handing you the flowers and the bag before bending down to unlace his sneakers. The contrast hits you like a physical blow: Jungwon couldn't be bothered to cross town for your anniversary, but Ni-ki just flew down the highway in record time just to make sure you weren't alone.
He walks into the dining room, his eyes scanning the beautifully set, untouched table and the candles that had finally burned themselves out. Instead of pointing out the obvious sadness of the room, he takes a seat, grabbing the silverware Jungwon was supposed to be using.
"Now," he says, looking up at you with a soft smile, "we wouldn't want this to go to waste, hm?"
Without waiting, he takes a generous bite of the cold curry you had spent hours preparing.
"Mmm!" His eyes instantly light up, wide with genuine delight. "As always, chef Y/N making the best meals."
His dramatic enthusiasm breaks through the heavy silence of the apartment, forcing a real, breathless laugh from your chest. For the first time all night, the crushing weight in your chest lightens just a bit. Ni-ki really was the best friend you could have ever asked for. While one person was busy taking you for granted, another didn't hesitate to show you exactly what you were worth.
Ni-ki casually wipes his mouth with a napkin, sets his phone on the table, and slides it toward you with a sly smirk. On the screen is his Instagram story: a picture of the beautifully set table, the delicious curry, and a corner of your sleeve in the frame.
The caption reads: Perks of being the favorite. Best cook in the world.
"Let's see how long it takes for his one remaining brain cell to connect the dots," Ni-ki mutters, taking another bite.
It doesn't take long. Across town, sitting on the couch in Hana's living room while she complains about something he isn't even listening to anymore, Jungwon opens Instagram. When Ni-ki's story pops up, his chest instantly tightens with a sharp, ugly jolt of jealousy.
He recognizes that table. He recognizes that curry.
A hot wave of confusion and anger washes over him. What is Ni-ki doing at your apartment? Why are the two of you eating a romantic dinner together late at night?
Ignoring Hana completely, Jungwon switches over to your direct messages, his thumbs flying across the screen with an uncharacteristic sharpness.
Jungwon: why is ni-ki there?
You read the message, staring at the screen with a completely blank expression. The audacity of his jealousy after completely abandoning you doesn't even make you angry anymore—it just makes you cold.
Your fingers tap out a brief, detached response. You don't mention the anniversary. You don't tell him the food was meant for him, or how long you spent setting the table. He doesn't deserve the satisfaction of knowing he hurt you, nor does he deserve the explanation.
You: he was helping me finish the food I made
You send it and immediately put the phone face down on the table, completely cutting off the conversation before he can even reply.
Across the table, Ni-ki watches you, noticing the sudden shift in your demeanor. He doesn't say anything, but he slides the plate of chocolates closer to you, offering a quiet, supportive nod.
Meanwhile, miles away, Jungwon stares at his screen. The utter lack of warmth in your text hits him like a physical blow. You didn't argue, you didn't ask when he was coming home, and you didn't even sound upset, you just sounded completely indifferent. And for the first time, a sickening knot of unease begins to form in his stomach.
Jungwon stared at your dry text, a toxic mix of jealousy and panic twisting in his gut. You didn’t ask him to come home. You didn’t care that he was at Hana’s. He abruptly stood up, ignoring Hana’s protests as she suddenly claimed her anxiety was returning. For the first time, he tuned her out, grabbed his jacket, and stormed out.
The drive to your apartment was a blur of speeding tickets and white-knuckled grip on the steering wheel. When he finally arrived, he didn't even knock, he used his spare key, throwing the door open.
The sight inside made his blood boil. Ni-ki was sitting on your couch, wearing one of his old hoodies, laughing at something on your phone. You looked relaxed, a look he hadn't seen on your face in months.
"What the hell is this?" Jungwon's voice boomed, his eyes darting between you and his best friend.
Ni-ki didn't even flinch. He stood up slowly, stepping in front of you. "It's called showing up. You should try it sometime."
"Get out of my girlfriend's apartment, Ni-ki," Jungwon snarled, stepping up until they were chest-to-chest.
"Your girlfriend?" Ni-ki let out a mocking, angry laugh. "You don't get to call her that. Not after tonight. Do you even know what today is, you idiot? It's your anniversary. She sat here for hours waiting for you while you played house with Hana."
Jungwon froze for a fraction of a second, the realization hitting him like a punch to the jaw. He had forgotten. But his pride and jealousy overrode the guilt. "That’s none of your business! Hana needed me—"
"Hana is playing you!" Ni-ki shouted, shoving Jungwon back. "Everyone sees it but you! She doesn't want you as a friend, Jungwon, she wants to ruin your relationship because she's in love with you. And you're too damn blind and oblivious to see how much you're taking Y/N for granted!"
Blinded by pure rage and the stinging truth, Jungwon pulled his fist back, throwing a punch that caught Ni-ki across the jaw.
Ni-ki stumbled back against the kitchen counter. Before Jungwon could lunge again, you threw yourself in front of Ni-ki, your hands firmly pressing against Jungwon’s chest, pushing him back with a strength born of pure exhaustion.
"Stop it! Touch him again and I’m calling the police!" you screamed, your voice echoing off the walls.
Jungwon panted, his eyes wide as he looked down at you. "Y/N... I'm sorry, I just... he was here, and I lost it—"
"He was here because you weren't," you said, your voice dropping to a terrifyingly calm, dead whisper. Tears finally spilled over your cheeks, but your gaze was ice. "I am so tired, Jungwon. I am tired of competing with a girl who manipulates you, and I am tired of a boyfriend who is too stupid to see it. We're done. Get out."
"Y/N, please, let's talk—"
"I said get out!"
Seeing the finality in your eyes, and looking at Ni-ki wiping a bead of blood from his lip, Jungwon realized he had lost completely. He stumbled backward out of the apartment, the door slamming shut in his face.
Two days later, Jungwon was a wreck. He was sitting at a café with Hana, trying to process the breakup, when he noticed her phone lying face-up on the table. A text preview popped up from one of her friends: 'Did it work? Did he finally leave Y/N for you?'
The world seemed to stop spinning. Jungwon snatched her phone, ignoring her gasps as he scrolled through her texts. There it was—months of calculated texts detailing how she purposely threw fake panic attacks, planned fake emergencies, and explicitly stated her goal to make you dump him so she could have him.
The veil of his obliviousness shattered in an instant. He looked at Hana, disgust twisting his features. "You ruined my life," he whispered, his voice trembling with a terrifying rage. He stood up, knocking his chair over, and blocked her number right in front of her. "Never look at me, speak to me, or come near me again."
The rain was pouring heavily when a frantic, desperate knocking sounded at your door. You opened it, expecting Ni-ki or a delivery, but instead, you found Jungwon.
He was soaked to the bone, shivering, his hair plastered to his forehead. The moment the door opened, his knees buckled. He dropped straight to the floor, his hands gripping the hem of your sweatpants as sob after sob racked his body.
"Y/N... I’m so sorry, I’m so stupid," he choked out, his voice completely broken. He wouldn't even look you in the eye, too ashamed of what he’d done. "You were right. Everyone was right. She used me to tear us apart and I let her. I blocked her, I threw her out of my life, I swear she’s nothing to me."
He lifted his tear-streaked face, his hands trembling as he begged. "Please, Y/N. Just give me one more chance to fix this. I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you. Please don't leave me."
You look down at him, your expression entirely numb. Seeing Jungwon like this, soaked, sobbing, and completely broken at your feet, used to be something you thought would bring you closure. Instead, it just feels incredibly empty.
Slowly, you reach down and gently but firmly pull your sweatpants out of his trembling grip. You step back, forcing him to look up at you from the floor.
"Get up, Jungwon," you say, your voice flat and devoid of the warmth he used to rely on.
He pushes himself up onto his shins, looking at you with desperate, pleading eyes. "Y/N, please... I know I messed up, but now I see it. I see what she was doing. It’s over between me and her. It's just you. It's always been you."
"That's the problem," you reply, letting out a soft, bitter breath. "It wasn't always me. You only see the truth now because you read her texts. You didn't believe me when I told you. You didn't believe Ni-ki. You didn't care about my tears, or the dates you missed, or our anniversary. You only care now because your pride got hurt by her manipulation."
"No, that's not true!" he cries out, reaching for your hand, but you step further back into the apartment, out of his reach. "I love you. I was just stupid, I swear—"
"You were oblivious, Jungwon. But being oblivious doesn't excuse how badly you treated me," you say, your voice cracking slightly, though you refuse to let yourself cry in front of him again. "You left me alone on our anniversary to play savior to her. I spent months feeling second best, wondering what was wrong with me."
"Nothing is wrong with you! You're perfect, I'm the one who—"
"I know nothing is wrong with me," you interrupt firmly, looking him dead in the eye. "It took you leaving me alone in the dark to finally realize that. I don't hate you, Jungwon. But I'm not going to let you back into my life just because you finally woke up."
You take a step toward the door, holding it open as the cool, rainy air sweeps into the hallway.
"Go home, get dry, and figure your life out," you say quietly. "But do it without me. We're done."
Before he can utter another desperate plea, you gently close the door on him, turning the lock with a final, definitive click. You lean your back against the wood, closing your eyes, and take a deep, clear breath. For the first time in a very long time, you feel completely free.
The End
This was lowkey rushed so please ignore that, I got this idea from a TikTok I saw and I wanted to make a fic out of it!
who... constantly brings you up in any interview, referring to you as 'his girl' but mostly 'my lady'. but he also says 'the mother of my kids'. which is true, but you know better, you know he says that just to make sure everyone knows who you are to him.
who... always visits you and your two little boys. with bug expensive toys for them, and for you? a generous amount of money and a weekly fuck session.
who... fucks you as if you both were still together. might as well be. from breathy 'i love yous' to 'my good girl', regardless of what it is, his touch is as rough and loving as it has always been.
who... almost tried baby trapping you, staying inside of you a little longer than usual before he backed up and pulled out. he knows better than to do that. but he also knows you'll eventually get pregnant with another baby from him. its just a matter of time.
who... takes you and your two little boys to all of his parties. but mostly you. his hand firmly wrapped around your hip as your arms stay wrapped around his neck. and yes he kisses your lips a few times, (more when you both wander to the restroom) but its not like you're both together again!
who... has ordered your boys to always protect you from any man that ever approaches you when he isnt there. it happened once; at the grocery store, a man saw you struggling to get the food on the top shelf, and he generously helped you! but to your sons? they started practically barking at him (incoherent little shouts of you being married). they only stopped when you threatened to take their ipad away.
who... always makes excuses to stay at his—your house whenever he drops the boys off. and when you're done tucking them in, he sneaks into your bed. and you dont even complain, he did buy everything from the house anyway. and you miss him, but you wont tell him that, yet.
who... insisted on enrolling the boys in a school that had tennis as a sport. he isnt too pushy about it, but he definitely wants his sons to learn tennis from a young age.
who... tells you how much he missed you whenever you're both alone in bed. your head on his chest, his hand on the back of your head and the other one rubbing your bare back. "when are you coming back, hm?" or "just get back with me," and while his tone is teasing and annoyingly confident, you know him well enough to recognize the hint of desperation in his voice. know him well enough to know how much he really needs you back in his life.
