(1/2) hello!! i dont know if you remember me but i once sent a super long ask about doubting myself going into medschool with the BMAT and all that and a plan B :"))) anyyywayyyyy,,, what happened was that it didnt work out at all hahas. I didnt bother applying to med and i couldnt make it to a normal uni course. But then, this year, i just started going to a medschool in the philippines! as of now i've finished with the first week and i honestly am feeling so unworthy right now because i find
(2/2) myself to be too slow, or that my classmates generally seem to know what's going on while Im stumbling. I mean i guess we literally started so we have to start adjusting but, i feel like there's a huge gap between us :') i cant remember anything and generally understand advanced readings before the lecture and the lectures are really fast. not to mention i'm going to be living alone now so its gonna be tougher to eat and clean and wash with studying. my excitement is now unworthiness tbh
Hey, of course we remember you!First of all, congratulations on getting into med school! You should be really proud of yourself because this already is a huge achievement.
Secondly, please try not to compare yourself to others. Each student has their own study methods and pace at which they get familiar with the new material. Trust us, even if it doesn’t seem like it, at the beginning most people will struggle with adjusting to the new environment and study material. Don’t get discouraged that easily and don’t hesitate to reach out for help if you feel like you might need it. Talk to some of your classmates or the lecturer if there’s something that you don’t fully understand. If there are some basics that you don’t fully remember, try watching videos on Khan Academy or YouTube- there are plenty of great resources there! Maybe even suggest a group study session with friends so you can all help each other?
And lastly, living alone and/or far from home is usually tough for most young people at the beginning. But once you get into a routine, it will get easier week after week. One of the things that could help would be to have a calendar/journal where you’ll schedule time for grocery shopping, cooking and cleaning, alongside lectures and study sessions.
Try to be positive, talk to a friend about your doubts and feelings and don’t get discouraged!
Good luck and positive vibes sent your way!~O&Z