18+ toji picks you up late at night after a bad shift. ex bf boxer toji x fem!nurse reader pt.3.
(cw: comfort, 18+ oral f!recieving, car sex i guess.)
toji had texted you that morning, something short and easy.
"pick you up tonight. burger."
by the time he pulled into the hospital lot, it was late enough that everything felt hollowed out. the lights were still on, but quiet in that strange way that made the place feel too big. he expected you to be leaning somewhere, maybe tired, maybe scrolling on your phone.
not standing off to the side, shoulders curled in, hands pressed to your face, sobbing. his grip tightened on the wheel for a second before he shoved the door open, stepping out quick, boots hitting the pavement heavy.
"âŠwhat the hell," he muttered under his breath.
he didnt waste time, walking straight over, broad frame cutting through the empty lot, eyes already locked on you.
"oi!," he called out, voice low but sharper than usual. "whats goin' on?"
you looked up and it all fell apart. your face crumpled, breath catching, words stumbling over each other. "Im sorry, I didnt mean to-" your voice broke, hands dropping. "I justâŠI thought I was fine and then-"
he closed the distance in two steps.
one big hand came up to the back of your head, fingers sliding into your hair as he pulled you into his chest like it was instinct. his other arm wrapped around you just as fast, firm and solid, holding you there like he wasnt letting you tip over any further.
"ey...easy," he muttered, voice dropping, rough but softer now. "what you apologizin' for, huh?"
you clutched at his shirt, bunching the fabric, pressing your face into him as your shoulders shook. "I ruined it.." you whispered. "you came to pick me up and Im like this.."
he let out a low breath, almost scoffing, but his grip only tightened.
"its a burger. dont matter."
his hand spread across your back, thumb moving slow while the other stayed cradled at your head, holding you close.
"bad shift?" he added, quieter.
you nodded against him, voice muffled. "I couldnt keep up...everything kept going wrong and I just-" your breath hitched.
he went still for a second, jaw shifting, he didnt like that.
"hey⊠nah," he muttered, softer now, almost under his breath. "cmere⊠aint all on you, baby. place like thats a mess."
he pulled back just enough to look at you, one hand still at your neck, thumb brushing under your eye, rough but careful as he wiped away the tears.
"look at me." he said low.
his expression had softened.
"you did what you could," he said. "thats it. dont go tearin yourself up over it."
your lip trembled slightly, and he huffed quietly.
"come on," he added, softer. "lets get you in the car."
you nodded, wiping your face. he opened the passenger door, one hand hovering at your back as you got in. then instead of walking around, he leaned in after you, ducking into the seat and pulling the door mostly shut behind him.
the space got tight instantly, but he didnt care.
"move over," he muttered, already reaching for you.
you barely had time to react before he was pulling you across the console, guiding you into his lap like it made perfect sense. one arm wrapped around your back, the other came up to cradle your head again, pressing you into him.
you settled against him, knees tucked awkwardly, hands finding his shirt again.
"m sorryâŠ" you murmured, voice small. "I didnt mean to make you come out like thisâŠ"
"quit that." he said. his arm tightened around you, pulling you closer. "aint nothin to it. I came for you, yeah?"
you nodded faintly against him.
he exhaled, slower, his hand sliding up into your hair again, fingers moving through it in that absent, steady way.
"s'alright," he muttered, almost like he was talking you down. "just got overwhelmedâŠthats it. happens."
your breathing was still uneven, but it started to settle the longer you stayed pressed into him. he adjusted you a little, one hand firm at your side, the other cupping the back of your head, thumb brushing slow against your scalp.
"there ya go." he murmured. "just breathe, baby. I got you."
you let out a shaky breath, fingers loosening in his shirt, and his grip didnt loosen. If anything, he pulled you closer, chin resting lightly against the top of your head, keeping you tucked in.
after a second, he dipped his head, pressing a rough, brief kiss into your hair.
"we can still get that burger," he said low. "or dont. dont matter."
you shook your head faintly against him. "can weâŠjust stay like this for a bit?"
"yeah." he said, simple. his hand pressed a little firmer at the back of your head. "stay right here, baby."
and he held you there in that cramped front seat, big hands steady and sure, voice low every now and then when you needed it, like he was keeping you together piece by piece without making a big deal out of it.
he stayed holding you until the shaking stopped.
he didnt rush you, just kept you tucked into him, big hand steady at the back of your head, thumb moving slow like he was keeping you together without saying much. when you finally lifted your face, eyes still a little glassy, he looked you over real quick, like he was checking for anything still wrong.
"...you done cryinâ on me?" he muttered, thumb brushing under your eye again. "cmon, lets eat."
You blinked. "right now?"
he gave you a look, already shifting back into the drivers seat. "yeah, right now. been thinkin bout that burger all day, dont ruin it for me.'
you let out a small breath, something lighter this time, and settled into your seat.
he didnt talk much, just one hand on the wheel, the other reaching over every now and then to tap your knee, like he needed to make sure you were still there. when he pulled up, he grabbed the food quick and came right back, handing yours over without ceremony.
"eat," he said, already unwrapping his own.
you sat there in the quiet, both of you leaning back in your seats, the car filled with the soft rustle of wrappers and the faint hum of the engine. It wasnt anything special, just cheap food and a late night.
he glanced at you while you were eating, watching the way youd settled, the tension gone from your shoulders.
"better?" he asked. you nodded, taking another bite.
he huffed, and nudged your leg with his knee. "good. hate seein my girl like that."
you looked down a little, quieter now. "I didnt mean to be like that."
he clicked his tongue, leaning back, arm stretching across the back of your seat. "you call me whenever." he said, simple. "dont care what it is."
you finished eating, setting the wrapper down, hands resting in your lap for a second before you glanced at him. he was already looking at you, lazy, knowing, like he had been waiting.
"..what." you murmured.
he smirked, just a little.
"cmere," he said, reaching over, hand hooking lightly at your jaw, pulling you closer across the console. you barely had time to react before he leaned in, kissing you like hed been thinking about it all night. his hand steady at your face while the other slid to your waist to keep you there.
you melted into it without thinking, and when he pulled back, it was only a little, his thumb brushing slow over your cheek, eyes still on you.
"..miss you." he muttered, quieter now, your chest tightened, but softer this time.
he gave your cheek a small squeeze, that crooked grin coming back just a bit. "and you still cryin in parking lots without me huh⊠gotta fix that".
he leaned back in, kissing you once more, all spit and desire. he savoured it, lips moving against your own.
his mouth moved, trailing down your neck in hot, slow kisses, his lips moving against your skin. you gasped, pulling him closer by the shoulders.
"gotta fix that," he repeated, his voice low and rough. his gaze slid from your face, down your body, to the space between your thighs. his intent was clear.
with a grunt, he pushed himself back from you, one hand releasing your waist, the other reaching for the lever on the side of your passenger seat. toji yanked it, and the seat groaned backwards tilting you into a more reclined position.
the sudden shift made your breath catch. before you could even process it, his large frame was shifting, ducking down, his head disappearing below the dashboard.
"toji-" you started, but the word choked off as his hands settled on your knees. his touch was firm and he pushed your legs apart, the movement slow. the fabric of your bottoms strained, and he looked up at you from between your thighs, his eyes dark, that grin gone, replaced by a focus so intense.
"these are in the way." he muttered, his fingers finding the waistband of your bottoms.
he remembered how you liked it, how he used to do this. he tugged the trousers down your hips, past your thighs, helping you shuffle them off until they were pooled around your ankles on the floor of the car.
the cool night air from the windowthat was half open brushed against your skin, making you shiver. but his hands were warm, rough as they slid back up, over the bare skin of your thighs, pushing your legs wider.
his thumbs hooked into the sides of your underwear. he didnt hesitate, he pulled them down, leaving you completely exposed to him in the dim light from the parking lot lamp post. you were spread open before him, pretty pussy on display. you could feel your own wetness, a slick heat that had been building since his kiss.
"..there she is." he said, voice low. "missed her."
he looked at you for a long moment, his eyes drinking in the sight, and hen he leaned in.
he used the calloused pad of his thumb, brushing up through your folds, finding your clit with an accuracy that made you jerk. a low, choked sound escaped your lips.
he pressed there, just enough to make you ache, then circled slowly. "still so soft here." he murmured, his voice barely audible. "still gets so wet for me."
then he lowered his head.
the first contact of his lips against your inner thigh was as soft kiss, then he moved higher, his mouth hot and open, and he licked a slow, wet stripe from the bottom of your slit all the way up to your clit.
your hips bucked instinctively, but his hands on your thighs held you down, pinned you open for him.
he didnt tease for long. his mouth covering you completely, his tongue was broad, insistent. he licked into you, deep and slow, then fast and shallow, learning the rhythm of your body again as if hed never gone. you could feel the texture of his tongue, the wet heat of his mouth, the slight scrape of his teeth as he sucked and licked.
one of his hands left your thigh. you felt his fingers slide down through the slickness he was creating.
they probed at your entrance. u were so open, so ready. he pushed one finger inside, just to the first knuckle, and you cried out, a sharp gasp that filled the car.
he added another, sliding them both in deep, filling you. they curled upward, and when they found that perfect spot inside you, he pressed.
your back arched off the seat, your hands fumbling for something to grip, finding only the smooth leather of the headrest. "toji, fuck-" you moaned, the words dissolving into a panting breath.
he hummed against you, the vibration sending another devastating wave of pleasure through your nerves. his fingers moved slowly in and out, matching the pace of his tongue.
the car seat creaked with your movements.
the pleasure built. It was harsh, yet so gentle. you felt your muscles tightening, your thighs trembling against his shoulders. the coil in your belly wound tighter until it was too much.
"Im-im gonna-" you managed to gasp, your voice broken.
his fingers pushed deeper, his tongue flicked rapid, hard circles over your clit, and his mouth sealed around you, sucking hard. the orgasm broke over you like a wave crashing. your vision blurred, your toes curled, and you rode the sensation as his mouth and fingers worked uou through it.
he pulled back slowly, his fingers sliding out of you.
toji lifted his head, his chin and mouth glistening with your wetness. he looked up at you, your body limp and spent in the seat, your chest heaving.
he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, then leaned forward, bracing himself on the seat between your legs, bringing his face close to yours again.
his breath was hot, smelled of you. "fixed the cryin" he said, his voice gravelly. "now lets fix the rest."
Today marks 1 year since I lost you. It still doesnât feel real that youâre gone. Even though I only had you for a year and a half I hope you know how much I loved you. Iâm struggling to write this I wonât lie and it feels performative as fuck but I just want people to know you existed. I miss you Pippa.
Sorry for the short post but I feel I needed to make a tribute for my bitty girl. I hope you understand. My first major milestone on this blog involved drawing Pippa with Alucard holding a thanks for 100 followers banner, so I felt it fitting to continue drawing them together. I decided to add her new siblings Sabrina and Dino so itâs more like a family photo. Photos will be posted below.
