#pisshead year

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I don't want to start packing. I don't want to leave this place. Or these people. I love it and them too much. I know I'll be back, but I don't want to have to go through the time that it'll take before I can come back. 

I don't want to go home. I guess I am my father's daughter. I just hope I grow out of that before it starts to matter. 

I don't want to go back to work and have to deal with certain people that I'm not that interested in. I don't want to have hope that something could still work out even though I'll be in Willis.

I don't want to take a break. I don't want to lose my momentum. 

Why did I do this to myself? And why does all of this have to happen at the same time?

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Oh, dilemmas

I would get to know the best work crew when I'm on my shortest break. And one would get interested in me when I only have like, 2 weeks left before I go back. And one week doesn't even count cuz I'll be in Dallas.

Also, I should totally be asleep right now, since I have to be up around 8 to go to Corsicana. So excited. 

I just don't understand why I get attention at the least convenient times or from the least convenient people. Ugh.

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So is reading backwards from the end of the book to the beginning of the chapters a successful way to study for poli sci?

I feel that it would be since I AlREADY READ THESE FUCKING CHAPTERS 

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Why is it during finals that I realize, "Holy shit, I should really watch this movie and that movie and this whole season?"

Like:

The Virgin Suicides

American Psycho

Girl, Interrupted

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Workaholics

Maybe even Supernatural??? (I really need to catch up...)

Any other suggestions? 

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Fuck fuck fuck

That was the most stressful episode of AHS ever.

Shoutout to Casey for being the awesomest friend ever!!

And as for the quote of the night:

"...but I'm supposed to wait for the prickiest prick that ever did prick..." - Sierra

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And as the SPN liveblogging begins...

...so does my studying. Good idea, no?

Fuck Shark Week, ugh.

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Fuuuuuck

I'm cold and I'm tired and I don't wanna do this Army paper because it's stupid and I just hate military shit I don't know why I'm thinking of joining, even if it just the Reserves because ugh, I can't even pass a PT test and I'll hate my life when I'm doing military shit but I need the money for school whyyyyyy do I do this to myself???

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WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL IN THE DORM. I JUST WANNA DRESS UP AND GET TANKED. FUCK.