so, been really busy with work, RL and a short trip (not quite a holiday one) - and in the midst of that I know I probably missed the lake of dismay and despair that was the reaction to the US election result on tumblr.
It’s probably a good thing because I find the news (and my facebook feed) depressing enough, but believe me I was shocked and upset about it for a long, long while.
Because I’m going to try not to wallow in it further, I probably won’t be making anymore reblogs about it. The rest of my posts after this will probably follow regular programming. But of course I’ll still reblog new developments which I think require action or attention, and I do still want to make this particular post right now, where I wish to get this off my chest and declare:
Some (or many) Christian teachings advise that you set aside your first fruits as offering to God. In my home, I was taught that this should be your first paycheck, and you could set it aside for God / God’s work based on how convicted you were about it. Offerings and tithes are also meant to be given to the church in order to further the good work it does i.e. support the service and help to the people that the church will render in God’s name.
Here’s the problem. I have yet to find a new church here that doesn’t possess discriminatory or problematic attitudes toward minority groups. Many of them have members and leaders who are all too similar to white american fundamentalist churches, are in fact increasingly corporatist, self-absorbed, and entitled. In the wake of the things several conservative christians have been saying about Trump, or the excuses some of them have been making for him, or the literal SUPPORT they have given him - I feel like I can hardly ever trust any of the churches (where I come from, anyway) with my money, and I doubt I will find a church that I can trust or settle into anytime soon. Men are, of course, fallible. But the God I know is loving and merciful - and I do still have they money from my first paycheck that I’ve been setting aside.
And SO that money will now be going to 2 or 3 of the organizations on this list http://jezebel.com/a-list-of-pro-women-pro-immigrant-pro-earth-anti-big-1788752078 - where it WILL hopefully go toward helping the marginalized groups who really need it, perhaps now more than ever. In the coming couple of months I will be making my observations of the situation and selecting the organizations to donate to. It’s not much, but it’s what I feel convicted to do, and I’m sure it’ll be more in line with God’s love and acceptance than whatever bullshit a lot of churches (and of course this dangerous, demagogue-ish presidential elect) would currently do.
I’m making this declaration not to fish for praise, but for two reasons: 1) to hold myself accountable to this decision 2) to remind everyone that we can still help the situation in other ways.
Democracy doesn’t stop at the polls. And you know people, we might have lost this battle, but we haven’t lost the war, and this war is far from over. If they build walls, we will tear them down. Never give up and never lose hope, as shitty as this year has been so far. ONWARD <3