je pense à vous @pharawee - Tumblr Blog

Hey Jane, I haven't seen you on my feed in a while so I wanted to check in. Hope you're doing well 🧡

Hi Rae! That's so sweet of you to ask. 💜

I'm doing well, thank you so much. I'm just kind of in the middle of fandoms right now and still "recovering" from treating tumblr like a job for the past 2 years hhhh

Mostly I'm just writing fic, (re)watching a few shows and reading and gaming a lot. I'm still keeping an eye on what's going on in Thai BL land (mostly through reddit and ig) but negl nothing really catches my eye atm because I'm hungry for some proper old man yaoi.

I can't really see me leaving tumblr indefinitely so I'll probably come back sooner rather than later. It might not be exclusively as a Thai BL blog though (unless The Hell Guard comes out, in which case I'm going feral).

But anyway.

I hope you're doing well too and that early June is treating you kindly. 💜

#ask #about me

inevitable-destruction

"I was thinking he's very…intense."

#young sherlock

sound-and-vision-inspiration

Apo for GQ

#apo nattawin #people

snarkspawn

I cannot believe guy ritchie made me go back to my holmesian roots again but here I am in the year 2026 falling in love with these characters all over again sdhjks

#fanart #sheriarty #young sherlock #i'm going to be honest #this is my whole fandom identity right now #which is kind of funny because i was never into anything sherlock holmes before #looks like fictional crime drama oxford got to me again #but also hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is so gorgeous i'm so glad you finally posted it <3

Just wanted to say hello, I miss you on my dash. I hope you are doing well and are quite entertained with something whimsical.

Hi! 💜

That’s so, so kind of you to say, thank you very much! I am doing well, and I probably should have made another post about it so people won’t worry but the tumblr hiatus just... kind of happened tbh and for now I’m letting it run its course and enjoying more analogue~ fandom things.

I’m still here for when people want to talk etc so this blog isn’t abandoned but I’m not really checking my tags or dash atm. Once I figure what to do with it I’ll probably come back in some form. I might not be watching much BL right now but I can never stay away from queer fandom things for too long lmao

Anyway, I hope you’re doing well and that BL fandom is treating you kindly. I hear Wuju Bakery might finally be released from production hell? What a time to be alive! 👀

#ask #i'm so sorry for just vanishing #guess i needed that fandom break more than i realised #but i'm actually doing so so much better #i'm even writing fic!#i haven't written fic in years!#so yeah it's only a matter of time lmao

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Century of Love (2024)

#century of love

cinematicnomad

CINEMATICNOMAD'S BEST FILMS OF 2025 hamnet dir. chloé zhao

#hamnet #movies

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#bl industry #oh what a sad day to have refreshed my dashboard

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it’s interesting how upset some people have gotten over negative things like homophobia and fatphobia being present in my writing. unfortunately I’ve had a life where those have been huge, shaping factors, and I like to talk about it. I was deeply anorexic for a number of years, and have had friendships and familial relationships deteriorate because of my queerness. being able to say “hey, this exists and it really, really sucks, now watch the fatphobic person get punched by a dragon” is kinda just what works for me, personally. I have a lot of feelings with nowhere else to put them, so my writing is always going to cater to my own catharsis.

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I also want to push back against the idea that you can depict negative things like bigotry, so long as you also depict it being punished. there’s no Hays Code, and your story shouldn't have to be a children's fable with a moral lesson.

there's another book I've written that draws a lot from my own life (including verbatim conversations), and in it, not all the people with -isms get punished. some go on to live happy fulfilled lives, unaware of the damage they've sown, because that's often how it goes in real life. you're aware of the damage because you're inside the main character's head, and can you see how they've been affected, but that's it. no bigots getting punched by dragons this time. just one person learning how to live in a flawed society.

#on writing