#plain evil

[myloveoffandoms]

The greens legit killed all the rat catchers?!?!? (I know the time period) but damn they really wanna be heartless sons of bitches.

[elyslesnothing]

War: You aren't going to believe who's beautiful today!

Fury: Who?

War: Recite the first two words I've said.

Fury:

[stroebe2]

remember that "i'm speaking" gimmick she did every time someone brought up the palestinian genocide at her rallies

[tofuingho]

Why do people only say 'plain evil? Are there no other kinds of evil?

[jewelblue]

Always...duh? (Sorry for the always...lack of a better word)

[exrobot-do]

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I hate my real name but it's really plain: Amanda.

2. Why did I choose my character, and how do I choose to play him/her?

I love Kyungsoo so freaking much, sometimes I can't even put my love for him into words. I'm a person picky about characterization so after reading Anterograde Tomorrow I loved the plot but disagreed on the trivial details of his character. A lot of people make him too motherly or too much like a school girl. I have no right to complain about their portrayal because I hate my own Kyungsoo as well. I've been thinking about revamping him, turning him into an entire unfeeling robot. Not terminator like but just... cold, blunt, and just more robotic? I loved how he was when he started but my feelings have mixed with his and this is just not right. Anyways he was supposed to be more... manly in a way. LOL how does one define manly. He ought not to be so curious and take things as it comes but I found out that conversations die without questions so I started to violate my own guidelines. I'm going to fix him up again haha. But in general he's just polite, formal, and in the midst of regaining his lost humanity.

3. If my character was born in a different era, what would I change about him/her?

As in his original human format? Let's say back in the ancient days he would just be a merchant's boy who was more than happy to be helping around the household, fall in love with some girl and it would be an unrequited love where she gets married off to a wealthier household but then Kyungsoo would be married and be content with his own life and raise 3 children and die at an old age. So ... what was the question again? He would be a lot more 'real' in that sense. If he was a robot he would be a farm machine, I'm not even joking. But yeah in terms of personality he wouldn't change that much, not really.

4. Rper x Character; how would our relationship go?

I don't think it would go well. First of all I can't imagine myself with my characters at all but if it happened I would be like a noona type towards him. I think it would go pretty well. I would be pigging out on all his food and giving him feed back (i have a really picky tongue when it comes to food) and he would be experimenting for me... and then we would break up according to the theme song: Amber Kuo - 該忘了 (You need to watch the mv to understand).

5. Give one headcanon l have about my character(s).

There is a lot okay wow where should I begin? His human life or his robot life? Okay it's one aspect that carries to his android self.

He's an introvert. It's not like he doesn't want to know people, it's not that he's shy either but merely considerate about what's the best time to approach someone, what one can say without offending someone else. More than anything he likes to get to know a person first, prefers listening over anything else. There are times when he's in the middle of a crowd, almost part of it yet not, as he just stands and listens in on conversations. It's insight. Everyone has a different story, a different background, different tastes and personalities that makes each person an individual. He likes that more than talking with a person one-on-one. It gives him pressure to try to conjure up something to say. What to say next? What to ask to lengthen the conversation so he would get to know the individual behind that mask? Anxiety played into a lot of it, wishing to appear polite and not offensive. But now it has changed into the curiosity of trying to get to learn about humanity just a bit more.

6. Favourite thing about character.

This really shouldn't be a hard question. I dont even know why it is. But mostly because a lot of him overlaps with myself I suppose. I hate myself, to be honest, and that's why I don't really enjoy his character that much. There were nuances and differences and yet as time went on I missed my opportunity to develop him as a character and merged the two of us together. Someone get a knife, I'm going to save Kyungsoo by cutting him away. In the end, he's not that similar to me if I can remember my original purpose.

He has a heart. It's really funny because his heart is made of metal unlike mine that's actually beating and alive. He has a heart and hasn't given up on humanity yet. He tries to learn to love everyone, and at least he can accept everyone without judging them. Nothing like me. I hate people (I like individuals but I hate people as whole), I judge more than I should, and I can't love everyone I come across. So yeah, I really like his heart a lot. Can I have it?

7. What do you imagine when I think of my character?

Squishy! Nah I don't think of him that way. Just a kind neighbor type of boy who would go around and try to bring joy to every household and overwork himself in doing so.

8. If I changed your character's clothing options, what would I change and why?

I have nothing wrong with his clothing options. I really love hoodies and I want his yellow one omg. And I'm generally satisfied with what's he's dressed in (hey at least he owns a shirt) so I wouldn't change anything... I would fail lol.

9. If my character were to be given a haircut by me, what would I do?

Not do anything. Give him a hair massage and a bath but that's it. I wouldn't do anything because I like his current hair and refuse to use gel because I hate gel. Just let things be natural and fluffy so I can play with it okay? And I would protect his hair from my mom else he would go bald.

10. If my character were to die, how would I react?

Cry. And then rebuild him if I can. But he wouldn't be the same so I would just honor and bury him I guess. I've sent so many characters to the grave... I just would feel horrible and revisit him every so often and leave behind flowers. White roses, hydrangeas, sunflowers, anything he likes more. Perhaps a tsubaki if I can find one because his death would be a quiet one he did upon himself or for someone else I think. I believe his death would be his choice just like the first time.

11. What is character's biggest secret?

He doesn't have secrets in my mind at all. Mostly because I know a lot about him. But I guess it would be the fact that he has these hulk moments of blind rage? Really unstable and you don't know what will happen during those moments. 

12. What does RPer ship character with?

Okay gosh I kept avoiding these things just because I hate having people read and feeling like I'm interacting with them because I have alternative motives in mind? It's just awful because... yeah. Anyways, just to make things clear, I interact with people so that Kyungsoo can make friends. And for people I haven't greeted yet, he wants to be your friends as well but both of us are introverts so I just always go to the ask boxes and stare for a while, type in 'welcome' and then close the tab because a welcome without much content is not a welcome at all.

My otp is Kaisoo. I won't deny that. Mostly due to the tragic dynamics of the fandom fics and I love angst and tragedy type stories really bad. I'm not that into fluff. I  mean yes it makes me happy and smile when I see fluff but I'm bad at responding to it really. So yes I ship him with Jongin but not with the Kai here because of various reasons: 1) Kyungsoo doesn't go after people who are in a relationship. 2) He loves Luhan just as much as he loves Kai. But I love rare otps. Chansoo is my favorite, then Kyunmyeon (Kyungsoo/Joonmyeon that I deem the parent pairing), of course Laydo and Krisoo is two of my other favorite ones. As for the rest of EXO I have too many like Krisyeol, Kaiyeol, Kriskai, Krishan etc etc

And here comes the awkward part: I ship him with Kris and Yixing as well. There's no logical reason behind it really. But I think if he was more friendly with other people I would ship Kyungsoo with others as well. Kris mostly because he made Kyungsoo feel welcome with the random greeting posts about his lurking habits or random one liners in his ask. It developed his care and integration into the community really. Yixing was because he's one of the first to truly care about an android? He shocked Kyungsoo with his claims and he was nice enough to drop by every so now and then to check up on the android where in reality he should be taking care of himself. Oh and the whole roommate arrangement and countless of other things. But yeah rare pairings are hard to find.

13. Worse moment for character.

Easy. The moment he realized he was the one that has shoved the blade into his 'brother' and caused his death. The fear and understanding that seeps in during that moment is just too much for one person. The amount of guilt can never be washed away nor the stains of sin either. 

14. Best moment for character.

It's all in the past. Those days when he chose to live with his half-brother and just travel by themselves, live as if the world was their own to rule. Young, wild, and free. The days when he was truly himself.

15. What RPer secretly wants character to do.

Pick up the courage to go greet people. I keep saying this but it never happens o n o

16. How character reacts to magic anons.

He doesn't have magic anons, I will never allow him to have magic anons that I deem I'm not comfortable or it makes no sense. Mostly he would just be shocked and deal with it.

17. What RPer likes about character.

I answered this twice. I'm not doing it three times. I like his lips okay? Very kissable looking. His voice, the way he talks, the random smiles, the way he can switch from being serious to all smiley, the moments when you just wish to hug him, and his beat-boxing but I'm just talking about Do Kyungsoo now not my character.

18. What character prefers the most on Tumblr.

His ask box. The dashboard moves too fast and he likes conversations in his ask box a lot. 

19. Most likely scenario for character on Tumblr.

Scroll through his own tag and just stare O ___ O at it. He would be amused at the quality of cameras and the odd pairings in that 'kyungsoo' tag. And be totally freaked out at those sexual comments OTL

20. What does RPer dislike about character?

Anything that correlates with myself. He's awkwardness that shows and his introvert aspects of himself. How he likes to keep to himself and things like that.