Reader joining the military to find Simon, their father Part 4 Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
You cried for a while, even when you stopped crying you didn't know what to say to him. Simon kept switching from apologizing and telling you everything was okay, it didn't seem like either of you knew what to do. But it didn't sit right with you when he apologized, from what you know he tried his hardest for you and he was denied, there was nothing he could do, there were so many monsters in your past that needed to apologize, not him. The first thing you told him was “stop apologizing, you tried and that's more than most people did for me” Simon understood the sentiment.
It was late but Simon took you out for food, it was the best he could think of to ease the tension. You two were silent at first, you were waiting for him to talk and he was waiting for you to ask questions. After a while you couldn't help but start asking questions, so many questions, but Simon answered them. Your first questions were about your mother and how they met “she was sweet, pretty, nothing out of the ordinary for me, I don't keep partners. And after that night I never expected to hear from her again” you stopped him “so you just got with women all the time and never left your information in case something happened” Simon smiled internally, you were blunt just like him “no. honestly I never wanted kids, terrified me, so I made sure I wouldn't. With that out of the equation, leaving my name or number was a liability, a lot of people don't like me” you anger had settled at his answer, you even apologized quietly for accusing him.
He continued “I had no clue you existed till, she died and they contacted me” even if he hadn't loved her, it still hurt “I was scared, and absolutely not ready, but the only alternative was the foster system, and I thought about everything I had been through, I didn't want that for you. So even though I was terrified I agreed to take you in, but even though they asked me to, they then denied me” he paused, he seemed both confused and angry "apparently, when they learned I was in the military, in a very secret task force, they decided I was unfit. I tried everything, I offered to leave the task force, leave the military, but they didn't care. I asked over and over again for visits or some form of contact, and they refused, they said I could give a small box” you two were silent for a while before Simon continued "I wasn't sure if you would ever get it, or what to put in it, but I did my best and I hoped that one day you would get the box and find me”
Simon pulled out his wallet, showing you the one and only picture he had of you, you as a newborn smiling ever so slightly “always kept it on me, a reminder of what could be out there” he smiled when saying it. You smiled too, but that one question that you always wondered still wasn't answered “why didn't you give me some contact information, a number?” Simon pulled out a phone that was probably made before you were born. “I change my phone every 6 months, new number, new everything. And at that time I lived on whatever base we were at. But I did give you Price's personal number, I thought you used that?” you shook your head, you were brought onto the task force by luck “I’m sure anything that might have had value was stolen from the box, including a random number” that pissed Simon off, what kind of pricks were you forced to grow up around
“So, what about you know” you asked, Simon just shrugged. “I don't have much besides the 141, I don't do much else either. I read, do puzzles sometimes” you laughed, a real laugh, he couldn't help but smile at your happiness “gosh your old” Simon just gaped at you, which only made you laugh more. You started telling him about yourself “you were the reason I joined the military, I wanted to find you and learned I excel at this sort of thing. I want to be more than the military though, no offense” your grin made the last part seem untrue “but I don’t think I mind staying for a while” Simon was happy you were staying, it gave him more time to get to know you, he knows your good on the battlefield but he can't help but worry about you.
Part 5
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