#plushiebabbles

[coyotekid]

Another page from the journal

[coyotekid]

Buttercream in her pjs

I glued Velcro to a baby paci and stuck it to her mouth so she can be baby. Also she’s wearing my watch since she’s my new sleeping buddy and I have an alarm set but I don’t wanna sleep in it till I get an extender

[coyotekid]

Most recent journal page! I’m kind of obsessed with journaling right now. Prompt was “what would you need to go to kindergarten?”

[coyotekid]

My son has arrived. Everyone meet mochaccino

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Wolfies tag

[drowsy-sleepy-puppie]

Decided to try saving the stuff I was going to reblog as drafts, then tag them before posting them, but I think I might stick to reblogging straight to the blog, and going back at a later date and tagging ;-w-

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tumblr is speifically not letting me add a custom theme to this sideblog, thats really frustrating :(

[coyotekid]

So, just somethin funky. I’m fairly positive I have osdd but I’m not capable of seeking a diagnosis at the moment (tho I am about to start working with a behavioral health specialist whatever the heck that is) anywaysss

I do not understand where the line between child me and regressed me is. Do I even regress or am I just dissociating. Bc they feel very much the same, I just like to be called different names depending on how (or who?) I’m feeling. It really depends on age. But also it’s all very fuzzy. And I myself have very childish interests! I love dolls to the extreme and collect toys.

And if I am actually having a dissociative episode and not regressing, is it wrong for the alter (?) to be seeking out someone to care for them since they are a child? (Do I treat them like an actual child?) That scares me bc I had to stop myself (them?) from messaging an abusive ex bc said ex was also a “caregiver” (I use that term loosely, he was very nasty) and I (again, they??) wanted to have someone to look after them again. It’s all very weird and confusing. I’ve explored this before I think on other blogs (I’ve actually had separate blogs for various alters ((or what I believe are alters)) over the years, I don’t remember some)