Hi Tumblr! This will be my first post, and hopefully not the last. Let's start then!
Disclaimer: These are just my observations. If they don't resonate with you, simply read and move on.
Natives with a Yod aspect that places Mars at the apex can struggle with controlling their anger. Since Mars governs our energy, it’s important for them to find productive outlets—such as sports or other physical activities—to help manage these impulses. This same aspect may also indicate challenges in dealing with sexual energy.
Saturn-Moon hard aspects in a natal chart—particularly the square—can be quite challenging. Individuals with these placements often struggle with depression and frequently experience difficulties in their relationship with their mother. One of the hardest aspects to have.
Another challenging aspect is having hard Sun-Saturn aspects. Individuals with these placements may experience tension with father figures at home, authority figures or bosses at work, and, if they are female, with husbands or boyfriends in romantic relationships.It’s as though these individuals are constantly expected to be the “good girl,” always obedient. However, if they fail to meet those expectations, they often encounter the harshest or most brutal reactions. This aspect also brings late marriages, especially for women.
Individuals with Mercury at 29 degrees in Aries often struggle with controlling their anger and often swear frequently.
Individuals with Neptune in the 2nd house often have trouble keeping track of their belongings—keys, phones, wallets, and the like—and end up losing them.
Individuals with at least two Leo placements in the 10th house often take immense pride in their work, career, and social standing, sometimes coming across as overly egotistical.
When someone has both Virgo and Taurus stelliums in their chart, it often makes them overly strict, stubborn about their rules even though the rule doesn't mean a thing and very hard to please.
Individuals with a North Node conjunct Chiron are destined healers. But first, they must confront a profound wound connected to the sign and house where their Chiron is located.
Pluto conjunct Mercury in the 5th house can indicate that a person might have several romantic partners at once and is skilled at keeping it hidden. This, however, depends on the sign involved. For example Sagittarius is perfect for this. But maybe Taurus would not want to change their partner so they would be overly obsessive with one person.
People with Mars in 12th house, again this depends on the sign, but most probably having very hard time with showing their anger. They might get scared easily. This works very well for Scorpio or Taurus. But it would be a different story for Aries Mars.
for reasons i still don't understand but am always pleasantly surprised about, my last post on pluto did numbers here on tumblr.com. here i am about four years later with a LOT MORE SHIT TO SAY, so buckle up buttercups.
i have pluto conjunct my ascendant by less than a degree and my sun and moon opposite it. my last rant here was on the topic of the weird reputation pluto gets on this site for being a "sexy" planet, and i think in the last few years i've started to understand more about this notion. i want to go into my experience with pluto with you all to see if i can get to the bottom of where this stereotype comes from. heads up for certified Long Ass Post
CW: eating disorders, PTSD, alcoholism
SEMI-NECESSARY BACKSTORY:
early in life, i felt held back. i used to describe the feeling as being in a fishbowl-- able to see out, but utterly helpless to interact with or change any part of the world. things simply were what they were. for something theoretically completely self-inflicted, it was demeaning. feeling that powerless, less than human, breaks you a little. to try to illustrate what i mean, i remember feeling envious of book protagonists in horrible situations-- kidnapping, losing everyone they love, betrayal-- for the simple fact that they got to be human while they went through hell. people at rock bottom maintained a dignity i could not have.
anyone who knows what i'm talking about also knows you reach a breaking point eventually. mine was at 18. to fit a yearlong breakdown into about a sentence, i experienced a breakup that shook my perception of everything i thought i had known, dropped out of high school, stopped consuming just about everything outside booze, lost a dangerous amount of weight, and eventually landed my ass squarely in the psych hospital. ...it had been a long time coming.
when you reach rock bottom, and i mean the real rock bottom-- so deep you have to bring a fucking shovel-- you're left with two options. you can give up and die, or you can suck up whatever dregs of your pride are left and start climbing out of the hole you dug. i felt stupid every second i felt climbing, but you have to understand: it was literally the only option left. as stupid as i felt, though, over time things began to change. i made friends. i got my GED. i went to therapy and committed to it in a way i never had before. i started feeling almost proud of myself, which let me tell you, was an alien emotion. the wolves still liked to hang out at the edges of my brain, though; don't get me wrong. i spent a quite frankly terrifying amount of time around people because the second i wasn't, that feeling would set in. the fishbowl would be back and suddenly i was 8, or 10, or 14, and nothing had changed, and that was my punishment for something (i still don't really know what i did).
i'm 22 now, and four years have passed. i can safely say these days that even when i'm not Happy, i am Human. i've gotten to a place where i can handle the dark moments, and i have a genuine appreciation for myself and a sense of humanity i never had growing up-- which brings me to the actual point of the post.
ACTUAL POINT OF THE POST:
pluto, in my opinion, is about destruction. when i was thinking up this post, the words "destroying angel" popped into my head, and i think they describe pluto perfectly. the lore i dropped on y'all was meant to illustrate the themes this planet has followed since the beginning: powerlessness, little deaths, and building yourself up from the bottom.
pluto breaks you down. not in a sexy way. pluto breaks you down to the point you have nothing left to fall back on. i mean not to say that people without pluto strongly present in their charts do not experience this-- to some degree, this is a human experience-- but plutonians cannot escape it.
my first post was made in the car outside a pole lesson. instead of going in and facing my fears, dealing with the people who knew what they were doing better than me, i made a post about pluto. it felt relevant at the time and still does. i didn't want to face my fears. i couldn't. pluto ruins everything you think you are, or what you want to be, in favor of what you are becoming. it doesn't care what you think you are. it doesn't care who you wish you were. it only cares who you ARE, both in this moment and who you're meant to be.
like i said, this feeling is human, the same way that every sign's archetype is part of a human life. plutonians, though, experience this in everything they are. as a plutonian, you don't get to lie to yourself. you might tell people partial lies that make you feel comfortable, or tell yourself things that make you feel safe, but you'll never be able to stay there. that's not your lottery in this life.
i want to clarify something important: people with strong pluto placements/aspects and people with strong scorpio placements are not the same. the exact difference is difficult to describe, but in short: scorpions apply these themes in everything they are, and the need to reveal is not so involuntary. people with strong scorpio placements keep secrets because they can. people with strong pluto placements are incapable of keeping secrets. if you have pluto aspecting any of your personal placements, in some respect, you will not be able to keep secrets. there will always be a part of you that NEEDS to reveal the truth regardless of your own fears. both concern themselves with the hidden, but one is personal and in control, while the other is completely out of your hands. this is the nature of outer planets.
in sum, i mention the fishbowl because that is the truth of pluto before it reaches its peak. outer planets involving themselves in your own placements mean significant portions of life being out of your hands-- but they also mean power. when you learn to harness them, when you learn the lessons they teach, you will be stronger than the people around you. you will be stronger because you will have lived a life that DEMANDS that you find your own power instead of relying on what you've already gained to give you self-worth. people with strong outer planet placements (uranus, neptune, pluto) often live lives that are extremely difficult in the beginning in order to learn lessons many never do.
pluto adds to image, like all things do, but it doesn't care about your image. it doesn't care about making you attractive. it cares what you build your ashes into.
let yourself learn. don't define your life based on where you are right now. you're meant for more. if this resonates with you, and you don't think you have these placements, please take this advice regardless. natal charts determine life path to a point, but they are also infinitely complex, and themes can overlap. don't take a stranger's word over your own knowledge of yourself.
Bitch I have natal Pluto conjunct mercury like fr go try your games on someone else. Nothing escapes me, you are decoded before speaking to me, I can read between the lines, under the lines… and the whole hidden script. I can see everything through your eyes. I understand what you don’t even suspect yet. It’s like I have a super strong bullshit radar built in me 🤣
What does it mean by mercury conjunct pluto? Also do have a nice, lovely day!
Very deep conversations. The mercury person feels free to talk about stranger and more taboo topics with the pluto person. These might be the people that isolate themselves from the group when they are talking.
Hello! What is your thought of someone having jupter-pluto-mercury conjunction in 8th house(scorpion)? I've seen that it's a house of sudden disgrace and shameful events... I'm scared haha
Hello! Don’t worry about the ‘scariness’ surrounding the 8th house. The 8th house is about rebirth, so that’s why it can come to sudden and urgent changes, but that’s nothing fearful or bad after all, because it represent our way of regaining strength as well!
This individual is experiencing rebirths in grande amounts, they want to gather life experience and are deeply engaged by the dark nature and themes of life, not backing away when it comes to a challenge. With Pluto conjuncting mercury there is a natural talent for reading people’s mind and seeing through lies, being interested and investigated in rawness, honesty and depth always, you are a deep thinker and always find yourself analyzing the words and cases of other people; you keep thinking, constructing, destroying and reconstructing your mentality, perspectives and truths.
