finally caved and made a yume oc/self insert so i can touch netzach freaky style. probably wont be public about it in the future though because im very shy. say hi to Poinsettia. theyre a big fan of art/doing art, is practically netzachs dog and worships the dude (hes confused abt it but doesnt mind), hyperactive, passionate, kind of a beam of sunshine.
theyre also very extroverted and lovey dovey because back in LC they wielded twilight and i made a headcanon the fuck up where twilight users arent allowed to form deep bonds with anybody, because apoc bird formed from the birds extreme and obsessive desires to protect what they loved, so people who wear the shell of twilight are also overprotective/paranoid and out for blood whenever they sense the slightest danger all the time. so giving them someone or something they deeply want to protect is a recipe for disaster. now that they dont have to wield twilight anymore theyre free to love whoever they want and theyre getting drunk off the feeling.
netzach is going to be spoiled and pampered and he will never sleep on the floor without a pillow and blanket again. (poinsetti understands to not put him in a proper bed though because he once confessed sleeping in a bed makes him panic due to medical trauma reasons while he was blackout drunk and rambling)