me to the RMT yesterday: anyway I don't have periods anymore, which is great, yeah apparently this is a side effect/benefit in 20% of hormonal IUD users, it's why I've been on mirena for 12 years whether or not I've needed it, ifyouknowwhatImean. I still get PMS though? but I always forget about it until it's happening and then I'm all confused and miserable for a bit.
me, today: my thighs hurt & I'm hungry & food is unappealing & I've never had an idea in my life & I treat my writing like a party trick and don't value it and that's why it's so hard & probably this also reflects the way that I treat people and myself maybe & these new clothes look awful on me & my hair is bad & I officially left the outer limits of sort-of attractive behind a while ago though really I should be beyond caring about that & what's common here is that it's all my fault regardless & I am simply going to go to bed at 8:00 pm and read fanfiction that's better than anything I'll ever write so ANYWAY what on EARTH is the matter with me, who could possibly say? 🙃














