Look Down to the Infinite Depths
E, no archive warnings, clone OCs, trans OC, mtf, misgendering, internalized transphobia, QPR sex
AO3 link 🔒 https://archiveofourown.org/works/47857945
Out of curiosity one day, Gudgeon sucks in his belly as narrow as it’ll go, tucks his dick between his legs, cocks one hip to the side half-turned so it looks round and he can’t see the other, and squeezes his pecs between his arms so they almost look plump enough to pass as breasts. Not really, but it’s as close as he can get.
He’s the only one on this side of the fresher, and the pretty person reflected in the mirror makes Gudgeon’s heart race. He hears someone move toward him and drops the pose as if scalded, hurrying into his clothes and ducking out of the fresher as quickly as he can.
He’s still thinking about it as he lays down to sleep that night. He’s still thinking about it days, weeks, later, though he’s no closer to articulating his thoughts.
(Excerpt is not from near the beginning fwiw, Gudgeon has a long road to travel)
with PODFIC by the excellent and amazing @flowerparrish
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