the sun on my skin
I was raised to believe that the act of saying sorry is the act of giving a piece of yourself away; that I should seek glory not forgiveness. that I should use the food chain to bind hands and cover my eyes. soon you learn empathy is a tool not a state of understanding; nothing matters but the will of the group. all that matters are your guts, blood, and muscle the unholy triumvirate residing squarely on the crossroads of toxic masculinity, anti-intellectualism, and ethnocentrism; a third eye in the storm. you better be the right kind of brave, with the right kind of skin, an Adonis physique, and a mouth full of war. every battle must be won I must be the captive emotion on the run-- towards the sun; towards our sons-- run!

















