#pole progress

[nearlydark]

Aries full moon shenanigans 👹😈

[healinghealthy]

Got my results and my iron hasn’t budged and inch 😂 my b12 also went down so going to talk to my doctor about both of those. But good news my vitamin d did go up and that must be what’s influencing the change in my hair and my folate also went up 👍

I know all of these vitamin posts are annoying, I’m just trying to get better, I wish I could go to the gym and do fun stuff like that, like I used to. *sigh…

I’d did actually go to pole for the second week in a row and didn’t die. But I have no energy to do extra on top of that which I guess is explained by my results. 😐 I wish health was easier to fix. But here’s to hoping now that I know what is going down I can at least try and combat that.

The lights at pole this week where so pretty and apparently are going to becoming a permanent feature too 😊 I do love going back to this place. They know me, it feels like coming back to old friends, they help push me to keep going, and honestly it’s been helping my mental health a lot just being able to do a little more than I could before.

[nearlydark]

And we are upside down again 😈😈

[nearlydark]

Monday night lmfao 🥰

[nearlydark]

Put the lights up and decided to fuck around in my heels for the first time 🥰😈

[nearlydark]

Today I tried a handstand while holding onto the pole with one hand, and I was using the chair to pop up bc I don’t feel safe just going up from the ground yet, and I realized I just don’t have the strength for that yet and stopped. And it may seem dumb but I’m really proud of myself for recognizing my limits. There is always tomorrow 😚

[nearlydark]

Feeling safe enough to do basic moves 🥰

[nearlydark]

Playing around bc they haven’t uploaded the women’s vault finals yet