synopsis; after a huge party that you were convinced you'd be alright going to, you end up hiding in your slytherin boyfriends dorm from every little thing.
pairings; poly!moonwater x seer!reader
warnings; profanity, social anxiety troubles
a/n; i'm totally not basing this off of a recent experience (except i didnt have a remus or regulus to comfort me)
THE PARTY WAS LOUD, booming even.
Students from every house drinking and dancing from wall to wall.
Couples in bathrooms and lines outside the door.
It was the last Gryffindor hosted party until holiday break, lasting until early January.
James, Sirius, and Peter had planned their last big prank of the year, though Remus wasn't very involved.
He was specifically tasked by Regulus to keep a watchful eye over you.
You had convinced your boyfriends (and not exactly yourself) that you could go to this party and make it out alive.
But godric, were you wrong.
You felt suffocated, pushing through the piles and piles of people as you somehow made it out into the silent hallways.
Tonight in the castle was the infamous no patrol night, where Filch and other teachers on duty wouldn't patrol. Basically meaning there was no curfew.
It was actually meant for students who needed to pack last minute, but everyone knew that this was a better option.
Not many students lingered the halls, besides a few horny little fourth year boys trying to get to second-base with their girlfriends of one week.
You made your way down to the dungeons, somehow making it that far without collapsing into yourself.
Quietly, you whispered the password and generously allowed into the Slytherin common room by the giant snake-like accents slithering away to reveal the dimly lit space.
You made your way up to Regulus' room, which by your knowledge was to be completely empty.
Your suspicions were right, and that left you to collapse onto his bed and let your emotions get the better of you.
You thought you could handle it.
Hell- you even tried to stay with Remus, but the crowd separated the both of you whilst James pulled him aside.
You were trembling, and desperately wanting your boyfriends but not being able to immediately contact them.
Unexpectedly, you started feeling faint. Like your consciousness was being tugged right from your fingers.
It was like you were in a large, dark ocean with the moon just over head.
It was too far to see very clearly, though it's presence was still there.
Then, there was a star. A bright star. It was reaching for you, but the waves kept tugging you under as you felt like you were constantly drowning and being swept away.
You tried to reach for the star, but the tide crashed above you as your hand reached tirelessly towards the star.
And after one colossal wave, you had fully sunk.
The little stars glow dimming as you sunk under.
Before you jolted conscious once again, now feeling a cold hand pressed on your back.
You looked up to see your boyfriend, Regulus, a worried expression painted onto his face as you realized that you were practically laying on top of him.
"I-" You started, eager to explain yourself and why you didn't stay. As you expected some sort of lecture or "I told you so" from him.
"You don't have to say anything, amour. You're safe." He mused from below you, just as you realized how heavy your breathing as and damp your cheeks were.
"I know you were determined you could stay, but we're proud of you that you searched for solitude instead of making yourself more uncomfortable." A different voice spoke softly, that voice obviously belonging to Remus.
"I-I said I would s-stay though and I didn't..." You attempted to find some sort of blame to place on yourself, but clearly your boyfriends weren't taking it.
"Dove, it's completely alright." Remus caressed your cheek gingerly, as Regulus and his ice cold Antarctic hands against the lumber of your back.
"Please understand nobody is mad at you, it's alright, amour." Regulus cooed, his ring finger drawing imaginary lines down your forehead to the tip of your nose.
"O-Okay.." You murmured sleepily, the Sight making your brain go all fuzzy and lulling you to sleep.
"Bonne nuit, mon amour. Respire, nous sommes là..."
(goodnight, my love. just breathe, we're here…")
Regulus whispered, smiling gently at his boyfriend as you fell asleep.
You definitely were in good hands.
