I hate character ai addiction so much and I tried my best to shame myself into stopping it lmao
I'm a busy college student with a high GPA yet I find myself in cai often even though I KNOW it's stupid and I know how useless it is, the bots were never that good to begin with.
I started writing my first fanfic months ago and i wrote like 1500 words and got demotivated even though I picked a very special and rare ship in a new fandom, which I loved very much and fantasized about it.
I need to get this energy I put on cai somewhere else but idk why I'm such an idiot who comes back to it. I've made and deleted over 20 accounts this year.









