#polyopia rants

[caindykayne]

hey other ppl can u not tell ppl to geniunly kill themselves and they arent a part of your community and they deserve to die for using gen AI.

WHAT THE FUCK ?!!!!!

[caindykayne]

forever defending Arty, no matter what ppl say about him being a jerk, he literally has suffered sense a young child like christ, let him lash out in anger. He has expierenced all the horrors and has died and is still trying to survive, love you Arty keep being fiesty, keep pissing off the fandom. If ppl can forgive John they can forgive Arty too

#Arty Defender

#Arty Protecter

#My Arty

[caindykayne]

we didnt screenshot what that person we deleted off our ppst about kids who aged legally but never stopped being kids. So this is going off vague memory, we didn't want ppl to have to read that

but essentially they went to our post on our literal factual abuse and said they agreed at the start till seeing the tags permakid and went on to say shit like transage kids aren't oppressed.

BITCH WE DESCRIBED OUR LITERAL 25 YEARS OF ABUSE STRAIGHT FROM BEING BORN AND IT NEVER ENDING, THAT"S 7 YEARS AFTER LEGAL AGE THAT WE'VE BEEN STUCK LITERALLY WITH NO RIGHTS.

We have no fucking rights to escape, and not only that, the legal age means we CAN'T, there's no room for people who are still kids, still factually treated as kids, who nothing fucking changed. AND WE KNOW WE AREN'T AN ANOMALY THIS HAPPENS. THIS IS THE INTENT OF OUR ABUSERS ABUSE, THEY MADE SURE WE WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO LEAVE.

How do they not fucking get that our abuser's literally planned this. Like the same way cults can indoctrinate children and keep them in, so can adults do this to any child.

And dissing 🍓🌈 in general.

Fuck people, we're a fucking kid legal adult, our brain is less matured, we are literally stuck as a kid. And treated not just like a kid, but a fucking pet. A pet to be owned and neglected and abused and discarded.

We had this on our mind sense yesterday and had to post it.

[caindykayne]

ppl who treat all systems like their members are the same as external ppl r so frustrating

we saw whole post of ppl saying not to force headmates into dormancy saying its the same as death, and when somebody in the comments said for them it wasn't, they were told by another it's basically the same.

Ppl don't know how the brain works!!! literally an unknown place, why r ppl applying external body rules to every system. Some don't at all work like that.

[caindykayne]

we hate seeing ppl say "they can't be friends because they do these things" and they list stuff that's like things anybody can do that are seen as very close and decide that = romance, fuck you.

[caindykayne]

how can u be proship rq then say u cant like a media made by a problematic creator

like what

[caindykayne]

we fucking hate the schizophrenia "community", stop fucking assuming psychosis is horrible awful for everybody, stop making posts saying you're so sorry for every person in psychosis or with delusions, some of us *need* that insanity to survive! We are psychotic due to needing to survive our abusive life and to handle it. It has given us a self when before we had nothing, it has been the only thing keeping us here.

and ppl just wanna mark the whole thing as inherently bad, tragic, scary, awful, painful.

It can be! it is for a lot of people, but not for all!

we're sick of being treated like what we have is a terminal disease.

we had our psychiatrist tell our abuser in private that he was gonna try to treat our schizophrenia when we said our delusions are helpful! we never agreed to that, this mindset directly is involved with the medical system of abuse, fuck psychiatry.

[caindykayne]

whenever ppl are like, oh this famous actor/celebrity/content creator did this controversial thing. we're like.

In this world anybody who is famous and gets money off their work is basically guaranteed to have some flaw or shitty behavior, just like every other person except now they get fame and more likely to be seen doing stuff normal ppl do all the time.

This is why we don't trust anybody except a very very few people