"call me good," his breath shaky as he held your cheeks in his hands. "say you love me, that there's no one else as important as me in your life."
he kissed you out of nowhere really, like he was some desperate dog. "do you hate me?" he'd ask. it was as if he was a little kid, who needed constant reassurance.
"y-you feel so- good-" he'd always moan in your ear while you two made out. you thought he was a bit of a loser, but he wanted to prove you wrong by being on top.
"s-shit- i think i'm gonna c-cum first- don't be upset-"
you thought it was a bit annoying. how after he was at his high, he'd collapse on top of you, kissing and sucking your neck.
"n-never let me go... okay? i-.. i'll be really upset if you do."
cw: flufff!! ellie's an absolute cutie pie. cursing (obv), oral! (r receiving), tribbing (maybe?), nipple play, after caree!!, pet names: sweetheart, baby, princess, that's all i think!
wc: 511
a/n: (intentional lowercase!!!) first ever ficcc omg🥹 i have never ever in my life written a fanfic before so pleaseee don't judge and also feel free to point out some mistakes and stuff!! I take criticisms as i'm sure it'll help me a lot throughout my writing journey :))) can't promise I'll post consistently considering I'm insanely dumped with school works but I'll definitely find time to do so. anyways i hope u guys enjoy this one!! Feel free to hit me w some ideaaasss :3
after you had made it official with the biggest dork on campus—ellie—people would randomly come up to you in the hallways and tease you, not believing how sweet she actually is. after all of your previous relationships, ellie is the only one who genuinely cared for you. despite her shy and nerdy demeanor, she's really fun to hang out with. she'd continuously yap about space, the comic books she's read—savage starlight—and drop all of its lore to you. the whole fucking lore. although you hardly cared. she was too adorable. most of the time, you would find yourself just looking at her sparkling green eyes, topped by her matte, black glasses, her hand gestures, and the soft smile plastered on her lips while she speaks. she's even more beautiful up close. how could others not see that? whilst ellie can be a total cutie pie, you cant deny how fucking insane she can be in bed.
when eating you out, she'd flick her tongue out relentlessly on your leaking hole. firmly gripping on to your thighs, she already knows your next motive. "nuh-uh, sweetheart. keep them open for me." she shoots you a knowing glare before diving back into your drenched core, keeping eye contact all the while. her gaze roamed over your appearance, hair disheveled, eyes rolled back, and completely fucked out. "s-sorry, baby–fuck." you moaned as you clutched onto her dino-printed sheets. so fucking cute. after you'd climaxed for the 3rd time, she'd climb on top of you and slip her tongue down your throat, allowing you to taste yourself as she grinded her own throbbing cunt against yours. your soaking wet pussies rubbing, and creating the most delicious rhythm together. she absolutely loved your boobs. she adored how it just bounces up and down as she rolled her hips above you. she took your nipple in between her thumb and her index finger and pinched them, making you flinch at the feeling. her glasses were all fogged up and crooked, but she couldn't care less. she was too engrossed on drawing out more of those angelic sounds that slips past your lips as she pleases you. "doing s–so good f'me, princess... fuck–so hot." when you had both finally reached your peak, she'd lean down and gently clean up all your juices from between your thighs with her tongue.
she gives absolutely the best aftercare imaginable. the routine would start with cleaning you up with a wet towel, swiping it's soft material across your face, your breasts, your legs, your inner thighs—she had always taken care of you in the most tender and loving way. she loved hearing your soft, exhausted sighs of relief, as you watch her with a smile on your face all while savoring the chocolate she so graciously offered you. after ellie finishes cleaning you up, she would settle beside you, enveloping you in her arms as she wrapped them around your waist. her lips showering your neck with gentle kisses as she whispered heartfelt words of affection. "i'm going to marry you one day."
YAAALLLL OMG I HOPE THIS DIDN'T SUCK TOO HARD😣😣😣🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 i hope u guys enjoyed this one, i really enjoyed writing thisss!!
You’re My Equation for Happiness Pt1 – Yandere Nerd x Popular Reader
You’re the star of the school—the one everyone admires, envies, and wants to be. Perfect grades, perfect looks, perfect charm. But there’s one person who sees you as more than just perfect.
Elliot is the quiet, unassuming nerd who sits in the back of the class, solving equations faster than the teacher can write them. He’s invisible to most, but to you, he’s the boy who always seems to know the answers.
But Elliot doesn’t just know the answers to math problems. He knows the answers to you.
He knows your schedule down to the minute. He knows your favorite drink at the café. He knows the way you twirl your pen when you’re thinking. He knows the exact shade of lipstick you wear. He knows the names of your friends—and the ones who secretly hate you. He knows the way your voice sounds when you’re happy, sad, or angry. He knows the way your heart beats when you’re nervous.
And he knows he loves you.
Elliot’s love isn’t just admiration—it’s obsession. He’s memorized every detail about you, from the way you laugh to the way you cry. He’s hacked into your social media accounts to read your private messages. He’s followed you home to make sure you’re safe. He’s written pages and pages of equations that all end with one solution: you.
But Elliot’s obsession isn’t harmless. He’s sabotaged your friendships, spread rumors about your rivals, and even stolen your phone to delete messages he didn’t like. He’s convinced himself that you’re meant to be together—and he’ll do whatever it takes to make sure you see it too.
Even if it means breaking the rules. Even if it means breaking your heart. Even if it means breaking you.
Elliot wasn’t always like this. There was a time when he was just a boy with a crush, admiring you from afar. He would watch you laugh with your friends, his heart fluttering every time you smiled. He would daydream about what it would be like to talk to you, to make you laugh, to be the one you looked at with those sparkling eyes.
But admiration turned into curiosity, and curiosity turned into obsession. It started small—learning your name, your favorite subjects, your hobbies. But the more he learned, the more he wanted to know. He started following you on social media, liking your posts, and reading your comments. Then he started digging deeper, finding ways to access your private accounts, your messages, your photos.
He told himself it was harmless, that he just wanted to know you better. But the more he learned, the more he realized how perfect you were—and how imperfect everyone else was. He couldn’t understand why you spent time with people who didn’t appreciate you, who didn’t deserve you. He couldn’t stand the thought of you being hurt, being lied to, being betrayed.
So he decided to protect you.
It started with small things—deleting messages from people he didn’t like, spreading rumors about your rivals, sabotaging your friendships. He told himself it was for your own good, that he was helping you see who your real friends were. But the more he interfered, the more he realized how much control he had over your life. And the more control he had, the more he wanted.
He started following you home, watching you from the shadows to make sure you were safe. He started leaving little gifts for you—your favorite drink, a book you mentioned wanting to read, a necklace with your initials. He started writing you letters, pouring out his heart and soul, but never sending them. Instead, he kept them in a box under his bed, along with the pages and pages of equations he had written about you.
The equations were his way of making sense of his feelings, of understanding why he loved you so much. He would spend hours solving them, each one leading to the same conclusion: you. You were the answer to every question, the solution to every problem, the key to his happiness.
But love isn’t a math problem, and obsession isn’t love.
One day, you find one of his letters. It’s tucked into your locker, written in his neat, precise handwriting. At first, you think it’s sweet—a secret admirer, someone who sees you for who you really are. But as you read on, the sweetness turns to unease. The letter is too detailed, too intimate. It mentions things no one else should know—your favorite drink, the way you twirl your pen, the names of your friends.
You start to notice him more—the way he watches you in class, the way he always seems to be where you are, the way he looks at you like you’re the only person in the world. You start to feel trapped, suffocated, like you can’t escape his gaze.
And then you confront him.
At first, he denies it, tries to play it off as a misunderstanding. But when you show him the letter, his facade crumbles. He confesses everything—his love, his obsession, his actions. He begs for your forgiveness, promises to change, to let you go. But you can see the desperation in his eyes, the way he clings to you like you’re his lifeline.
You don’t know what to do. Part of you feels sorry for him, wants to help him. But another part of you is terrified, wants to run away and never look back.
After the convention, you and Han Jisung had been talking in secret, your connection weaving itself tighter with every midnight conversation and hidden smile. So when your friends mocked him again, you didn’t hesitate—you stepped in, your voice steady as you defended him. The world seemed to fall quiet as his eyes met yours, shining with something tender and unspoken. Could this finally be something more then friendship?
Pairing: nerd!Han Jisung x reader, classmates to lovers
Genre/tags: highschool au, references to popular animes, fluff and angst, bullying, reader has a friend named Jenna.
Word count: 6k
[note]: this was originally not supposed to be a series, so although it may be a little rough I hope people enjoy the sequel! I'm sorry it took so long so I made it a little longer. Again please enjoy reading!
PT.1
MASTERLIST
Ever since the convention, life had felt… different.Not in a bad way not in the way change can bruise you but in the way sunlight feels warmer after weeks of rain. It was a quiet shift, the sort that seeped into the edges of your days until everything felt tinted with something sweeter. No matter where you were, no matter who you were with, your mind would drift back to that day. The hum of the crowd, the shimmer of costumes, the sound of his laugh, Han's laugh woven into the fabric of your memory. You’d catch yourself blushing over it, lips quirking in an unguarded smile, like you were carrying a fragile little secret no one else could touch. A secret that belonged only to the two of you. And oh, you hoped he thought about it as much as you did.
There was a new lightness to your step, a quiet skip that hadn’t been there before. Your smile seemed brighter, your laughter came easier even over the dumbest, smallest things. You were happy. Not the shallow kind of happy you could fake for a photo, but something genuine, deep-rooted. And that happiness seemed to grow every time your eyes met Han’s across the classroom, or when your phone lit up with a message from him so casual, so natural, it was like breathing. Being with Han felt like stepping into a softer world, one where time bent and blurred in the edges. Hours melted away in the glow of his company. The clatter of the outside world faded to a distant hum, replaced by the rhythm of his voice, the easy rise and fall of his laughter. You’d sit together in the corner of a café or sprawled across the floor of his room, trading stories, sharing snacks, watching videos that had you both doubled over with tears in your eyes and the clock would lie, insisting hours had passed when you swore it had only been seconds.
Sometimes, it was the little things that stole your breath. The way his hair would fall into his eyes until he pushed it back with the tips of his fingers. The way his eyes softened when you were talking about something you loved, as if he was memorizing you. The way he tilted his head when he listened, leaning forward just slightly, like your words were the most important thing he’d hear all day. With him, your chest felt light, weightless, like you’d been untethered from the earth. Walking beside him down the hall, pretending you weren't looking at each other, you felt like your feet barely touched the ground. His presence was a gravity all on its own, and somehow it didn’t pull you down, it lifted you higher. Every moment was colored with that dizzy sweetness, that breathless wonder of knowing he was seeing a side of you no one else did.
When he smiled at you, really smiled it felt like something blooming in your ribcage, petals pressing warm and slow against your heart. And you realized you weren’t just happy. You weren’t just smitten. You were utterly, hopelessly, blissfully in love, and there was no force on earth strong enough to pull you back down.
But the memories from the convention… those were the ones that made your heart flutter without warning. You couldn’t stop replaying the way he’d listened so intently while you explained the delicate care your wigs needed, like every word mattered. You remembered the way your chest had tightened when he’d smiled at you through the crowd. Back then, you’d told yourself it was only a crush. But crushes didn’t feel like falling so quickly you didn’t even notice when the ground vanished beneath you. And if this was a fall, it wasn’t graceful. Not the neat, pretty kind people might expect of you. No, this felt like tripping over your own feet three times in a row, tumbling headfirst, spinning out of control, and colliding with a tree before you even had the chance to scream.
You weren’t scared of falling for him. Being in love was the kind of thing that wrapped you in peace even when your pulse stuttered. What you feared was what came next. What if you fell so far you couldn’t keep it in anymore?
You’d built your image carefully, every piece fitted into place by years of subtle effort. If your friends knew you liked him, really liked him what would they say? They teased him, sometimes cruelly. Would they understand? Support you? And what if in the end Jisung didn’t feel the same? What if you stripped yourself bare only to find his heart untouched? Even if your friends surprised you with their acceptance, his rejection could still cut you clean through. It felt like standing on the edge of a cliff, staring at a view so beautiful it made your chest ache yet knowing that if you leapt, there was a chance the world on the other side might be even more breathtaking. Or it might break you.
The hardest part was how easy it was to imagine telling him. The more time you spent with Han, the more the words crowded your throat, begging to spill out. You wanted to tell your friends, too tell them you weren’t just “the popular girl.” Tell them you’d cosplayed more characters than you could count, that you could recite entire scenes from your favorites, that you lived for the rush of a convention hall buzzing with life. In truth, you didn’t just want to tell them you wanted to shout it from the rooftops. And every day, keeping it in grew harder.
But the fear of rejection clung to you like a shadow.Everyone you liked, everyone who liked you, stood on one side of the rope. And on the other was Han. Han, who you loved. And every night, you asked yourself the same question: Which side would you choose?
And then, without warning, you slipped.
It shouldn’t have mattered, not enough to make your pulse spike, not enough to make your throat ache with words you couldn’t keep inside. But the moment was sharp, cutting straight through the fragile peace you’d been clinging to. The last few weeks had been almost quiet. The teasing, the snide remarks, the casual cruelty your friends sometimes tossed Han’s way before the convention… it had all but vanished. You’d allowed yourself to believe they had finally moved on, that they had better things to do than try to make him small. You’d almost forgotten what it felt like to watch them corner him with words.
Almost.
But then came the presentation, his presentation. This wasn’t some half-hearted slideshow cobbled together the night before. This was his final project. You remembered the late-night calls, the low, sleepy sound of his voice as he tinkered with details. You remembered him asking you, in that shy, careful way, what you thought of a certain section. He had poured himself into it, every last ounce of care and precision, and somehow that had made it yours too. Love is strange like that. When someone you care for loves something, it threads itself into your own heart. You begin to carry it, guard it, feel every win and wound as if it were your own. So when Jenna, your friend, let a careless, cutting comment slip under her breath, you felt it land in you as if she had said it to your face.
The anger was sudden, molten. You tried to smother it, but it pushed past every wall you’d built. “Hey… come on,” you said, your voice carrying more than you intended. A few people turned to look. “You might not realize it, but he worked really hard on this.” Your tone softened, but your gaze didn’t waver. “It’s… important to him.” The silence that followed felt heavier than it should have. And then the heat crept into your cheeks, the realization settling in you’d done it. You’d stepped out of line, out of hiding. You hadn’t confessed anything, not exactly, but you’d shown too much. Shown that you cared. And caring, in public, was dangerous. It wasn’t a thrill. It was a risk the kind that could crack your carefully balanced world in half.
But did it really matter the risk, the slip of your guard when you looked up and saw him? Jisung sat there as if the sunlight itself had chosen him. His cheeks were warm with color, that gentle pink that crept up when he was caught off guard, spilling all the way to the delicate tips of his ears. His eyes wide, bright, and impossibly earnest shone like he’d just been handed something rare, something precious he didn’t quite know how to hold. And his mouth, oh, that mouth. Curved into a lopsided grin that tilted just enough to make it boyish, but softened by the kind of warmth that made your chest ache. It wasn’t just a smile. It was an unguarded moment, a window thrown open to let you see the raw joy inside him. The joy of being defended. The joy of being seen.
And you, you felt it hit you like a stone tossed into a still pond, rippling outwards until it reached every corner of you. Your heart stumbled in its rhythm, as if it had tripped over itself trying to keep up. You didn’t mean to stare, but you couldn’t look away. The smallest details held you captive: the way his hair fell slightly into his eyes, the faint tremble of his shoulders as if he was holding back a laugh, the quiet shine of disbelief as if he couldn’t quite fathom you’d just done that for him. Your friendship wasn’t public. It belonged to secret spaces, hushed tones, the quiet security of knowing no one was watching. And yet in this moment, his happiness spilled over like sunlight through cracks, and you couldn’t help but soak in the warmth of it.
Could someone be this handsome without trying? Without even knowing they were? And maybe that was the problem, or the magic that he didn’t know.
You spent the rest of class pretending nothing had happened. If you didn’t speak of it, maybe it would fade, just another moment to be swept away in the tide of the day. But when the bell rang and you slipped out of the room, you should have known better.
“Hey, Y/N!” Jenna’s voice chased you down the hall, and you turned to see her jogging to catch up, her expression sharp with curiosity. “What was that all about?” she asked not rude, not teasing, simply… curious. It should have been harmless. Comforting, even. But beneath her question was a quiet, unspoken truth: she didn’t believe he deserved it. Her tone didn’t accuse, but it dismissed, as if defending Jisung was unusual enough to need explaining. Even if you didn’t feel what you felt even if your heart wasn’t already tangled with his the thought still hurt. Because everyone deserved respect. And how strange, how bitter, that such a small question could reveal so much.
“I just think you guys should lay off for a while…” you mumbled, heat prickling at your cheeks. You tried to make it sound casual, as if it was nothing, but Jenna’s face shifted confused, maybe even hurt. And that flicker in her eyes made your stomach knot. Was she catching on? Did she know? Would she ask him? And if she did would he tell her?
Would your reputation, this carefully polished thing you’d built, crack wide open over one moment of defending him?
You pushed for control, desperate to hold on to someone who wasn’t perfect but who still mattered to you. “It’s just not needed, you know? M-Maybe we should just let him do his own thing.” For a moment, she said nothing, and the two of you walked in silence. You could feel the weight of your friends’ eyes trailing behind you, sensing the shift in the air. Finally, Jenna gave a small nod.
“Alright… if you say so.” She looked at you then really looked and there was something in her gaze, something skeptical and half-hidden, like a secret meant only for you. “Just tell me if something happened, alright?” she said. The words were simple, but the way she said them felt anything but.
And then, somehow, it was as if nothing had happened at all.
The week unfolded in its familiar rhythm: the comfortable chatter with your friends about nail polish shades, debating whether lilac or mint suited summer better, and playful arguments over which singer currently held the crown for “cutest.” Their laughter wrapped around you like the easy hum of a song you’d known forever. No awkward pauses. No sideways glances. Just the steady comfort of normal.
And normal, you realized, could still be sweet.
It was coming home in the evening, tossing your bag onto the chair, and letting out a ridiculous little giggle when your phone lit up with his name. Jisung, asking if you wanted to watch the new Demon Slayer season together not in person, but on call, voices carrying over the distance like small lanterns in the dark. You said yes before your heart even caught up with your fingers, smiling so wide it almost hurt.
Normal was curling into bed with that warm, fizzy glow still clinging to you, your friends still your friends, the balance still intact. And somewhere in the quiet, you felt that delicate thread of joy because your crush was still out there in the night, probably scrolling through memes or humming along to some track in his headphones, and you knew that when morning came, your phone would light up again.
A message from him. Maybe about his favorite voice actor. Maybe about something silly and small.But always him.
It was comforting having your friends still be your friends, and your crush still be your crush.
But for Han, it was anything but normal.
To say the bullying had gotten worse would be an understatement. It was as though the moment your shadow wasn’t beside him, the air shifted and every smile turned sharp. Whenever one of your friends caught him alone, their voices would coil like barbed wire around his ribs, squeezing until he could hardly breathe. What once had been small jabs in passing a muttered nickname in the hallway, a roll of the eyes when he spoke in class had sharpened into something crueler. Now, they didn’t just laugh at him. They interrogated him.
Questions disguised as casual teasing but dripping with venom: What did you and Y/N even talk about? Did she actually hang out with you? Had he done anything with you? Each word sliced at him, and with every prod, every insinuation, every raised brow, Han felt himself shrinking. Diminishing. Becoming once again the boy he had been before the convention, the boy who knew he was nothing but background noise in everyone else’s story. He told himself he didn’t care. That he was used to being the joke, the misfit, the geek who hummed anime soundtracks under his breath because they made him feel alive. But it was different this time, because you were part of it now. Their words weren’t just about him, they were about why someone like you would waste even a fraction of your light on someone like him.
And slowly, terrifyingly, he began to believe them. The questions weren’t questions anymore but truths that echoed in his skull: Why would she? Why you, Han Jisung? You were beautiful in ways that went beyond appearances, kind without hesitation, clever in the way your laughter disarmed people, talented enough to brighten every room you entered. And him? He was the boy on the outside, clinging desperately to the scraps of joy you offered him.
It twisted inside him until he couldn’t stop seeing himself as a parasite. A leech feeding on your generosity, on your softness, on the rare and precious gift of your attention. He imagined himself draining you dry, staining your reputation with his presence until you had no choice but to cut him off. And that thought, the idea that he could be the reason your dreams faltered, that his shadow could dim your fire, it was unbearable. Sometimes, late at night when the quiet pressed too heavily against his chest, he thought it would be easier if he disappeared completely. That maybe stepping off the edge of the world would hurt less than knowing he was ruining the girl he loved. Because yes, he loved you in a way that terrified him, in a way that made him feel both alive and unworthy in the same breath. And still, he kept smiling when you texted him. Still, he picked up every call. Still, he let his heart race when your name lit his screen.
The only thing that kept him from unraveling was you. Every time his eyes found yours, it was as if the clock stuttered, then wound itself backward, carrying him to that night at the convention. The memory lingered like a dream he never wanted to wake from you outside beneath the glow of the moon, your laughter brushing the air like music, your face carved in silver light. He remembered the way the shadows kissed your cheek, how your smile seemed less like an expression and more like the universe deciding, for a fleeting second, to take shape as beauty itself.
He had always admired you quietly from a distance the way you carried yourself, the spark in your voice when you cared about something, but that night was different. That night, he saw you bare in a way no one else ever had. Your walls had fallen away, and instead of the girl everyone else expected you to be, he saw you. Open. Honest. Talking about your favorite shows, your favorite characters, the small joys that stitched your heart together. And you had shared them with him. The thought still short-circuited his brain, as if he couldn’t believe you’d chosen him as the keeper of such moments. It didn’t matter that your friends whispered cruel things when you weren’t around, calling him names, insisting the only reason you tolerated him was because he was useful or clever. He knew better. He knew the truth, and he held it close to his chest like a sacred vow.
He would never, ever betray your trust. Never let slip the sides of yourself you had given to him.
Because in all honesty, and it terrified him to admit it even to himself, Han Jisung loved you. He had from the moment the night air wrapped around you both, from the second he realized your smile would haunt him forever. And all he could do now was hope, fragile and foolish, that maybe one day you might feel the same. So yes, he endured the teasing, the constant reminders that he didn’t belong. Yes, he bore the sting of being ridiculed for every little thing he did. But if it meant being close to you, if it meant being an outsider who still got to hear your voice after school, who still got to be the one you messaged about silly shows and favorite songs, then he would choose that every time.
Better to feel like an alien in a world that didn’t understand him, than to imagine a world where you weren’t there at all.
But today was different. Today was unbearable.The teasing hadn’t slowed, not even for a moment. It pressed against him from every side, relentless and sharp. They tripped him in the hallways, shoved him when teachers weren’t looking, and some of the girls had even loitered near his locker between classes, waiting like shadows to sneer and mock while he fumbled with the lock. In movies, the villains are always the hulking jocks with fists raised and snarls carved into their faces. And sure, boys could bruise skin with a shove or a punch. But Han was beginning to learn that the words whispered by girls could bruise differently more deeply, as if they pressed straight into the marrow of his bones.
He thought maybe he could escape. If he offered to help the teacher, maybe he’d find safety in the shelter of an adult’s watchful eyes. But luck, as always, turned against him. The teacher had waved him off with a stack of errands, sending him to fetch papers from the lounge. And because irony had its cruel sense of humor, he didn’t trust Han to do it alone. So he had chosen escorts them. The very voices that had hollowed him out all day.
Now they were alone. The air in the lounge was stale, heavy, and his heart drummed unevenly in his chest. He tugged at the sleeve of his anime sweater, glasses sliding down his nose, wishing he could fold himself into something smaller, unseen. Jenna’s voice cut through the silence like glass snapping. “Okay. I’m tired of playing, Han.” She pushed the door shut with a slow click, her footsteps carrying her closer. Her smile wasn’t kind it was the kind of smile that made the walls feel like they were inching inward, one suffocating step at a time.
“Y/N doesn’t normally stick up for losers like you,” she said, her tone sharp but almost casual, as though the words weren’t meant to slice. A shrug followed, careless. “And she doesn’t normally join in either, does she? She’s too scared of losing us.” The truth struck harder than any shove ever could. Because deep down, Han believed her. He knew how radiant you were, how you could walk into a room and brighten even the corners where shadows lived. He knew you didn’t belong in the same world as him, a boy in sweaters too big and glasses always slipping. You were a spark of wonder in his gray routine. And though you had shared pieces of your secret world with him, he couldn’t shake the thought that you would shine just fine without him.
Jenna leaned closer, her presence sharp enough to steal the air from his lungs. Her face was inches from his, her eyes narrowing until they were little more than dark knives. His breath caught, stuttering in uneven bursts, and for a moment it felt as though the walls were collapsing around him. “So,” she whispered, her words heavy with venom and curiosity alike. “What do you know?”
The words sat heavy on his tongue, trembling like birds desperate to fly. He could have said it your secret, the one you had trusted him with beneath the soft glow of convention lights, when the world felt like it belonged to the two of you alone. He could have let it spill, could have handed it to Jenna and the others like a shield, something to protect himself for once. The thought gnawed at him. If they knew you were just as much of a “geek” as he was, maybe the sharp edge of their cruelty would dull. Maybe they would leave him alone.
But the moment the thought bloomed, shame swallowed it whole. His throat tightened, locked, as if his own body refused to betray you. He saw your smile in his mind how it lit up like starlight the night you confessed your love for anime, your excitement bubbling over because for once, you didn’t have to hide. The memory of that trust pressed against him harder than any shove, heavier than every insult whispered in the halls.
So when Jenna’s gaze narrowed, when the girls leaned closer, waiting for his voice to crack and spill everything, Han only clenched his jaw. His mouth opened, but no sound came. His lips trembled, breath shuddered, yet silence was all he could give. He felt weak, pathetic even, but he would rather bear the names they called him, the laughter that stung like thorns, than ever let your secret be dragged into their cruel hands. Inside, the battle raged like fire fear begging him to surrender, loyalty begging him to hold strong. And in the end, it was love that won. A love so fierce it locked his voice away, refusing to let him trade your light for his own fleeting relief.
The silence enraged them. His refusal to speak was like a challenge, and they met it with venom. A shove to his shoulder sent him stumbling back, and before he could steady himself, another hand pressed against his chest, knocking him down. His back struck the cold tile, the weight of humiliation pressing harder than the floor beneath him. His glasses slipped crooked down his nose, and for a moment he didn’t even move to fix them. What did it matter, when their laughter rang louder than any truth he could give?
“Pathetic,” Jenna muttered, standing over him as if she had already won. Their voices swirled around him, sharp whispers and jeers that painted him as something less than human. Every word burrowed into him like claws, dragging out the part of him that believed them believed he was nothing but a parasite clinging to the edges of your light. His hands curled into fists against the floor, trembling not with anger but with the desperate need to endure. And yet, through the blur of his slipping vision and the sting of their words, he still couldn’t bring himself to betray you. Your face lingered in his mind like a lantern burning through smoke, steady and untouchable. That memory alone kept him from opening his mouth.
Then suddenly the air shifted. The door groaned open, the sharp creak slicing through the tense silence. Light spilled into the room, scattering the shadows that had seemed to suffocate him. The bullies froze, their words caught mid-breath, their bodies stiffening as though the very act of being seen unraveled their power. Han lay still on the floor, chest heaving, heart pounding in his ears caught between the sting of shame and the fragile hope that maybe, just maybe, the nightmare had been interrupted.
The sight hit you like a blow to the chest. Han wasn’t standing in his usual quiet, awkward way, adjusting his glasses and fiddling with his sleeves no. He was on the floor. His sweater rumpled, his glasses sliding down his nose, his hands half-curled against the tile like he wasn’t sure if he should rise or stay down and endure. Your breath caught. For a split second the world tunneled into that single image: Han, small beneath the weight of people who were supposed to be yours. Your friends girls you laughed with, shared secrets with, painted nails beside towered over him like strangers wearing borrowed faces. You felt the ground tilt, betrayal spilling hot and sharp through your veins.
“What the heck are you guys doing!?” you shouted, voice breaking before you could stop it. The sound cracked in the air, shattering the silence like glass. You were already moving, already kneeling beside Han, your hand finding his shoulder with trembling urgency. Your fingers pressed against fabric, searching desperately for something broken, something bleeding. But no he was intact. No bruises bloomed yet, no cut marked his skin. Jenna would never leave scars the teachers could see. She was smarter than that. Crueler.
Still, the picture was clear. His fallen form told you everything their words never could. And your heart ached, heavy and raw, because you knew. Your gaze snapped up, locking onto Jenna. The girl who had linked arms with you between classes, who whispered gossip at lunch, who promised friendship that was supposed to mean something. The hurt flashed in your eyes like lightning, unspoken but searing: You were supposed to be my friend.
“Y/N! Look…” Jenna’s voice faltered, her confidence slipping like sand through her fingers. The others shifted, staring at the floor, guilt pulling their shoulders in tight. They knew. They knew they had crossed a line, yet still they had pushed him down.
“He’s a nerd!” Jenna blurted, her voice high, defensive, desperate. She thrust her hand toward Han like he was evidence, like the boy sitting stunned on the tile was reason enough. “Why do you like him anyway? What’s been going on with you!?” Her words cracked in the air, flimsy shields for something uglier. But you barely heard her. Because all you could see was Han your Han looking so small, and yet still so brave, because even with the world pressing him down, he hadn’t said a word about your secret. He had chosen silence. He had chosen you.
And that’s when it struck you sharp, undeniable, like sunlight breaking through a storm. Yes, you laughed with the girls, yes, you shared secrets in passing, but with them it was always surface, always fleeting. With Han it was different. With him, you could send silly videos of wigs you were working on, rant about a show’s ending just to hear him compare it to the manga, or simply sit in the quiet knowing he understood you.
You realized then: you had spent years tucking away the brightest parts of yourself, folding them small enough to hide, too afraid to risk the fragile happiness the girls offered. But Han… Han gave you more than happiness. Happiness was fleeting a spark, a momentary burst of warmth that faded before the night was over. You had it with Jenna, with the others, but by the time you were home, you couldn’t even recall what you’d laughed about. Joy, though joy was something deeper. And Han carried it with him like it was stitched into his very being. His presence filled the hollow spaces inside you, made you want to stand beside him every day for the rest of your life.
You were tired tired of shrinking, tired of wearing masks, tired of being “popular” when all you wanted was to be yourself.
“What’s wrong with me!?” The words tore out of you, raw and trembling, your hands still gripping Jisung’s shoulder like an anchor. If you let go, you feared your courage might scatter with the silence. “Nothing’s wrong with me! I’m not a jerk! You guys ” your voice cracked, sharp as glass “you guys hate yourselves so much you can’t even last a day without tearing someone else down!” The dam inside you broke. Every word was unfiltered, aching, and true. “I’ve been terrified for years to tell you what I actually love, because you do things like this! Because you turn honesty into a weapon!”
The girls stumbled back, their eyes wide as though the air itself had shifted. Jenna stood rooted in place, confusion clouding her face. “What…?” The single word trembled out, fragile, uncertain. But you could see it the slow, dawning comprehension as the puzzle began to arrange itself in her mind. The glances you thought went unnoticed. The half-hidden smiles when your phone lit up. The endless weeks of your dismissive “it’s nothing.” That word, that question, cracked something open inside you. One syllable, and suddenly there was no turning back. You had been waiting for this moment without even knowing it, waiting for the push that would finally set you free.
You shook your head, breath unsteady, heart pounding like wings against a cage. “I’m a total geek,” you confessed, voice rising with each truth. “I love anime. I spend weekends making cosplay. I watch cartoons, I know voice actors by name. My closet is overflowing with stuffed animals I never showed you, because I was scared you’d laugh. And I...” Heat rose to your cheeks as the words tumbled faster, heavier, until your gaze found Jisung. Your chest tightened, and in that instant the world narrowed to just him his wide eyes, his trembling breath, the boy who had always made you feel seen. This was it. The risk, the leap, the secret wish that kept you awake at night, blushing into your pillow
“I love Han Jisung!”
The room froze, suspended in a silence so sharp it pressed against your ribs. It felt like that day at the convention, sitting in the Q&A chair, cheeks burning, wishing the world would swallow you whole. No voices, no laughter only the clock’s steady ticking, and the uneven breaths of girls who once called themselves your friends. Then, all at once, they scattered screams for the teacher echoing down the hall, footsteps fading until only the two of you remained. But you barely noticed them leave. Your eyes clung to his, searching desperately, aching for any flicker of joy any sign that he felt the same. Please, anything but sadness. The universe couldn’t be so cruel, not now. Yet his face remained still, unreadable, his dark eyes blank as if the words hadn’t reached him at all. Your heart trembled. And so you whispered again, softer this time, fragile as glass: “I love… I love you.”
And then, before fear could steal the breath from your lungs, his lips were against yours. His breath shuddered, his hand lifting hesitantly to cradle your face as if you were something too miraculous to be touched, as if one wrong move would break the spell. The kiss stole everything your air, your words, your balance until nothing existed but the rush of warmth between you. His lips were dry, chapped from nights spent binging Nana instead of hydrating, but they were yours, and they were perfect.
When he pulled back, it wasn’t far. His palm still cupped your cheek, trembling slightly, as though he needed the anchor to convince himself this wasn’t a dream. His gaze held yours, dark brown and tender, wrapping around you like a blanket spun from chocolate and warmth. Your lips still tingled, sweet and buzzing like the fuzz of a peach, while your mind spun blank, breathless, trying to catch up to what your heart already knew. Han Jisung the boy who listened to your rants about female characters in anime, who brought snacks just to watch you crimp wigs, who had carried your secret all these months without a word liked you. No, he loved you back.
And he couldn't believe it either. The words still echoed in his ears, soft and trembling, as if they had been whispered by some impossible dream. She loves me. His chest felt too small for the rush of everything joy, relief, disbelief. Every little thing about her came rushing back: the way she ranted about strong female characters in anime, the tiny rituals she carried while working on her wigs, the secrets she had trusted him with for years, the moments she thought he didn’t notice.
You both liked each other, and in that single, trembling kiss, it felt as though every moment of being bullied, every secret you had hidden, every quiet hour spent fearing the world for being a nerd, had been worth it. Because Han was worth it. You were worth it. And in that instant, the world felt soft, golden, as if it had always been waiting for this small, miraculous spark.
Even when the teacher barged in, voice sharp and unaware of both the cruelty that had come before and the confession that had just been made, it didn’t matter. The moment held, unshaken, as you both explained what had happened, standing side by side, your hearts beating in tandem, the tension and fear dissolving into something stronger, something real. It was good. It was warm. It was the kind of simple, grounding happiness that lingered long after you returned home, curling up in bed, feeling the world tilt just a little differently because your secret was no longer yours alone, and the boy you loved had finally, fully, loved you back.
Once, you had said life felt different after the convention but now, with a smile curling on your lips and Han’s presence next to you, you could say for certain: ever since the kiss, life had been…different.
part 5 to sam’s series- which really needs a name since i’m probably gonna make another one someday. I’m finally not posting it in the witching hour! anyway, this was super fun to write. cannot wait for you to see the next part! of course, don’t forget to like/comment/reblog, if you’re a writer like me you know how happy it makes us ;) part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4
word count: 2.4k.
warnings: sam is a perv, suggestive (kinda?), reader has an implied ed (please read at your own risk, i’m not going to say much else as i know the challenge very personally), swearing, smoking inaccuracies and american hs inaccuracies i know nothing about either of these ha
Three days later,
You rolled over in bed with a groan as the noise from the gardener tending to the topiary outside woke you. “Fucking hell… too early for that shit,” you hissed, grabbing your phone off your desk and flipping it open. The screen lit up the room, and you groaned again, immediately lowering the brightness. The time read 12:45pm, Saturday.
“Oh,” you muttered, flipping it closed again. Maybe the gardener didn’t have it out for everyone on the street.
You slipped out of bed, wiping the sleep from your eyes with the back of your hand as you reached for your hairbrush, starting to tease through the straightened locks.
Today was the school’s fundraising car wash, to raise money for the prom, which you now realised was only another two weeks away and you still hadn’t decided on what shade of pink you wanted your dress in. Joy.
You changed quickly into the bikini your friend group had decided to match in, a black and pink tie up Victoria’s Secret PINK one. Tugging on denim shorts that showed enough of your ass to make a nun faint, you turned in front of the mirror, standing to one side as you examined your body with unforgiving eyes. You dragged your scale in front of the mirror, stepping on. Something didn’t look right. Sure enough…
120.
You sucked in a breath, stepping on and off again to make sure it wasn’t reading wrong. The number didn’t change, and you stepped off again and kicked it frustratedly to the other side of your room, stubbing your toe in the process and eliciting a cry of pain from your mouth.
Your mind started desperately tracking through everything you’d eaten over the past three days. Was it the pizza you disgustingly devoured in front of Sam? Maybe the ice cream you'd come back for a second scoop last night at midnight. Probably both.
With a sigh, you slipped a loose white tank top over your head and through your arms. There was no time for breakfast anyway.
When you figured you’d done enough makeup to look presentable but not overdo it at a damn carwash, you wriggled your feet into your pink flip flops and grabbed your bag, finding your keys and hurrying down the stairs.
Your house was deserted, and you figured your mother was playing tennis as the country club she always tried to get you to go to with her, and your dad was out on the river with his new boat and his golfing friends.
Locking the door behind you, you climbed into your car and turned the engine on, turning up the volume of the Nelly Furtado song that was playing on the radio in an effort to cheer yourself up.
You arrived quickly outside the school, where two girls from your cheer team were washing the football captain’s car. You briefly wondered if Sam would have come to this, just to perv on all the girls. It seemed like something he’d do.
Parking your car, you stepped out and locked it, heading over to where your friends were sitting on towels underneath a shady tree.
You immediately noticed one thing— not a single girl was wearing the same bikini as you.
“Oh, hey,” you said quietly, putting your towel down and sitting just beside them. You took your tank off and folded it into your bag, revealing the bikini top. One of your friends looked up and gave you a smile so tiny you thought you’d imagined it, before nudging your other friend. She looked up briefly, before her eyes flicked back to her sparkly phone, matching with yours. “Hey.”
You frowned. Bitch. “So, why are you guys wearing the plain pink bikini? I thought we said we’d go with the VS one.”
“Oh, right…” the second friend murmured absently. “Amy couldn’t find her VS one, so we decided to wear the pink one. Sorry. We must’ve forgotten to let you know.” She shrugged carelessly, finally looking up and giving you a once over. “You should’ve worn pink too though, I thought I told you it makes you look skinnier.
“Right. I remember now.” You gritted your teeth, wondering what the science was behind that statement. “I’m gonna go wash a car.”
“Have fun, babe!” she called as you stood up and walked briskly over to an old SUV parked on the curb. You rolled your eyes, picking up the sudsy sponge that was sitting in the bucket of lukewarm water next to the car. You began to wash the car, letting water drip down its dusty windscreen and wiping the dirt clear satisfyingly.
Sam watched you from the roof of the school’s yardsmen’s shed, dangling his legs over the edge of the hot tin as he smoked a joint. He exhaled, the bitter smoke wafting away into the air as he rolled the paper between his pointer and middle finger. His eyes scanned the mix of cheer girls walking around, before he realised that from this point of view, he could clearly see you washing the car, your movements tense.
His eyes, rimmed with dark eyeliner and black shadow, were trained unashamedly on your chest clad in the bikini top, watching the way it moved as you reached over the bonnet of the car. It wasn’t perving. Not really, anyway. More like admiring the view as if you were a beautiful landscape, Sam told himself, nodding as he studied your ass in those denim shorts.
After you had finished the car, you rinsed it off with the long hose one of the football boys passed to you, staring at the soap suds running down the now gleaming white panels. Satisfied with your job, you passed the hose on to another group of girls, and walked over to the steps that lead up to the main school building.
You sat down slowly on the fourth step up, leaning your head on your knees and letting your hands hang by your feet.
Sam watched your path intently, cocking his head to the side when he saw the miserable expression on your face. He threw the cigarette to the ground, and jumped off the roof, bending his knees to absorb the shock before strolling over to where you were sitting.
You traced the patterns on the concrete left by leaves that had fallen into it when it was wet absentmindedly, hearing footsteps beside you as Sam settled next to you. You turned your head on your knees, slightly surprised to see him.
“Didn’t know you were here,” you mumbled as you took him in. He had a black crossbody pack slung over his shoulder, and was wearing a red and black shirt, sunglasses covering his eyes. His labret piercing and his earrings glinted in the afternoon sun.
“Wouldn’t miss an opportunity to help raise money for the prom,” he mocked with a sly smirk.
You rolled your eyes, knowing your earlier suspicions about his real reasons for coming were likely true. You turned your head back to face away from him.
“You look real pretty today, you know that?” Sam said after a moment, looking over at you.
“Thanks.” Your voice was low, and you swallowed thickly.
He waited again, playing with his piercing. “C’mon, look at me.”
You turned your head again, not taking it off your knees. “What?”
“What’s got you all miserable?” he asked curiously, unzipping his shoulder pack and fishing around for another cigarette.
You scoffed, eyes fixed on his hands, noticing the veins that ran from his pale wrists to his knuckles. “‘M not miserable,” you muttered unconvincingly.
It was Sam’s turn to roll his eyes. “Sure.” He found a cig and held it between his teeth, pulling out his lighter and lighting the end of it. “You want a hit?”
You sat up straight again, nodding. “Why not.” Though you’d never smoked before, you’d seen Sam and plenty of other people do it all the time at the parties you went to regularly. It couldn’t be that hard.
He passed the lit cigarette to you, and you clasped it between your two fingers like he had. You took a long drag, pulling the smoke into your mouth deeply. It didn’t feel at all like what you had expected, not at all like air and instead like a physical object heavily prodding the back of your throat. You realised all too late that you had no clue how to get rid of it, and itt burned with a chemical, dry heat. Your eyes were red and brimming with tears that slipped out of your eyes slowly, smudging your perfect black mascara.
Sam watched the situation with a smirk, knowing the feeling you were experiencing too well. “First time?” He turned your chin towards him and plucked the cigarette from between your fingers, examining the glitter left on the filter by your lipgloss. He could smell the strawberry. Sam put it in his mouth and took a small drag. When he opened his mouth again, the smoke billowed from down in his lungs in a hazy cloud.
You coughed again, rubbing your eyes. “It tastes terrible!”
Sam grinned. “Just takes a while to get used to it, is all,” he said with a shrug, offering it back.
You shook your head quickly, blinking back tears. “Absolutely not.”
“Alright then,” he said, huffing a laugh before taking another hit. “Can you tell me what’s got you so worked up now?” he asked, blowing the smoke into your face before crossing his legs in front of him at the ankles.
“Not if you keep that up!” You snapped, waving your hands in front of your face to clear the air and sneezing.
“Fine, fine,” he teased, scowling slightly as the breeze ate away at the cigarette.
You laughed, watching as Sam decided to crush it into the concrete. “My friends are being difficult,” you told him.
He raised a dark eyebrow. “When are those bitches not pissing people off?”
You bit your lip. “We agreed to wear matching bikinis today for the car wash, and they went and wore the other option without telling me. And y’know, just being fucking rude in general,” you explained. It all sounded very trivial now that you had said it aloud.
Sam smirked again, taking off his sunglasses so you could see his blue eyes wander over your sparsely covered chest. “You look pretty nice in that one to me.”
You flicked his knee. “Not the point. But thank you,” you teased, blushing faintly as you tried to curl in on yourself.
He flicked your cheek in retaliation. “Just sayin’ it how it is,” he said innocently.
Suddenly, the world felt very upside down. The loud Eminem song the football guys were blaring from the boom box a little way away sounded like it was being played underwater. Cool beads of sweat pricked at your hairline, and the white of the concrete steps felt too bright.
“Woah,” you murmured, instinctively reaching out for Sam's knee.
He stiffened, but didn’t move away, instead looked down at your hand and then up to your face, which had gone from a dusted pink to a porcelain pale.
“Maybe small hits would've been better,” he said, grimacing. “Did you eat anything before that?”
You shook your head slowly, eyes unfocusing. “I’m 120. Can’t right…now.”
Sam opened his mouth, then closed it. “Oh. You do realise 120 is not even slightly fat?”
You didn’t listen, putting your other hand to your pulsing temple. “Ow.”
“Well, inhaling a lot of nic on an empty stomach isn’t exactly good,” Sam said, his expression grim as he took your hand that was on his knee and rubbed it gently.
A nasally voice cut through the haziness that was your brain. “Uhm, is she okay?”
Amy stood 4 feet away, a wet sponge in one hand and the other on her hip. Her pink bikini was bone dry. Clearly she hadn’t been doing much washing.
Her eyes flicked between your hand underneath Sam’s and the smudged mascara on your pale cheeks.
“She’s fine,” Sam muttered, avoiding her gaze.
Amy marched closer, not listening. “Oh you poor thing. What has that freak done to you?!”
Sam scowled. “I’m not a fucking freak,” he snapped.
“I wasn’t talking to you,” Amy sneered.
You blinked as she tried to pull you to a standing position. “Stop,” you mumbled weakly, head spinning as you fell back.
Sam wrapped a large hand quickly around your shoulder, catching you. “Can you leave her alone? She’ll be fine, it’ll wear off soon,” he muttered.
She scoffed. “What do you want?” She asked you, getting up in your face.
“I want you to go away,” you retorted, shaking your head again dizzily.
“Fine. I hope you know you’ll be grounded when your parents smell his stench on you.” Amy sent a pointed look at Sam. With a huff, she turned and walked away, hips swaying.
Sam rolled his eyes, and moved to dig through his bag again, finding one of his half eaten packets of gummy worms and holding it out to you.
“Here, it’ll help you get rid of it quicker,” he said softly.
You eyed the lollies suspiciously. “Is it sugar free?”
Sam sighed. “Why the fuck would anyone buy sugar free gummy worms?!” he asked incredulously. “Just take it, the sugar’s gonna help. Promise.”
You grimaced. “One.” You gingerly reached into the bag and placed the lolly on you tongue, chewing it.
“One’s not gonna kill ya, swear,” Sam said with an exasperated shake of his head. He took the packet back and scooped up a handful into his mouth.
The taste of the strawberry gummy lingered in your mouth, and you found yourself immediately craving another. No.
“You know,” Sam said thoughtfully around his mouthful of sugar. “I want to take you somewhere.”
You licked your lips free of the excess sugar. “Somewhere…now?”
“Yeah. It’s getting close to sunset. It’ll be good,” he said, swallowing.
“What’ll be good?” you asked curiously, the dizziness starting to fade and leaving you with just a plain headache.
“You won’t know until I show you, idiot,” he said with a toothy smile.
Reaching into your back pocket, you pulled out your sweet strawberry lip gloss. You grabbed Sam’s sunglasses, using the lenses as a mirror as you applied even swipes to each of your lips. Sam watched you, biting his own lip as he wondered what your lips would feel like.
“Okay. I’ll come,” you said, giggling at his expression.
Sam looked away, trying to stop his cheeks from turning pink. “I don’t want you to miss it. Let’s go.”
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You Shouldn’t Have Helped Me(poor student Eli x popular reader)
You hadn’t planned on getting involved.
It was just another afternoon in the courtyard, the usual noise of students buzzing around between classes. But then you saw it—three guys shoving someone smaller against the wall near the stairwell.
Eli. The poor kid who barely spoke, always sat in the back, and wore the same worn-out hoodie almost every day.
“Pathetic,” one of the bullies sneered, knocking his books out of his arms. Laughter followed.
Something in you snapped. You hated bullies. Maybe it was your own popularity—your voice carried weight, and you knew it. So you marched over, arms crossed.
“Wow,” you said, your voice sharp enough to cut the air. “Real tough. Three against one?”
They stiffened, exchanging guilty glances. No one wanted to look weak in front of you. With a muttered excuse, they scattered, leaving Eli crouched among his spilled books.
“Hey,” you said softly, bending to help him pick them up. “You okay?”
For a moment, he didn’t move. His hair fell into his face, hiding his expression. But when he looked up at you, his eyes were dark, wide, and… intense. Almost like he’d never been seen before.
“T-Thank you,” he mumbled, voice rough.
“No problem.” You smiled, stacking his books and handing them over. “Don’t let those jerks get to you.”
That should have been the end of it.
But it wasn’t.
The next day, Eli was waiting outside your classroom door. He didn’t say anything, just trailed behind you down the hall. When you sat with friends at lunch, he sat two tables away, his gaze never leaving you. By the end of the week, he was carrying your bag for you before you even asked, finding excuses to brush your hand when you gave him something, hovering just close enough to make your friends whisper.
At first, you told yourself he was just shy and grateful. But the way he looked at you—like you were the only person in the world worth breathing for—made your stomach twist.
One evening, as you packed up after practice, you found him waiting at the gate.
“You shouldn’t walk home alone,” he said simply. His hoodie was soaked from the drizzle, his shoes muddy. “I’ll walk with you.”
You hesitated. “Eli, you don’t have to—”
“I want to.” His tone was firm, almost commanding despite its softness. His hand twitched at his side, like he was holding himself back from grabbing you. “You helped me. Now I’ll always stay with you. Always.”
Genre: SMUT. PWP. JUST READY TO GET DOWN AND DIRTY. THAT'S THE GENRE, YES.
Rating: 18+
Summary: Getting tutored by the school nerd sounds boring. Well that is, until you, tease him.
Word count: 5K
Warning: it's just porn without ANY plot 😩, or^l (f receiving), ti^^y sucking, fing^^^ng, p in v s^x, d^^ty talk if it counts, protected sex (cause Jungkook is a nerd, OFC HE'S SMART), there's some degra^^^^on, they do it on the table, he ties her hands up, he stuffs her mouth with her underwear, he spits, he smacks her cl*t and idk what else 🤏🏻😩
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You hesitate for a split second before ringing the doorbell. You wouldn’t ever admit it out loud but you’re nervous.
Being part of the ‘cool squad’ in your high school meant you were one of those cool people, people thought twice before messing with. However, you don’t think you will look so cool today.
You ring the doorbell once more, your patience running thin because you really want to get over this as quickly as possible.
A faint “I’m coming” greets your ears and you sigh, preparing yourself for whatever it is that will greet you once the door opens.
However, nothing could have prepared you for a shirtless, breathless, sweaty Jeon Jungkook opening the door.
Damn, you think, he’s hot.
In the years that you have seen Jeon Jungkook in the hallways and in the classes you have shared, you never thought that under all those baggy clothes, he was this ripped. Let us not forget the tattoos that decorate the smooth expanse of skin.
Your eyes which were busy checking him out, snap up to meet his, when you hear him speak.
“Oh, it’s you.”
You notice the red cheeks and shy downcast gaze, as he refuses to meet your eyes. You immediately take the opportunity to have the upper hand.
“Yes, it’s me Jeon,” you say with a coy smile. “You sure know how to make an impression.”
“N-I-I didn’t know—I mean you are right on time.”
You understand that Jungkook had assumed that you wouldn’t show up. That you were way too cool to get tutored and admit that you needed help.
You smirk. “I’d have come earlier had I known this was how you were planning to greet me.”
Jungkook blushes even harder but refuses to acknowledge your words. “Please come in.”
With an amused smile still lingering on your lips, you walk inside his house.
“You can go upstairs, I’ll just put up a shirt and join you,” Jungkook still refuses to meet your gaze, the fact that he’s half naked, making it impossible for him to match your gaze.
“Sure,” you respond with a small giggle as you think you have the entire situation under control. You don’t have to worry about embarrassing yourself if you keep turning Jungkook into a flustered mess.
With a bullet-proof plan and a small smirk, you head upstairs.
