Don't really know how to describe this but being occupied (possessed) and having Lucifer subtly check in on me throughout the day is so funny.
Last night we did a deeper ritual and he filled me up a lot. But it was a little bit messy and he essentially said I'd need some time to settle. (Imagine a large wave emerging in a pool and crashing against the wall. The water is very chaotic for a moment before the waves settle down)
Today while I was out with my bf I felt a kind of "surge" so to speak, like a large wave had passed through me and it felt really weird. And whenever this happens I can sometimes feel Lucifer come to see what happened and check in on me. And he was basically like "my bad, something happened, my fault, I need to make sure everything is still fine."
It's like being connected to someone else's hormones. I don't actually know what is happening that makes him have these reactions. Sometimes I'll just feel his energy sharply change or spike. He'll then will come and correct things if we're not resonating well. He modulates something (still not entirely sure what it is, maybe my chakras or something) and I feel something within me be moved or reorganized.
and it feels like the spiritual equivalent of like
Being a little guy inside a pringles can or something
And every now and then I see the lid open and this massive dude is peering down at me like "you good? Hold on let me just-" and then a giant hand comes down and straightens my shirt or moves my hair and is like "okay, all good now. Bye." And he goes back to whatever.
Sometimes he just opens the lid and peers down at me, doesn't do or say anything. Just? Making sure of something? I guess? And when I'm like hey? What's up? He's just sort of shrugs and then leaves again lol. Like when your parent just comes into your room to stare at you.