#possiblekinkposting

[cuddle-figuring-out-herself]

I'm looking at my posts and god I wish I could be a second entity removed from myself on the emotinal plane because I 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 I'm letting on so much more about myself and the way I think than I realise and I want to dissect every inch of my brain and poke and prod at it to see what makes me me and why do I choose to do the things I do on here

[cuddle-figuring-out-herself]

I think that I'd be an easy target for indoctrination, except every cult I see is derived from Christianity one way or another.

Which like, what's the point in being nice to me and exploiting my desire to be part of something and to be loved by others if you're going to preach to me about the Bible?

Groom me into being an enthusiastic sacrifice for a malevolent godlike entity! It's what every girliepop wants! Where's the bloodsoaked altar? Where's the silver knife and tome that makes you scratch your brain out without the proper rituals prior to opening it? The beautiful cult leader that makes you hang on to her every word without meaning to and who looks like she hasn't aged a day in the years you've known her?!

Honestly, I'm embarrassed on the behalf of every cult out there for not meeting my standards.

[cuddle-figuring-out-herself]

I think I might see the appeal of being chained up and being hidden from the world and having to rely on you for all of my needs but only if you're, like, cute about it.

[cuddle-figuring-out-herself]

The reason I keep naming myself cuddle is because of the implied trust you have to have in the other person in order to let them hold you and touch you while you are in one of the most vulnerable positions you can be in and I think that's really cute 🤭