#possibly delete later

[sunnydalesolstice]

Guys I'm in the process of writing something with John and daddy stuff (given that he is responsible for making me have that daddy awakening in me). If I post it on here, will I be beaten in the streets for it or...?

(I know I shouldn't care because I write him as a switch and I've written him as dominant before but...idk, some people on here scare me and I'm terrified I'm gonna be fried alive and bullied to oblivion. I can't help I lean submissive y'all I'm sorry 😭)

[eldritchships]

I would very much like to talk more about PV/MontNilla and Infinite/BreakFinite if anyone would like to send questions about them but no pressure though ofc

[humannatures]

thick michael: im thinking of losing weight...

me genuinely on my knees in tears: PLEASE DONT!!!!!!!!!!

[surgeonofdeath-law]

If you put two me's in a room, there's a:

75% chance we'll try to kill each other. Only one can exist.

15% chance one of us will lobotomize the other. I've always wanted to try to perform a lobotomy on a human, after all.

5% chance we talk about Sora

4% chance we do not acknowledge eachother and go our separate ways.

1% chance we make out.

[ottopilott]

I took a femme pic today I liked, if moots wanna see it, hmu.

[headraline]

1 am thoughts: in the interest of not ruining my own fandom experiences I'mma keep my smartass mouth to myself

[kunaigirl]

VENT ART. TRIGGER WARNING FOR MEDICALLY TRAUMATIC AND DISTURBING IMAGERY.

I drew some vent art today to help get my emotions out. Drawing these feelings helps me cope and sort through everything I'm currently trying to process, but it's not pretty. I still want to share it because maybe someone else out there knows what it feels like too. (Plus it's my own blog, but yeah...) I'm kinda' struggling to cope with everything that's been happening to me lately, but drawing it DOES help me feel better, at least even a little bit. That being said, take the trigger warning above very seriously before viewing this drawing. I mean it.

Context: I have just been in the hospital for an extra lengthy stay recently, and it was BAD. Just a few days ago I was battling multiple medical tests, extreme allergic reactions, adverse reactions, HUGE/MAJOR infections, multiple minor surgeries, multiple blown veins, multiple partial-complex AND tonic-clonic seizures, and memory loss to name a few. Total time spent in the hospital just this time around (and not counting my previous stay which was also due to seizures only a few days prior) was 11 days and 10 nights. I've only been home for around 3 days at the time of writing this. I also need visiting nurses to come work with me for the next few weeks and get additional physical therapy too. That being said, the struggle has been SUPER real. Art is therapy.

I've never had so many different IVs and physical procedures in my life as I've had all at once over the last 2 weeks. I'm still covered in the bruises, cuts, and needle marks to prove it. I can't help but feel so broken and ugly. I could just really use some good vibes while I recover after this VERY medically traumatizing month. My depression has been especially bad lately. I'll be stuck in recovery mode for a while yet, looking at a few months minimum. So...Yeah there's that I guess.

[hawkesalad]

idk. some extremely lazy hawke vent art lol.