#post: update

[vulpixigoodies]

I put up my old PL vs AA bag design on my RedBubble!

Also available as stickers and other products! 

[endometri-no-sis]

wow, okay. way to go me for not being on in months. i’ve missed this blog more than i can explain, but due to sever amounts of depression and other situations, it’s been very hard to get online to this. i’m excited to ne posting again, to be updated about what;s been going on and reconnect with people i’ve meet through this blog. in this post, i’ve included quite the life update since i;ve been on last. of course i wouldn’t force you to read it. who would wanna read all of this, right? but it’s here for anyone who’s interested. there’s a lot of medical updates, a lot of frustration, a lot of questions. i’m so excited to be back online and plan on being around a lot more. sorry i’m such messy trash, ♥

PERSONAL LIFE:

i’m still unable to do a lot of things i wish i could. i’ve complained about having to work when i once did, but desperately wish i could get back to it. only new thing about life is a puppy, that i love like the child i’ll never have or actually want. i’m still in and out of doctor’s appointments and still in and out of the hospital. i’m doing my best to take care of myself and encourage people to do the same, especially those who’re lucky enough to be healthy. my personal life is pretty boring with nothing new ever happening. i’ve been keeping busy with RP groups here on tumblr, making friends there and getting some creativity flowing with writing in them. they’re a great way to meet internet friends and just do something to keep your mind busy, i believe. i lost a family member to cancer which broke my heart. broke my whole family’s heart. made me appreciate everything. though i have these things wrong with me, i’m still here. even when it;s hard to be, i try to sit back and appreciate it all. i’m still with my boyfriend who is my rock. and i’m still the most boring person on planet earth.

MEDICAL: 

endo is still at full force. another doctor laughed in my face when i said i just want it all gone and i cried. she continued to giggle at my words during my tears. i told her to leave before i shoved the dry erase marker up her ass. she still laughed. let me add that i was literally sitting in a hospital bed and was there for 5 days. that visit included an endoscopy that diagnosed my plenty of stomach ulcers that have been giving me pain for over a year. when i told doctors i was having pain in my upper abdomen, they said it was IBS and still didn’t try to treat that. anyway, the ulcers got worse over time with them ignoring it. recently, i had another mass on my kidney. it was just a protein cyst, the second or third one i’ve had on my left kidney. when my primary sent me to get a CT of my left kidney done, the cyst was gone. she DID, however, call me to let me know i have a significant amount of fluid on my left lung and she has NO idea why and is completely confused. could be my heart, could be something else. we’re getting me to a lung specialist as soon as we possibly can. it’s painful. my breathing is bad. i do this thing where i can be doing ABSOLUTELY nothing and randomly and suddenly take a huge, deep breath out of nowhere. it’s been happening for maybe a year, though. well, i found out that when my primary found the fluid, she went back to look at the CT scans i had done earlier this year, ( i spent new year’s eve and new year’s day in the hospital ), and saw it was there as well. she also went back all through last year and saw i had this fluid on my lung for those scans, as well. she asked if a lung doctor ever came to see me, i said no. because they didn’t. unfortunately, the fluid has gotten worse since then with nothing done about it since everyone neglected to tell me of it. my mom says i should sue. so does anyone else who finds out about it. my fibromyalgia has been at an all time high when it comes to flare ups. same with the endo. same with practically everything. nothing has been helping, but are you really surprised by that? here’s something that will really shock you: doctor’s are still assholes. I KNOW, RIGHT? SHOCKING. 

ETC:

over all, i’m trying to keep distracted. getting to know my body better really keeps me from emergency rooms. not that any of them where ever due to fake pain or non-emergencies. but because i know what they’ll do for me there is no better than staying in the comfort of my own home while in agonizing pain. which is sad, but, you know. i’ve added at least 4 new doctors to my list, along with countless more medicines. thank goodness for insurance. i’m taking time for myself when i need it and trying to deal with people’s bullshit, all while not dealing with their bullshit anymore? you know? like, sometimes you have to deal with people and just live with it. other times, you gotta stand up for yourself and just make sure you’re taken care of by yourself. gotta protect yourself. anyway. i’m excited to be back, like i said. i’m excited to be posting and to get back to interacting with the spoonie community. you guys are still amazing. ♥

[dylanfosket]

DYLAAAAN, I HOPE YOU'RE FIIIINE

[vulpixigoodies]

Charms have arrived!

This is my first time working with this manufacturer and I had been using a different template for my files so the pokemon charms came out reverse flipped 😗

If you had placed a preorder and don’t like how it looks, feel free to email me with your order number and I can give you a partial refund!

I’ll be looping these and working on the sketch commissions so they should be shipped out by Friday!

[vulpixigoodies]

Kind of last minute but we will be attending Genericon again! Feel free to stop by and say hi!

This time, we are offering colored commissions along with on site sketch commissions!

Also check out @cosplayersalith‘s Sailor Moon Panel on Saturday 6PM in Panel 3!

[sonneambedo-a]

mmmsoooo i did do like two pieces of art since november but i also had daily headaches w migraine attacks from beginning of december till like. sometime in february (stopped being daily around end of jan, & stopped being majority of my days throughout feb) so i kinda forgor abt posting. tee hee 乁⁠༼⁠☯⁠‿⁠☯⁠✿⁠༽⁠ㄏ etc

hoping to draw more from now on.... weewoo. also, i wanna try n have a fuckin tagging system.... pray 4 me lawl (id enjoy Making it. using it is a whole 'nother beast)

[vulpixigoodies]

It’s come to my attention that my storenvy link no longer works if one does not have a storenvy account/is not logged in.

We will perhaps move to a different site such as Ko-Fi with listings of available items some time in the future. In the mean time, if there are any products you are interested in, feel free to message us!