✨I’ve manifested peace and growth and the universe delivered.✨
If I only knew how things would have turned out for me during 2020, wow what!
Before the pandemic started, I must say when I look back, my life was rushing; I couldn’t see any farther from my nose and all I wanted to do was to finish medical school, I’d tell myself “I will figure things out on the go”, WRONG!
When the pandemic started I truly saw myself struggling cuz I didn’t know what to do and all those intrusive thoughts would come and go pretty often which definitely made me sadder.
The pandemic made me think about things I have tried to put in the back of my head, and even though I didn’t ask for it I did a lot of introspection which is the hardest, craziest thing you could ever do to yourself. I remember I would cry over things that happened when I was sooo young, I would think to myself “this is not adult me crying, this is my inner kid asking for help, to finally be heard and understood”. I didn’t know I had to do all that crying and all that thinking to understand that things that happened to me, weren’t okay and still to this day aren’t okay.
When we started to go back to “normality” I did it with intention. I’ve learned to see things from a whole different perspective; I put myself first whether people like it or not. When I take any decision I do it knowing I’m 100% comfortable with the uncomfortable. I learned I had to do more to be bigger than myself, and last but not least, to appreciate life more and live it the way I want and feel it’s the best.
I’ve started to count my blessings. Maybe there’s actually peace after the storm after all. 🍀
Disclaimer: I’ve talked about myself and my (didn’t know I needed) healing process. Covid-19 has destroyed families and society in general. We all have suffered from this, one way or another so let’s try and be kind to ourselves, we’ve been in a pandemic, we still are. Took pic from Pinterest🌝
