Dec 21, 2025
I fucking hate my body sometimes. ESPECIALLY my joints. Like what do you mean I have to wake up multiple times a night to have to put my clavicle and shoulders AND hips back where they’re supposed to be???? Why am I a shitty off brand Lego thing that won’t stay together?????? I hate it so much. I just want to not hurt and for my body to work right but apparently that’s just too much to ask :(
#disabled#disability#actually disabled#chronic illness#chronic pain#physical disability#hypermobility#pots#pots syndrome#autistic#generalized hypermobility#joint hypermobility#dislocation#subluxation#joint laxity#potential eds#theorized eds#doctors won’t diagnose or fucking do anything because they’re not confident in their knowledge#I’m in pain#undiagnosed chronic pain