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This weekend My husband and I were supposed to go out but we stayed home drank a case of wine & watched twin peaks

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Happy Chronicah / 420

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Sw: 260 (my heaviest) Lowest weight:130 The photo on the right was Halloween 2015. My cw:190 I was struggling with my weight mostly because I ate alot of junk in 2014. For 2 years I lived with my husband at his parents house his mother was mentally abusive towards me to the point where I'd stay in his 70sqft room and only ate fast food so I wouldn't have to come out and socialize with any of his family. Now that we have our second place I've taken control and have been eating healthier and working out 5-6 times a week. I'm so much happier.

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5lbs down & small update

I feel like it’s a small accomplishment but it still matters :-) I’ve lost it before I can lose it again. Gonna keep it off this time....my family reunion is coming up in July I definitely have to stick to my plan til then ya’know how older black folk are lolz if you don’t eat they think you’re being funny gotta get this next 15lbs off so I too can be ankles deep in the bbq & cake...ugh so many birthday’s ahead....... dark chocolate cake is my weakness (viking self stands on mountain top in a blizzard while starring at the mutant cake warriors coming towards me)

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My friends started families and let their dreams die...

Originally this blog was going to be my personal blog about baby fever. I thought my husband and I were going to start our family since we’ve been together for 10 years. But instead we Open Our Online shop called Spooky Kidz Clothing. I’m alot happier also i get to babysit my cousins and a friend of mines nephew so pretty much i have kids for 12 hours a day while continuing me and my husband’s dream shop we run a charitable clothing line that gives 20% of it’s profits to the third world country of Nicaragua. 

All my friends had kids and didn’t pursue any of their dreams..and they stopped dressing like themselves..so the idea of children at this moment in my life isn’t something i can see right now. i’m going to focus on my shop, my marriage & my fitness. 2017 has been one of the best years for me and i’m going to say something i rarely say..i’m very proud of myself. Still the black sheep stoner goth girl in my perfect family I too have found something I am very passionate about.

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My chubbs Height: 5'9 Cw:190 Gw:(140-160) I don't remember when I started working out but there was a point where I got horrible headaches from too much sodium. Heart problems run in both sides of my families and I'd get really bad rashes. So I made a change. And I have 3 months before my 25th birthday. Oh when I workout I don't style my deathhawk XD

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50lbs away...

I worked out twice this week, I have to go back to working out 6 times a week. I no longer have any excuses...I’ve been depressed lately I know once I get back into my routine of eating healthy and working out I’ll be happier.

I just have to remind myself I haven’t earned any cheat days this month since i slipped up this month...