#ppd vent

[chinchicher]

New friends.

I didn't have strength to do a final frame, I was supposed to fall on my knees

[digitalparanoia]

and suddenly. everyone hate me and fucking wants me dead and they're gonna kill me

[theycantstopthesignal]

*overconfident* listen, if I had less experience dealing with depression alone the postpartum depression would definitely be getting on top of me but I'm fine, really

*the narrator, staring into the camera* as you can see, the postpartum depression is currently curled around her shoulders like that big ferret pokemon only evil. Technically, no, it is not exact on top of her, but it is getting quite close.

[asp3n-trees]

When the PPD is PPDing

Im so fucking SCARED

[this-is-me-3]

I’m angry again.

I’m always fucking angry.

It’s 4am, you’re awake, and I’m angry.

I wanted this. To be a mom. To take care of someone. To be a wife.

I got what I wanted and yet, here I am. Angry again that this is my life.

That this is all my life will ever be.

this all I will ever be.

I’m sorry.