#ppd vent

[chinchicher]

New friends.

I didn't have strength to do a final frame, I was supposed to fall on my knees

[digitalparanoia]

and suddenly. everyone hate me and fucking wants me dead and they're gonna kill me

[this-is-me-3]

I’m angry again.

I’m always fucking angry.

It’s 4am, you’re awake, and I’m angry.

I wanted this. To be a mom. To take care of someone. To be a wife.

I got what I wanted and yet, here I am. Angry again that this is my life.

That this is all my life will ever be.

this all I will ever be.

I’m sorry.