Sometimes its just too much to handle, all of it. The thought of anything without you is enough to put me on my knees. I'm scared Tay--I'm really freakin scared. I don't want to face this world without you, I'd rather just wait for everything to pass me by. We were going to write that book together, but how can I do it with half a story? How can I go on without my sister? So many questions that run through my mind. I just wish I could hear your voice again and it scares me that I can't. I wish I could tell you I love you just one more time. Back to being scared. And then I remember that you never lived in fear, you never let it strike you out. My mind always runs to that conversation we had in bed that night. I will keep every promise I made, even if I cry a little. I miss you so much Tay Tay....so much. I love you sissy. #Live4Tay #Pray4Tay 💚💛 (Taken with Instagram)