when you realize you're prayer!kink af

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when you realize you're prayer!kink af
Michael doesn't hear Dean's prayer. For millenia he's heard the prayers of all of humanity. From their exalted cries to their damning shouts. When they think they owe their lives or ruin to the Lord, he hears. But not with Dean.
No, with Dean it simply isn't a matter of hearing. Dean is part of him, his vessel, his true vessel. With Dean he can't hear because everything blinds him. He feels the desperation, the love and the need of every word spat out by a Righteous Man with no faith despite perfect knowledge.
Michael doesn't hear Dean's prayer. He lives in Dean's scant prayers and he hoards them greedily, yanking them right out of the minds of all but a select few angels. The pleasure of Dean's need is far too great for Michael to allow just anyone to share in the experience.
Okay but.
I think the worst thing about Cas being human.
The very worst thing.
Isn’t that he’s lost basically himself, or that he’s breakable now, or that he’s going to have to learn to do things the hard way, or that he’s going to see Dean-o beat up and not be able to heal him, or that he has to do ~bathroom things~ now.
Nope.
It’s that he won’t be able to hear Dean pray anymore.
This has become….like a routine part of his existence. Being away from Dean but still able to hear his mumbled requests for help, or silly things like Dean not exactly praying, but making small comments like he’s there, maybe about pie or some idiot scratching the paint on his baby or Sammy being his weirdo lil bro self.
(And the soft, accidental puffs of ‘Cas’ released in the throes of pleasure as Dean releases some tension a la self loving in the shower.)
Dean talking to him in his head as he tries to relax enough to sleep.
Dean praying to him to please, you son of a bitch, be okay.
Dean wishing he was around when something amusing happens because he wants to share that with him even though his sense of humor is absolute shit.
Dean huffing out sighs laced with Cas’ name without even knowing it because he misses him.
That, I think, will be the hardest thing for Cas to adjust to as a human.
Danceforcookies
Am I the only person, who actually believes in angels, But is sitting reading smutty fan ficts based on spn?
And just kind of looking at the sky sheepishly every now and then. Like, just accepting the fact that when you die you'll probably have some very over sexualised angels pissed off at you praying to them by accident and reading the smut to them.
dean praying while he jerks off though
like all those angels in heaven would just be chilling out and admiring the earth and then suddenly "woah woah hold on there's something coming in man this frequency's going wild man i think it's for castiel but whatever man i'll take this one"
never again