Instructions We Never Received
A quiet prayer for compassion, tonight and always.
we remember how hope begins.
as if light itself has asked us to listen.
I struggle with the weight of what follows.
I wonder why rest came before compassion,
why pain was left to teach
what gentleness could have explained.
There are moments I wish tenderness
had been built into the design —
small notes written into the margins:
This one will lose early.
Some of us were trained for grief
before we learned language.
for what we would later survive.
I wish parents had to prove
I wish children didn’t have to carry
the weight of unfinished adults.
I wish love didn’t fracture into paperwork,
didn’t split houses and holidays
I wish money arrived with time,
and honesty came without cost,
and bodies didn’t betray us
just to remind us we are temporary.
I wish death wasn’t a lesson
I wish people who think alike
could stop hurting each other
long enough to build something gentle.
I wish hearts were followed
I wish peace were treated
I wish no one ever had to stand
and learn what love leaves behind.
And maybe that is the meaning
not that pain was chosen,
but that hope keeps being born
My wish for you is that light finds you
through people, through moments, through pauses.
That even when answers don’t come,
And that hope feels less like a promise
and more like a companion.