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I really need to get this off

Where's the love? What the actual fuck is happening in this world Today I was at work and I was gonna cut the vegetables with a cut machine but this fucking machine wouldn't work. So I started to freak out and I hit the machine so hard that it broke. After it broke I didn't know what to do and I freaked out even more bc I fucking broke it. As I tried to calm myself down I realized what just happened, that I almost had a break down just because of a stupid machine and I was so disgusted and disappointed of myself that I was just totally losin' it. I started to panic bc I thought I wouldn't have myself under control anymore and how everything in this world is going so totally wrong at the moment and there's just nothing I can do about it I mean first there's this thing with Paris I'm really so so sorry for Paris it fucks me up so hard and I wish there's more I can do than just posting "pray for Paris" everywhere and this world is just so full of problems, this weekend 3 of my friends had like serious problems and the situations were like rly rly serious and its just not fair bc they rly don't deserve this, and the problem is that every teen these days has real struggles and noone gives a fuck and then ppl are seriously complaining that 'kids these days are lazy and incompetent' like fuck, 'these lazy kids' have struggles staying alive and you're just keep pushing them down ?! Are you honestly this blind ??? How can you expect us to be perfect in such a fucked and messed up world where they can't even feel safe ?!?! And also my little brother, he's only fucking 9 years young and is already crying every damn night bc he feels so under pressure bc he isn't able to handle it anymore!!!! That's one of the reasons why I can't sleep at night, I have sleep issues and then there's my little brother crying and that's why I'm always too late for school and my teachers want me to come on 3 damn days in the week 1 hour earlier than usual to school and I mean I already have sleep issues, I already only sleep 3 hours and now they're taking away one more precious hour of sleep, without even having a good reason See and thats why I don't want to have children, they wouldnt deserve this, to be in a world where they can't feel safe, where they are afraid of what will happen in the future, a world so full of hate where ppl die bc of other ppl or where women and girls need to learn how to not get raped or ppl have depression, eating disorder, anxiety and shit bc they can't live up to anyone's expectations. And then ppl seriously do wonder why 'kids these days' don't want to live anymore or don't have motivation for anything or don't want to have children or writing texts like this one Like WORLD PLEASE WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS PLEASE STOP Or at least make me a superhero so I can safe the world and make everything ok again And I'm so sorry actually I'm not that negative but I just can't stay positive and motivated all the time, things are just getting too much rn