#prayingforhim

[jessicafugh]

🙏 #prayingforhim #needsjesus #yolo 🤷😂 https://www.instagram.com/p/CU0gCLSp7q-KQrZ49pe7SH1U8vj-weSSuvJpuY0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[briluv50]

I love this guy right here, and I’d love some prayers! 🙏🏼 On my way to work last night, one of my daughters called saying she had to bring my hubby to the ER. He had all of a sudden threw up and didn’t realize it. I got to the ER and he was t talking, and still vomiting. They finally got him a room to further testing. They had already done a EKG when he arrived, which was ok. They did a CT scan to see if he had any bleeding, in case of a stroke, because of his symptoms. Those other tests were ok, but they wanted to give him the meds to stop any damage, if it most likely was a stroke. He still wasn’t talking when the Drs were asking him various things. I would ask I him yes & no questions, and he would shake his head, yes or no. They admitted him to ICU, and I was going to sleep there at the hospital l, but the ICU just has upright chairs, and the Dr said it would be better for me to try to sleep at home, which I haven’t slept much. 😴 Family calling and texting this morning early, so now I’m going to head back to the hospital to see if they found out anything else. They will be doing a MRI also today. Thank you to all who is praying for him, myself and my family! 🙏🏼🥰 #prayingforhim #ilovemyhubby #hellbeokaythough #imsotired #feelingemotional #hugyourlovedones #prayersforhealing (at Aurora, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6YWBufJCd7/?igshid=w1qrjiedd5xt

[sparklycross]

Something I have recently learned about these kinds of people. #toxicpeople #stayaway #movingon #strongereveryday #prayingforhim https://www.instagram.com/p/B3t1S54j4yLk9oHjewm_8LbL-6RtMeEEgpy0zI0/?igshid=x0dm7q3ls9oq

[lilxtsunami]

Speaking into existence this guy is my future man forsure!

[nicolesjourneyblog-blog]

Thank you @sheworkshisway for a wonderful way to start my morning. Not only in prayer, but in praying for the man God has set aside for me, for his life, his walk with God and our future relationship. Such a great reminder about God's providence, His Will and His timing!! ****************************************** If you haven't downloaded the app, make sure to do it! Swhw in your App Store. The single best app I've found for guidance in living a Godly life. All my Love to all my friends on this Valentine's Day!! #valentines #valentinesday #morningprayer #prayer #prayingforyou #prayingforhim #single #singlewoman #singleladies #trust #faith

[butterflyprincessfyi]

A Note of Finality

The feeling of knowing, after so many years, is one I cannot explain. Who he is, where hi is--why I am the way I am. It's not easy to find out you are the biological child of a known psychopath, no matter how many questions it answers. I've always wondered where my disorder came from--the one from which I cannot seem to escape. The one that keeps me awake at night listening to the tortured moans of my subconscious as it howls to be released. The one that could make me dangerous if I succumb to the challenges it presents to living a healthy, normal life. But there's also something that I have learned... Environment is everything.

I have so much love and support, whereas he never did. I learned to feel love, and happiness. Also know how to feel guilt, and remorse, whereas he cannot. I am not who my disorder makes me, but a human being with the free will to choose to be who I wish to be, whereas he is still consumed by the psychosis that is so deeply engrained in his head.

Now I cannot help but wonder who I'd be had I grown up like him? In a messed up home with a messed up family? I can't imagine.

So deep down, I feel sorry for him. Sorry he never had the understanding and support that I always have. I hope one day he comes to terms with his wrongdoings. Until then all I can do is pray for him and send my blessing. Even if he is messed up, he still gave me the greatest gift anyone could ever ask for--life. For that, no matter who he was then, or who he is now, I will be forever grateful.