what do you wish you did during yr pregnancy? what do you wish you didnt do during yr pregnancy? I cant believe Im past halfway & the stuff I told myself Id do less/more of *this time* 😂 is starting to rise up with that now or never feeling I know becomes regret if I dont get committed & courageous. I barely documented my first pregnancy because self-portraiture felt obscenely vain & I didnt want to ask people (ie family, friends, strangers) to take my portrait coz that felt equally narcissistic & vain - as a result Brixton is left with limited carted de visite from the most magical experience of my life. so. folks. I am trying. Im getting it more. but its still a struggle to just do it without thinking HOW DARE I think I am worthy of being photographed worshipping my body & pregnancy. I really really wanted to play more live music than I actually ended doing with my first - I broke out the guitar the other day & taught myself that fabulous 4 non blondes What's Up? song by goddess song writer @reallindaperry & felt absurd singing at the top of my lungs in my back yard but fuck it felt good & it reminded me I really need to do more of it. Im working my way thru the Artist's Way by @juliacameronlive (week six yo 🙌) & carving out time to draw play write. We got tapped to play a show August 3rd so it looks like I'll have another opportunity - like with Brixton - to play punk rock hella hella pregnant on stage. swimming. legit swimming. I grew up swimming competitively. I keep setting the intention to swim laps & I 100% havent. ehh. but by next Monday that wont be my truth anymore & I am using this space to hold myself accountable. god thats scary. ok! folks! who else wants to air some intentions goals & regrets? & how has #pregnancyregrets only been used 12 times?! so. cant blame ya if you want to keep it on lock, but if you want to help a vulnerable mama feel less alone go ahead & bleed yr heart out in the comments below 🙌 I will love you for it 💖 xox #selfportrait #pregnantandperfect #pregnantlife #thebump #babybump #honestmotherhood #toddlermom #workingmom #punksgoneparent #ourcandidlife #thehappynow #sobermom #giftsofrecovery #justfortoday #wedorecover https://www.instagram.com/p/By04t6DAA6c/?igshid=12imco8b5zbxa
