I can't pretend I still don't love you
I can't pretend that I don't feel what I feel
This feeling eats me up inside, knowing that behind my smile, I breaking down, almost crying out for you to embrace me. When we would make up after an argument, it would be the past and we'd move on... I wanted that to happen again. But I knew that this time... this time my chances of success were slim, so I didn't even try. I knew that this time, me putting my pride to this side might end up making me look too eager to work things out. I knew that this time... I had to be strong, in hopes that you'd come to your senses and realize what you've lost and the potential that was to come.