#pretty edgy

[miltondutra]

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[pastacat48]

I wish I could draw so I could draw yuzuru chopping someone's head off

[expirator]

❛ guilt is the idiot cousin of remorse. ❜ // syndra. let's get this gluten.

“That leads to one dysfunctional family.” Zed nods. “Yes, I understand.”

It puts to rest what Zed has wondered about Syndra since the day they met. What stirred beneath that haughty visage? What really dwelt within the mind of someone who also stood on the outside looking in, a rebel against tradition, just like him?

She carried no baggage along the path she’d chosen. No regrets, no hesitation. Zed could see a woman with heart and mind aligned, an actor delivering her parts with complete dedication.

He wouldn’t accept anything less. He needed someone he knew would commit.

“Then any second guessing you might have had are buried in the ground,” Zed says. “Just like your former teacher.”

[nailsandswatches]

[pongochu]

well this is edgy

[lunejun]

Jun+Minghao My I

[texasinnersmile]

i have a new url because why even bother pretending at this point

[sstephk]

Self-depressing post, read with caution? P fucking long lol.

my headache is getting worse and I was surprised it “went away” during it but it’s back and I just want to be able to cry so I can hopefully feel better. Literally thats all I want. I’ve been in so much pain, my arms won’t stop shaking. I eat less and less. I’ve been on a destructive path and I know it, I just think it’s normal now and that i’ll be okay one day. But at the end of the day as I put on my music that draws out my true emotions.. I just want to end up crying.

and for someone to hold me as I cry. It’s hard to take everything on your own and to do what you think is best for everyone because you know how you will be and how easy it is to notice if depressed or sad or off your game. I’m sure things got better towards the end but I had to lie to myself and put on an act so it would get better. Maybe I’m lying to myself instead.. Who knows... I need someone like C.C. is to Lelouch... When I’m at my lowest and be able to be there for me and hold me up.

I might’ve been an ass today but trust me.. it’s for the greater good. Even though it probably isn’t the best choice, if anything it’s the worse choice.. I just like to believe it is because honestly, I don’t belong anymore. Yet I couldn’t be an ass to a certain person.. I couldn’t be cold like I thought I could.. I get mad at that person sometimes but I get depressed more. I know so many people that would say “just trash-talk because they were -blank- and -blank-” but that’s not right. I know deep down they’re actually a good person or rather thats what I think. I feel happy but also sad. The fact that, that person was able to make me smile even only for a little and as it faded, something inside kicked in for a little, just enough. There’s just something about that person. I wish I could tell them but I’m too scared to say it on my own. If that person ever wanted to know though.. and if they were direct and knew who.. then I’d honestly tell them straight up the truth. I haven’t lied to them I think and I don’t think I will yet. I don’t know if I have. I’m starting to have a lot of memory loss. I’m losing track of time and days and things I’ve done with people. At this point I wouldn’t be surprised if I lost my memory. Kinda welcome it tbh so I can possibly restart? I literally have so much more to say but it’s pointless cause I don’t think anything will change. If you want to know then feel free to ask.

Now if you excuse me, I’m going to attempt to cry while listening to PVRIS - You and I (Stripped).