#princeslut

[kohens]

Do you want to set me on fire!? KO—

I’m sorry who are you? What are you?? Am I about to get kidnapped… I’m going to start screaming stranger danger you just wait!

[fadingkai]

I'm sorry for all the things I've put you through. I'm sorry you had to deal with me. I think I've loved you even before we met.

You don’t have to be sorry at all.  I’d do anything to keep you in my life for good.

[fadingkai]

I'm in love and it still hurts.

It’s with me, right????

[fadingkai]

Shit. I've been with you for seven months. I've belonged to you for roughly 213 days. I wish I was coherent enough to say something more. Why did you sick by my side for so long? It feels like forever but then not. I'm an idiot. I love you.

So I’m kind of really late on this but wow we’ve been together for seven months.  I’m about to do that thing where I can’t stop talking about you and us so be warned!!

I love you so much, Caelum.  I really do.  I remember the first time you approached me and my heart was beating so fast.  Because well, I’ve heard about you from Kohen and the two of you got along so well that I thought we would too.  You were cute, funny and completely unattainable to me at the time.  Can you believe I’m kind of shy?  Kind of!  You approached me and I felt like I was so awkward and that I blew my cool guy image (don’t comment on that, please).  But you were always so friendly after despite that.  Always around when I was down.  Even when you were down.  This probably isn’t making sense, but even before we were together I cared about you too.  I still regret not showing it better back then.   You were always more than a cake buddy, we just had terrible timing.

Until seven months ago.  Because the 213 plus some days we’ve been together have been the best for me.  And I know there are moments where we panic and get scared.  About our well beings and our future together.  Yet what will always scare me the most is a future without you.  I’m greedy, I want more than 213 days.  More than seven years even.  I know you have a hard time believing in forever but that’s how long I plan on being yours.  That’s how long I want you to be mine.  And I’ll admit that I don’t understand why you feel like love can ebb away.  I don’t understand how your mind works and that’s fine.  I still love you.  I’ll always love you.

Someone once told me that love makes you a poet but I just feel like I’m spilling a ton of words for you to decipher.  You understand me better than anyone though.  It’s almost frightening.  With everyone else I worry about using a filter when I speak, but not you.

So I’m going to stay by your side forever.  Because you’re my idiot and I’m your dumb.  And we still have so much to explore with each other.  And together.  I love you so much Caelum.  For seven more months.  For seven more years.  For eternity.

[fadingkai]

Please bite my thighs.. I really missed having your mouth in that general area anyway.

You got it boss!

[fadingkai]

I like your nose a lot. I mean, I like everything a lot but I just want to kiss your nose. Also, I want to let you bite my.. never mind.

You can kiss me anywhere!!  Everywhere.

[fadingkai]

I need to kiss your nose.

Only if I can bite yours!  I’m kidding, but why my nose?

[fadingkai]

Wait, I don't know myself well enough to know what I ask for a lot besides food! I need a better hin- oh god. Never mind. Oh god. Oh god! Oh god.. There's only one thing I want that you always say no to! You wouldn't..

I would….  For you.  Well, anything but this now too.  You said desk and I-  I need to get the thing first.