i think it’s time to talk and be great friends! don’t just stare at my blog, stare at me. should i introduce myself to you? i hope you already know who i am- because i know really well who you are-
oh, no no no! i definitely know who you are! you’re bts’ park jimin-ssi... and it’s an honor that you already know who i am. i'm very grateful. i hope we can become friends in the future! i’m a big fan of your dancing.
I'm gonna become a regular at your new place. So I won't end up eating old yogurt yet again...
You should already be regular at my place ... .. .. .,,, I mean, if you’re not, it’s not worth to cook with so much love, right? Plus, clearly you can’t even feed yourself well. You seem to always mess up and who the hell eats old yogurt--...? Asides from you, that is. I should give you some important lessons when eating. First always check the date. Second make sure that’s what you want to eat and if you can’t make it better. And third, always feel happy when you eat. But well, I will give you private lessons instead if you are indeed regular.
ECRITURE IS PROUD TO WELCOME GOT7′S PARK JINYOUNG TO THE HOUSE OF FAYE!
Jinyoung is the youngest out of the three kids in the Park family, as well as the only boy out of them all. Since he was a kid, he's been treated very gently-- as he's the youngest, his sisters would drag him along and make him take part in all kinds of plays which were, of course, his sisters' idea. He grew up as a somewhat of a troublemaker and now as an adult he wonders how did his parents really want to deal with a kid who had so much energy and who really didn't know where the line was. He was a very bright kid, wanted to do well in whatever he tried. Hence why he was the type of a student who would be grumpy for a little while after an exam.
But now that he debuted as part of GOT7 in 2014, Jinyoung has learned a few things in life and thinks that he has grown a lot in the past two years. He's been titled as the mother of the group, taking care of others and being that type of a rock for the other members. Jinyoung has calmed down a lot from his teenage years and is seen as one of the serious ones in GOT7 although he does still have his playful, sarcastic side that shows up quite often. He's a perfectionist who really thrives for the best quality when it comes to his work.
WELCOME - FOLLOW - RULES
When was the last time your muse cried? What caused them to cry?
He picks up the pen, tapping it against the paper as he bit his lower lip. At some moments he was there and wasn't; his mind kept wandering, bringing back the memories he wished he wouldn't have to go through again. But as it always is, what you want to avoid the most always comes back around and this time was no different. A few four-letter words escape his lips before he realizes it and it wakes him up from his thoughts that are still lingering in the back of his mind. He kept pushing it away though, forcing it back into its box in the back of his mind and he really hoped it'd stay there. Jinyoung sighed as he straightened his back and he starts to write with care and quickly, the words just spilling onto the paper.
'I broke down yesterday. I was a complete mess.. never have I cried so much and I'm me, it's unbelievable. I regret it so much but it was just a mistake, do people get judged by one mistake? I never judge people like that, everyone deserves a chance. I deserve a chance too.'
He stopped writing and looked at the last sentence he had written and before he really had the chance to think about it, he had crossed it over a few times to make sure he didn't see it. Jinyoung continued to write although his mind was wondering around the sentence he had just crossed out. It's wishful thinking that people would give him that chance again. That those people would be kindhearted and.. look past it, look through it just once because he'd make it better. He'd do good deeds to make sure it doesn't weight much. But is that the best policy when it comes to mistakes?
'They said it's okay. So it should be okay. But now that it has happened, I doubt they would agree with what they said before. People never know how they react until they're put in that situation. I'm nervous. Is honesty the best policy?'
He crossed out the sentence again, feeling a bit angry at himself. He's a horrible person, he doesn't deserve a second chance. But that was his pessimistic side speaking yet again. It was peeking from the depths of Jinyoung, making sure that he feels even more worse than he already does. Because why would anyone like him, who keeps making mistakes-- and made the biggest one yesterday-- and fucking up everything. He isn't even honest to himself. He keeps hiding it all, deep in himself. And although how much he tried to hide the tears, they were burning his eyes as they fell to his cheeks, rolling down quietly. It felt like they burned his skin. That's how guilty he was feeling.
'The worst thing is that I can't stop because I'll keep thinking about it. I wanna work so hard that my mind is too tired to think. I don't want to screw up my career now that I've screwed up everything else.'
And after writing those three sentences, he looked at the notebook in his lap like it was carrying the most horrible sins and carried such guilt that it felt too heavy to even hold, Jinyoung closed it and threw it on the floor next to his bed and laid down while wiping the tears from his cheeks.
dandere - usually quiet until the right person comes along
”Well... I guess it is kind of true...” Because being the timid and frequently wavers of any other social interaction -- truly an introvent, causing him having such immense encumbrance to open up to people (despite the affable facade often displayed) which results in him appearing more than inert and listless to many, unless they know how well enough. When the right person comes along and touches the deepest parts of his heart never aroused before, that is when he blooms like a flower in warm caring pair of hands.