#probs tmi

[toxaemiia]

My friend was talking to me today but i lowkey disassociated 2 mins into the convo and started fantasizing about norman spitting in my mouth and stuff so i just stared at her cause i had no idea what this bitch was saying anyways

[piendae]

I lowk have to piss but I don’t wanna get up

[theshiniestgemstone]

I’m going on a plane for the first time in my life tomorrow morning and I can’t tell if I’m nervous or if it’s my period that’s making my tummy hurt

[bobfloydsbabe]

I just booked an appointment with my doctor to talk about sterilization (getting my tubes tied) and have a feeling she won’t agree to it.

“You’re 27 and have never been in a relationship.”

Okay, and that’s supposed to change my mind how exactly? I’ve known I don’t want kids since I was fourteen and haven’t changed my mind yet, nor will I.

[lonely-thursday]

One time when I was 21 I went to the doctor to get a Pap smear (cuz that’s a thing you need to do when you’re 21) and the doctor asked if I had ever been sexually active, to which I said no, so she told me I didn’t need to get a Pap smear until I was sexually active (which will never happen but I didn’t tell her that)

I’m pretty sure that’s a lie though, cuz there’s no way they’ll never make me have a Pap smear, like I’m guessing next time it comes up they’re not going to care if I’ve been sexually active or not

[thenervousdemonsword]

Mun is so tired both eyes are twitching this is gr8

Also, during language screenings a child named all their characters after DBZ characters and said I was too old to know what they were talking about when I asked

Mun is 22

[femforestgreen]

i really just wanna have hot sex with a dom man that cares about me. that’s too much to ask for, right?

[madelinecoffee]

Anxiety Doesn't Just Affect My Mind

As much as I try to avoid it and as much as I don’t want to be; I am someone who mostly internalizes my stress and anxiety. These past few weeks have been way to busy with projects and various social life anxieties. 

It went from zero to one hundred too fast for any of my coping skills to work, and this is my life.  And the reality of that is where I found myself tonight. Everything was turned in and most of the relationship anxiety I had were sorted. I could finally relax. But my body had been so worked up by the amount of stress and anxiety it was under for the past few days that I’ll be honest I wasn't really dealing with well. 

So tonight after I tried to eat a normal diner and real my body wasn't ready for a normal amount of food. That lead to me throwing up everything I’ve eaten today all because my anxiety got to bad. I’m fine now, I’m just exhausted. 

People say that anxiety is just mental health but for me its tied to my physical health as well. This isn't the first time something like this has happened, probably the first I’m realizing what happened. And I wish I could say it was the last, but it probably won't be. 

My anxiety has left my tried not just mentally physically. So if you’re like me remember that your body needs you to take care of it too, Remember to take it easy if you need and if you need someone to talk to before it all gets internalized let me know.