I can never be famous. My digital footprint is too thirsty. They’d tear me to pieces… and you know what? they’d be right for it too 😔

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I can never be famous. My digital footprint is too thirsty. They’d tear me to pieces… and you know what? they’d be right for it too 😔
Those slutty little glasses are doing things for me
This being book accurate is sending me west
I cannot think about anything other than these three things.
1. Stairwell kiss.
2. “Gimmee kiss” when Ilya is in the lake
3. The way Shane looks at Ilya and says “genetic” back to him in the scene after the awards show when they hadn’t spoken for 6 months. And Shane looks all proud and heart eyes at him. And you just know he’s going through all these emotions for the one word and his head is reeling thinking:
Your English has gotten so good and I’m falling in love with you and you are beautiful and so impressive and I wish I’d been there to help you with this. I wish this wasn’t such a surprise to me. I want to be the one that teaches you and sees you grow. But I’m so proud of you for it.
“Genetic.”
In that one word. It is EVERYTHING to me.
Good god man. Have some grace and decorum. This is slutty behaviour.
I am so fucking parasocial about hudcon. I cried tears of pride and a joy for that ice skating sketch, the hug, the opening monologue, introducing the musical guest. I’m so proud of them both but Connor knocked it out of the park with that 😭
This bit in particular is so fucking Ilya coded.
“I don’t know these spaces” new country. Doesn’t know anyone or anything.
“Time won’t wait on me” someone’s gonna find out about us. We’re on borrowed time.
“I wanna know what safe is” I just want a family that loves me. Shane is safe.
“I won’t stray from it” when he accepts Shane loves him
And the rest of the song is like them coded. But this part in particular kills me with how Ilya coded it is.
Guys I went to ikea after work in my Ilya t-shirt and I had 2 women stop me to talk about the show 😭