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peyton_kennedy Absolutely Vulgar Club #everythingsucks #netflix #avclub
//my ishimarus relationship with a nagisa would be like
monaka: -approaches-
nagisa: -noise-
ishimaru: *HISSES VERY LOUD*
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Charities of the Critical Nature
What are we really offered to become within our current existence but another drone jumping through ridiculous hoops that are contained within a box?
If I tell myself I am doing something with deep purpose and meaning, does it fabricate itself as that reality? Do I begin to believe it to be so by taking a positive position and outlook to every act within it? Does my expression become a brush stroke upon the collective brilliance or am I staring endlessly at the blank canvas of my own mind?
As long as the expression of humanity is ascribed to a point of containment, it will continue to produce the same or similar responses..... All of which will eventually be carted to the end of the walk, placed upon the curb after it's short life of usefulness; soon to become landfill.
There are so many social causes which are seeking 'betterment'.... Feed the, Save the, Protect the, Free the; this also includes any expression which indulges in personal motivation. It's perpetual in nature, you can ease the outcome or lessen the response; but within such an act, you never change the properties that created the problem in the first place. Will we ever learn?
The irony is that it is a response to a point of containment, but a response that equally matches the inefficiency of the current box. Essentially it gives up power to this point of containment that perpetuates the condition where all our rationality is lost, and it ensures that it continues.
We invest all this time and energy into these causes which include personal motivation, and do so using a system that is highly inefficient.
If the money, time, energy and resources from just one of these causes was directed towards a focus on producing a highly efficient reflection of their use (which our current system/box would be unable to compete with mind you), it would demonstrate an expression of extreme abundance. That is an existence where all of our struggles and subsequent causes become a gross absurdity to the mind.
So what exactly are we doing here, motivating ourselves to realize a freedom of expression so that it might be applied to extreme abundance where it no longer needs to be motivated?
That seems rather inefficient, why not just cut to the chase?
But this is what I'm making a point of! Every time we indulge in where we currently exist, we miss placing a brush stroke upon the canvas of our own mind.
We only need motivation when we are adorning, organizing, chasing our own tail or beating ourselves against the sides of a box!.... Step completely outside into an expression of extreme abundance, it opens up a floodgate of opportunity to pursue any desire or passion imaginable. There is more than enough diversity within such a potential, that every need would be quenched. Does a mind within such an arena need to be motivated? Does it need any direction whatsoever?
We can invest every moment of our lives selecting an act of charity, organizing all of the crayons and carefully coloring inside of all the lines. Doing so only ensures that we will never become the artist capable of showing the world it's beauty. There is an expression of the mind that doesn't need to be saved, how do we tip toe around the ego of those who indulge in finding their purpose within their chosen cause; with the knowledge that they believe they are doing great things with their time and focus?
In the past I preferred great big clunky boots that made a lot of noise, but what can I accomplish stomping around squaring up against that unknowing ego with my own... Demonstrating it's ‘superiority’ by ripping up all the coloring books. And here I was standing in front of my own blank canvas, indulging in every available excuse to criticize the limits that someone else had been applying to their own….. I had created my own cause in order to escape taking responsibility for this vision, bold and aggressive brush strokes upon this canvas without using any color as though I had only been conducting someone else to see without offering a hint of composition.
So I stepped forward and applied the first meaningful brush stroke to this empty canvas, discovering the artist within….. This is the moment that I finally begin!
L IKE THE CHARACTERS...ARE ALLS O GOOD......AND