To those who are reading this post now, I wish endless love and God in the heart.
I want to thank from the bottom of my heart the people who were always there for me when it seemed like everything was over.
Who said: "You can do it because you are stronger than you seem".
And when I think about my life, delve into my problems, I don’t even notice how much these people have done for me.
Someone saved my life at the cost of their own, someone believed in me, but not in themselves.
Someone came to me at night despite feeling unwell because they wanted to support me.
Someone told me something absolutely stupid that turned out to be good advice in the future.
And someone simply asked: "Do you want to talk about something?"
Some of these real people are no longer alive, but their actions, their words live in my heart because they had pure intentions.
And now when I think: "You save everyone, but who will save you?" (of course, you can't do without pride here!)
But maybe it always seemed that way to me because I was looking not at their actions, but at my ego?
I am only now beginning to understand how much my loved ones have done for me, who saved me with whatever they could.
And I can now answer this question: "God will save me. Do you know why? Because it is wonderful when we look at the world through other people through the eyes of God, and when God answers others through our prayers."
Now I can help those who are no longer with me with my prayer.
This is how the Lord answers us when our heart is open.
Self-pity is not a bad thing, but there is a fine line between it and pride.
I love you, those who have left and those who are here now.
God bless, fratres in Fide
