I went to the dermatologist yesterday and I feel like it was such a waste of time. My first appointment with this new doctor was back in December and my main reason for going was to have a couple of moles checked, not for my psoriasis.
Prior to that appointment, I hadn't been to the dermatologist in about 2 years because I was done with using topical medications for my skin and not really getting anywhere. When I went in December, we had discussed this and I also mentioned that I wasn't interested in trying any biologics because of the cost and side effects, but maybe otezla would be a good option. I thought about it afterwards and decided that I didn't think it was worth it since I've actually become more comfortable with my skin even though it isn't the best, and I still don't think the potential side effects are worth it. My insurance company at the time didn't approve otezla anyway because I hadn't tried anything but topicals, and I was fine with that.
In the meantime, the doctor had prescribed a different topical ointment (which I picked up from the pharmacy but haven't even opened) even though I had no interest in using it. When I went yesterday, she made a big deal about how I should be using it so my "flaring" would be kept under control. To be honest, my skin is not flaring whatsoever. It's actually under control and better than it was a few weeks ago. I have another appointment in August, but I feel like that will also be a waste of time.
All of this has just made me realize that I'm more comfortable with my psoriasis than I ever was. I don't need any medication to make me feel better about my skin, regardless of whether it is "flaring" or not.
