#psychedelic thought

[that-whichisnot]

Though I seem to be here, there appears to be part of me that is NOT here. It is there where my thoughts are prior to being thoughts. It is there where my dreams go after being dreams. It is there where all potentials lie, and all lies are potential. It is not in my brain, I can certainly tell you that. So if I’m not completely here, where am I and is there a where even there? I seem to be nowhere and everywhere at once. Just as I imagine. I think therefore I am. But what? But where? 12/12

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[that-whichisnot]

What do we know that HASN’T been taught to us?

What do we know that HASN’T been taught to us? 1) We know that we seem to be.

2) We know that we can’t say for certain. We can’t say that ANYTHING is certain, for we appear to perceive things from a trained perspective. We seem to live within the boundaries of the beliefs that we are taught. And locked within the limitations of the language we are taught. Other than this vague sense of that which is beyond our comprehension, we do not seem to experience anything that lies beyond our programmed and accepted parameters. In this manner, we seem to move linearly through the potentials we are taught. Time and space seem to be two examples of the potentials we move through. Logic is another. We seem to be programmed in this manner. We seem to be hypnotized in this manner. We seem to find exactly what we expect to find. Yet there seems to be more to this than we are taught. There seems to be more to this than we imagine. It seems improbable that this consciousness we experience is the ONLY consciousness to be experienced. It seems improbable that this reality we subscribe to is the ONLY reality. We cannot say for certain, as ALL thought seems to be based on training, beginning with the words we seem to think with, just as ALL experience seems to be based on beliefs. What do we know that HASN’T been taught to us? Only that we seem to be. And that we are trained to be THIS. And that there seems to be something more. ~ We are Space Monkey. 12/2

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[that-whichisnot]

The secret of creation is the Circle of REALization.

Form is realized from flow through focus before/while fluxing back into the flow

And so on. 

Infinitely.

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[kundali-blog]

Things to Accomplish this holiday

- Purify body to a wondrous extent (nae spots, perfect toilet trips, each movement is euphoric)

- Find a linguistic flow again (be able to talk to people about my thoughts on the world so I'm not constantly full of inner-tension)

- Write a lot so to never lose track of time and to help with the linguistic flow

- Pre-reading for uni + 2 books every trecena (13 days).

- Successfully grow sinicuichi, coleus blumei, grass and mushrooms

- Tame ayahuasca as an ally

- Find some sort of satisfying social outlet... meet more people

- Start a youtube channel (when the linguistic flow comes back)

Hopefully I don't turn mad again this summer - tends to happen without routine but this time I reckon it's okay